Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[gamer]

dear j,

I wish you would listen to me and sis >:O
and like, literally everyone else in your life.
leave her already.
YOU'RE NOT EVEN DATING ANYMORE!!!

sincerely,
e

[xChry.]

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[Pyca]

Happy birthday Lyr! I hope it was a good one. I heard ya had sushi. I miss you! I'm glad our other siblings were able to be there at your birthday party. I can't believe you're x years old now! Hopefully I can see you next time I visit. Love you lots :]

[acura,]

dear me from a year ago,

we did it.
we passed our driving test. we got a car. we did it. all the anxiety you felt, the struggle, the hardships, the determination were all worth it. i wish i could rewind time and give you a hug cause man we did it. its all done, no more driving lessons, no more stressing over it, no more hating yourself cos you felt like you'd never be able to do it. you did it man. im so proud of you for not giving up back then cos if you did we wouldnt be here right now. your determination and drive paid off, despite wanting to give up so many times and wanting to quit because you felt like youd never be able to do it, you still did it. you still kept on going no matter how many setbacks you had, no matter how many times your anxiety told you otherwise. it feels surreal to be done with it all and to finally have accomplished a goal we literally thought we'd never do.

love,
izza.

[yaksha]

dear h,
you have touched a part of my heart that no one has ever reached. Even if we don't work out, I would wait a lifetime just to be with you. You are my favorite person and always will be, even if you might not feel the same. I love you.

[Purgatory K9]

Mxxxxx,

8 years down the drain, but I willingly poured it down the drain. I will not allow you to bully me any longer. A lot of weight has already lifted off my shoulders. I despise you.

- your "best friend"

[.Kira Nightblade.]

Dear C
Genuinely not sure if work is better or worse without you?? Like, don't get me wrong, I ADORE working with you. It rarely feels like work with you.
However.
Due to my feelings for you, you tend to give me sincere anxiety while I go about my tasks, this is due to my overthinking brain and absolutely nothing on your part, but my mind is significantly quieter without you and I must admit sometimes I enjoy the peace XD
It's weird to think my days seeing you are most likely numbered. Next Friday, a handful of shifts in November and December if I'm lucky... and then you'll be gone. We have our differences in beliefs, yeah. It's somewhat frustrating being apart of the same religion and yet I must question if our differences within that are compatible.
So unless you come back to work on a Saturday... or... we somehow figure out our differences, it surely can't work between us, right?
I can't let myself even entertain the thought that you may like me back. Like... I almost wouldn't be surprised but at the same time I think there's a mental block there haha. At least I can say I'm one of your favorite coworkers? Unsure if when the other C said 'he gave you the easier job because he likes you." he meant friendship, but then again I don't think this C is the most accurate judge of feelings considering the fact he thought I crushed on D.
Thank you for all the songs, my playlist has much expanded thanks to you <3
I think December may be our farewell, and I think I can be content with that.
Thank you for caring about me, at least. [/size]

p.s I SWEAR I CAN COUNT PLEASE FORGET ABOUT THAT I SWEAR THE REST OF THE DRAWERS WERE ACCURATE AND IF YOU WEREN'T THERE I WOULDN'T HAVE MISCOUNTED

dear me

your type is confident guys who are of the same religion but somehow still incompatible belief wise who go to school in a different state who don't like you back
please stop and just go embrace being a nun ty

[Drive Like Jehu]

dear i, god i miss you so bad. you were like one of my favorite friends, but we haven't talked in months. wish i could get over myself and message you but it would probably be awkward and go horribly wrong. hope you still think about me from time to time

[smorestxllison]

dear [k],

you humble me every day. i love the way you approach everything
with the deepest respect and concern for your craft. you honor everybody
by portraying those feelings in the most genuine and thoughtful way.
i hope you know how much you mean to me and how much i appreciate you.
and please keep [a] close. you are lucky to have him, almost as lucky as he
is to have you. he cares about you in ways i can only imagine.

i hope you're doing okay. i love you. i miss you.

- [m]

wowie after a year and a half-ish i'm returning to this letter.

dear [k],

i met [a] with you for the first time back in march and he does certainly care about
you. he's the biggest supporter of your work, but he doesn't respect the others who
show up for you. takke care, and don't let him own you. your charm is still so bright
and your energy is infectious. i appreciate your dedication beyond words, and i will
never stop admiring the love and care you show for the people you represent.

keep going. still love you, still miss you.
remember, there is a whole team of us ready to defend you at any moment.

<3 [m]

[Kirari]

Dear A

I know we used to be best friends but really I feel happier without you in my life, I feel happier without the constant pressure you put on me to accommodate your needs when I could never ask you to give me some alone time. It’s been over a month since we talked at all, we’ve only seen each other once since we left school over a year ago so why were you shocked when I stopped texting? Anyways life has been good for me; I’m in a committed relationship now and you probably would hate my boyfriend if you knew his past but I love him, I am doing work placement at a kennel/animal rescue place which I enjoy a lot and I’m better friends with people I’ve never met in real life than I ever was with you.
I know your life started a lot worse than most but you are in an at least mostly perfect situation right now studying what you love and dating someone who lives literally a few houses away, you have new friends and you are so normal apart from a couple mental health issues. I’m dating someone who lives in another country and I wouldn’t trade him for anyone but sometimes I just want to be able to cuddle up to him, I can’t travel until next year either because I have things to do. I have no idea what I want to do in the future, I know you said about wanting to teach music and I used to want to teach art but now I want to either be a dog groomer or own a boarding kennel. I’ve been coping better in some ways since we left school but in other ways I’m a lot worse, I’ve been making bad decisions lately.
Towards the end I wanted you to be the one to ditch me, I didn’t want to have to be the one to end another friendship so I gave you reasons to and maybe that’s why you didn’t try so hard to talk to me after a while because normal people don’t really be friends with those they find to be too weird or repulsive… I don’t know it seems you were only my friend in the first place because we were in school together since we started until we both dropped out to pursue our own interests, I don’t talk to anyone from school anymore so why would you be an exception? Why would you be an exception when you caused me stress? I always had to worry about your feelings and your health but you never reassured me when I had issues, you said you were the only one in school who ever cared for me but that’s not true and I hope you know that otherwise you were blind.
I blocked you on Instagram, I don’t know if you noticed but I don’t trust or like you so I don’t want you seeing anything I do. I haven’t blocked you on Snapchat but if you message me I don’t know if I’d even reply, maybe just to see if you have anything to say after all this time but my energy is better invested in anything else.