so many people have it worse but hey here i am being pathetic and crawling back for help
i keep having so many bad nightmares about my loved ones getting hurt, i'm forcing myself to try and 'get over it' in terms of forgetting my separation anxiety and over thinking, i'm unusually tired lately, nothing seems to make me happy and one of the only people that do is who knows where haha he abandoned me too, its fine though i didn't expect him to stay long, some of my friends are getting tired of me, some starting to think i don't care when i throw my own mental health to the side to make sure they are happy, i'm just.. so tired of everything, i want to just disappear
i keep having so many bad nightmares about my loved ones getting hurt, i'm forcing myself to try and 'get over it' in terms of forgetting my separation anxiety and over thinking, i'm unusually tired lately, nothing seems to make me happy and one of the only people that do is who knows where haha he abandoned me too, its fine though i didn't expect him to stay long, some of my friends are getting tired of me, some starting to think i don't care when i throw my own mental health to the side to make sure they are happy, i'm just.. so tired of everything, i want to just disappear