Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[CarmillaTheCreampuff]

Dear D,

I hate you
I hate you so much
Words cannot describe how much you hurt me.
I can never forgive you for what you've done
For what you put me through
Yet here I am, sitting here, missing you.
I hate that you have this affect on me
I hate that I still care about you
I hate that you're still in my life
Why can't you just leave me be?
You have him
You arent alone.
You've already taken enough from me. You already turned me into a monster
What you convinced me to do, what I almost lost myself to? I almost became as bad as you
But then I woke up.
Stop trying to pretend like we are even friends
Stop making up these invisible "feelings" you think I had for you
You were my best friend
And you broke me
Friends are supposed to be there for each other. Friends never do this kind of thing with each other.
Best friends don't push their other best friend to the point where they didn't want to go on anymore.
So stop texting me
Stop asking to hang out
You know this is over
There is nothing to cling to
I will never admit you have any hold on me
You have nothing
I will sit here
Missing what we used to be
But never
never
letting you back in
So just back off
Its over.

[RedOrangeYellow]

Dear A,
I know that it's not just coincidence that I always call or text first. I also know it's not just coincidence that when you actually answer, you are always 'busy'. You have always been one of my closest friends but if you really hate our friendship that much, then just tell me. Because I am sick of playing this game. Do you still like me? Do you hate me?
It would hurt a lot less if I had to stop guessing. Even if the answer was that you don't like me anymore. At least then you wouldn't have to keep pretending.

[Relamune]

Dear Mom,
I'm sorry for the future disappointment I will cause you in the next few months. I know what's coming, there's probably no way to fix how badly I just screwed up. Like, really bad. I know you're gonna be mad. Heck, I am and it hasn't happened. I know I'm not the best kid. I know I argue, I know how lazy I am. I hate it. I don't know how much you're going to be angry but I hope it's not for long... Who am I kidding, maybe I deserve this?

Dear Guss,
jesus I can't even describe how much I'm glad you're in my life. Especially right now. Times are tough, more so than usual. I wish I could tell you what's going on but please understand I can't.. Not right now. Not until I leave my mom's house. Which we both know won't be for awhile. I thank God that you have stuck with me all these years. Lord knows nobody else has. I wouldn't be here without you or who I am today if it weren't for you. For now, all I can say is... Thank you. I love you as much as a platonic friend can give.

Dear Bubba,
Please stop with the crap. Just.. stop. I want to support you're decision but you just.. need to quit. Everything. The lying, the smoking. I wish you could see how fortunate you've been with how many times mom has let you come back home after all the crap you're putting everyone through. For gods' sake, you're 19 and with the most vague future I've ever seen. I've seen worse people than you with brighter futures. So please. Take my advice. Stop while you're still able to.

[aurora & bloom]

Dear B___________,

I keep messing up, I'm sorry I'm such a mess. I can never tell when you're joking or being serious when it comes to stuff I've done or said. I've had people turn a full 180 on me just because of my choice of words. There are so many things I'm not prepared for or that I don't get so I apologize if I'm walking straight into a social trap or if I'm unintentionally rude/hurtful to you... please know that none of it is intentional ;___; I've never had anything but good and happy thoughts about you! So if something comes up! It's a mistake, I promise, and I would definitely take each and every one of them back if I had the chance.

Just know that you've become one of the most important people to me in the entire world, and nothing will change that... <3

[icicle1107]

A,
Talk to me? Do something? I don't want to stand there while you stare off into space. Acknowledge my existence please. I don't feel right when other people make me feel more wanted than you do. I think that's what the thing with H was about. I don't feel wanted babe and I find myself longing to leave your side and go talk to people because I just don't want to stand there. I don't have fun and it makes me angry sometimes. I was pissed at you after school. You were so insensitive and consumed by your own thoughts. You didn't do anything but stand there. I tried to get you to move or do anything but you were unresponsive. And you wonder why I feel trapped sometimes. If I leave you standing there you get upset, if I stay there for no reason doing nothing then I feel awful. I'm talked between you and freedom.
~ icicle1107

[forehead man]

dear r, you are an amazing friend.

dear d.t, i know we have sad songs, but we must keep up! not all of us can act, let's face it, but if we don't try, what's the point?

dear h.s, ily all.

[SurrealWings]

Dear A & C,
You guys are amazing friends... I wish I could see you more often.. I almost never get to see you guys. I hope you didn't forget me...

[van Wolf]

Dear so-called 'friends'
Please stop trying to flatter me. I am ignoring you for a reason. I know I'm not usually one to hold a grudge for long but you have betrayed my trust for the last time. R, I don't need to be told that I'm useless, I already know. J, I know you have had a hard time at home but seriously, do you have to take it out on me after all the sympathy I have given you. You have both been treating me like trash for long enough and it is not doing any good for my depression. I don't know why I bother, maybe because I am terrified of being a lonely loser but as the saying goes: "Better alone than in bad company." Please just don't talk to me, I don't want to be your friend anymore if all you do is hurt me. So unless you screw your head on right and consider me feelings before bashing me, it is goodbye from me.
~

Dear ethics teacher
You are practically being bullied by your own class. Don't just let them walk all over you. Stop shouting at them, it will only encourage them. I can see you are starting to crack under pressure. Ignore them and focus on those of us who want to actually want to learn something.
~

Dear L
You were my first friend at high school. You were kind to me and stuck by me when no one else would. You should know by now that I've been crazy about you since our first year. I love your eyes, your smile, your gentle voice, the adorable way you blush whenever you laugh, and pretty much everything about you. I'm so sad that we drifted apart, but I will try to talk to you. I don't want to lose you. I just...I love you, okay!

[anathema]

dear m.v.,
the lunch table told us we looked like twins, but i'm a lot taller than you c':
anyway, we're becoming closer friends and that's pretty awesome. you're super-nice and if we do grow closer, i know you won't backstab me like the others did.
you'll help me stop cursing and maybe you can let me borrow some of your wardrobe! haha, just kidding.

dear c.e.,
i'm glad that you still trust me after the incident with k.c. and n.b. i'm also glad that we can still be friends despite them. but no, i'm not giving any gossip or information away. however, we still can be really close.
hope that sounds okay.

- m.r.

[Lee-Sins]

Dear person who has called everyday for the past week,
If you do not leave your name and/or a number to get ahold of you, I will not speak to you.
I have not used my fathers land line in seven or more months. So I have no idea why you are calling me on that phone. I never answer that phone.
With you calling every day for the past week and refuse to leave your name and number I feel like your a fraud and/or a creepy person.
Perhaps you should reconsider trying to get ahold of me.
I'm dead tired and I'm going to go lay back down as I have been up for more than twenty four hours with only three hours of sleep.
Get a life, person who refuses to leave their name.

Signed, an angry-sleep deprived-person.