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[CucumberRandy]

These last three months have been terrible and I doubt November and December will be any better.
It never ends. Everyone says it gets better, but when?
I hate myself.

Never say that, you're a beautiful creation. What's wrong? Maybe there's something you can do to help stop it.

Do you ever have something so petty completely set you off? And its so stupid but has caused a domino effect? I find myself doing that so many times. Its this wave of self hate and regret and it honestly sucks.

|"You have no talents" | "you aren't very good at anything" | "you have no ideas in your head" | "anything good you've thought of could never ever be pulled off by you, you're not good enough" | "stop trying to do this anymore, you can't draw, you're just copy something you see onto paper, that doesn't count" | "why do you even act like you have a use? because you clearly don't????" | "Its laughable how stupid you look, assuming there is something positive about you." | "I have nothing from my parents to brag about, unlike my siblings, great job self. Great job being less" | "when my own siblings attack my intelligence my parents don't even stick up for me, are my assumptions true? Do they actually agree with my younger siblings?" |

I just
I am so tired of feeling so useless
I have no talent at all. What good am I to anyone?

Those people obviously have nothing worthwhile to say
Keep working at the things you love. Don't stop. Surround yourself with people that love it too. They'll likely see your talent.

[Pudd;]

Oi, I'm so embarrassed >_<

We had a band concert, my first concert, and I didn't know what to wear DX so I just wore a shirt and pants. Just my luck, everyone came in suits and dresses and there I was, under dressed and embarrassed. I felt so. Ad and nervous. I girl asked me, " Why did you dress like a boy?" I was so hurt By the comment. I tell myself to toughen up and ignore people like that. But can I? Even if you ignore a rude comment, it still hurts your feelings. I was embarrassed by my peers, my crush, and the audience. This has been months ago, but I just recently thought about it and I feel so terrible.


Thanks for whoever helps~

[נוריאל]

Do you ever have something so petty completely set you off? And its so stupid but has caused a domino effect? I find myself doing that so many times. Its this wave of self hate and regret and it honestly sucks.

|"You have no talents" | "you aren't very good at anything" | "you have no ideas in your head" | "anything good you've thought of could never ever be pulled off by you, you're not good enough" | "stop trying to do this anymore, you can't draw, you're just copy something you see onto paper, that doesn't count" | "why do you even act like you have a use? because you clearly don't????" | "Its laughable how stupid you look, assuming there is something positive about you." | "I have nothing from my parents to brag about, unlike my siblings, great job self. Great job being less" | "when my own siblings attack my intelligence my parents don't even stick up for me, are my assumptions true? Do they actually agree with my younger siblings?" |

I just
I am so tired of feeling so useless
I have no talent at all. What good am I to anyone?

Excuse me babe, but this is bull. That piece you did for me of Tess is the highest quality art I've gotten of her. I adore the way you draw. I honestly wish I could draw the way you do. And so what if you use references to draw? I'm pretty sure all artists do. References are how you get to be better. It's not copying. You are your own artists. And as for the rest, you're good to me. You're my sassy best friend and I miss you when we don't talk. Please don't feel down or bad about yourself. I love you. :^)

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm so useless
I can't draw
I can't think
I can't do anything good
My school blocked Animal Jam for me
And Webkinz
Next it might be Eldemore or Lioden or Here
I'm so nervous because chicken smoothie has helped me through so much :C

[[deleted user 39490]]

I'm so hungry, and tired, and just icky. I finally got over my CSD, which was, by far, the worst I have ever felt. I literally could not stand up for more than a few minutes, and the longest I could stay awake was an hour. I haven't eaten in six days. Don't just say, "Eat!" because it doesn't work. I'm so hungry that I don't feel hunger anymore. I have zero appetite, and can't even force myself to eat. The braces don't help because the wire is frayed, so it cuts my cheek when I chew or move my mouth. Wax works, but I can't eat with wax because it falls off. I'm so icky... I was only supposed to have fevers of 101 and lower, but I had ones as high as 107. It was horrible, I don't even really remember my time in the hospital. I'm just so icky... I don't know. I still sleep too much and don't eat, and they said I was over it. It was just... I don't know.

[apollo.]

I'm so useless
I can't draw
I can't think
I can't do anything good
My school blocked Animal Jam for me
And Webkinz
Next it might be Eldemore or Lioden or Here
I'm so nervous because chicken smoothie has helped me through so much :C

No one is useless. Absolutely no one, and everyone thinks that way sometimes. There's so many famous "failures" who turned out to be something great, there's Thomas Edison (inventor of the lightbulb) who's teachers told him he was "too stupid to learn anything" there's Michael Jordan who was cut from his high school basketball team because of his lack of skill, there's bill gates who was a university dropout, and whos first business was a failure. All these people started off so awful, and yet turned into great successes.
You can't stop first try and tell yourself you're not good enough, you can't let other people tell you you're not worth it, because you are, I promise you you are good enough to succeed. Just keep trying.

School, Bleh. It's so annoying when they block those sites. It would suck if they blocked more, but you'll still be able to go on it at home.

[CucumberRandy]

I'm so hungry, and tired, and just icky. I finally got over my CSD, which was, by far, the worst I have ever felt. I literally could not stand up for more than a few minutes, and the longest I could stay awake was an hour. I haven't eaten in six days. Don't just say, "Eat!" because it doesn't work. I'm so hungry that I don't feel hunger anymore. I have zero appetite, and can't even force myself to eat. The braces don't help because the wire is frayed, so it cuts my cheek when I chew or move my mouth. Wax works, but I can't eat with wax because it falls off. I'm so icky... I was only supposed to have fevers of 101 and lower, but I had ones as high as 107. It was horrible, I don't even really remember my time in the hospital. I'm just so icky... I don't know. I still sleep too much and don't eat, and they said I was over it. It was just... I don't know.

You need to tell an adult ASAP!!!!
This is bad.
Try drinking something like milk or a smoothie. PLEASE don't just do nothing.

[puffins]

It's my fault.
Here I am, ruining things again.
Always losing my friends.
I just try to fix things.
But I always make everything worse.
I'm a terrible person, I know.
No wonder everyone hates me.
I'm useless.
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I ever do anything right?

[Irusu]

Nvm.

[CucumberRandy]

I don't understand why my parents can't just let me be the weight that I want to be. I don't want to be bony or anything like that and I'm happy with my weight except for the fact that I have to have people constantly telling me that I'm wrong because I don't want to meet their standards. I just want to be myself, but even my own parents tell me that I have to change so that I meet society's standards. Why can't I just be myself? Yes, I know that I'm 'socially dysfunctional'. I'm not physically perfect according to your standards. But guess what. I'm happy with myself and I don't know why everyone else just can't stop bringing me down. If I saw someone being bullied, I would stand up for them. I have everyone else's back but nobody has mine. I'm listening to my parents talk about me in the other room right now and it really hurts. I don't deserve to hear anything that they're saying about me right now and the things that they're saying makes me feel like someone's squeezing my heart. I don't care if I made them mad. They might be my parents, but they can't talk to me like that. I just want to be somewhere that someone appreciates me. That they don't treat me like I'm a burden. I can hear them straight out lying about me. I can't tell any of my rl friends about how upset I am. Maybe they won't be too busy to talk to me. I don't want to be all alone. I feel like I'm coming down with the FLU, but at this point I'd rather try to go to school than stay home.

First things first: What are you doing to loose weight? Are you skipping meals? Purging? If not I apologize, but just making sure. Those are not good things to do, even in small amounts.
Even if they don't listen, the best thing to do is talk to your parents about how you feel.
If their attitude doesn't change, find a close friend or relative to confide in.