| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[miss kobayashi]

((sorry for the gif
they make me feel better,
lighten the mood.))
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i keep procrastinating to post this, on any website. my family always asks me if i regret spending so much time on the internet, i really am afraid to say that i am not. even though, i have made about 0 friends on the internet, this is my go to place. i feel like i'm being talked to, even though whoever is on the other side of that screen doesn't even know i'm real. i feel depressed. whenever i'm sad, adults try to shove god in my face and peers don't really understand. its not that god isn't a bad role-model, i think he's my savior, i hope. i am super dumb, a klutz, and i seem to make every mistake in the world. i have anxiety, i saw a counselor about it, it didn't really help. and now i'm crying. because i can't even type a stupid paragraph about how much help i need. i get lonely. i get depressed. i'm a total mess. everything makes me sad. i want to...you know what. screw that. no one deserves the burden of helping me. please please don't try to make me feel better. i just needed to get that off my chest.

i wish this could be anonymous.

[my sweet piano]

Why does this book make me feel this way one second I was like what is going on and now I'm in complete shock and there are tears in my eyes

[the machine]

I don't know what's wrong with me.
You see, at the start of the school year (for australia) I met a new student who had a hearing problem. I decided to be friends with her because I thought we could get along since I too had something up with me (autism). It went well for the first term of school, she even invited me to her birthday party (since people think I'm too weird to go). Then term two started to roll around and things changed. She became more rude and mean to me. Now it's term four and things have gotten worse. I get picked on more often and she just laughs when a mean joke is made about me or targets me for something. I don't know why she changed her attitude towards me and I think it's something I did (even though I don't recall doing anything bad to her such as teasing her). Recently I had gotten into a fight with her after she said that she didn't need to respect me. My parents were told about it and I've been told that I will need to see the school council about why I lash out when I'm frustrated. Truth is, I just hope I can find out why the girl, who I mentioned before, stopped being my friend. I don't cae what the answer is I just want to know.

For those of you who read this, thank you. I just need to get this off my chest

[vval]

Any ways to make myself laugh and be positive? ^^
also I noticed someone replied to my last comment. Thank you <3

[Ploegy]

I am in so much pain right now. I don't even know where this pain came from, but I woke up and my stomach was killing me and I probably shouldn't be out of bed and pushing myself because walking only makes it worse, but I had a midterm this morning and another one in less than an hour and I can't miss them. I'm seriously on the verge of tears though. I really don't know what's wrong and I'm suffering so much right now

[airam]

I am in so much pain right now. I don't even know where this pain came from, but I woke up and my stomach was killing me and I probably shouldn't be out of bed and pushing myself because walking only makes it worse, but I had a midterm this morning and another one in less than an hour and I can't miss them. I'm seriously on the verge of tears though. I really don't know what's wrong and I'm suffering so much right now

If it make you feel better, I have chest infection and I can't breathe properly and can't sleep because I am scared I will die in my sleep like my great-grandmother did, this year. I know it won't happen but I still can't sleep.


My dad has AS and it is causing his bones to fuse together. He had to quite his job and I am really concerned. He is going to get his hips replaced sometime in the future and he has really bad back problems. I feel bad because I can't do anything for him and I keep getting sick and having him require to look after me and stress with can't be helping. I tried to go to school today but I was too sick and got sent home. I have no idea what to do.

[Lyren]

I'm a comedian. I never ment to be one. But they don't laugh with me, they laugh at me. Car too slow? She deserves us to snicker at her. Wrong answer in History? That's hilarious. Suggesting to choose who draws fairly. If we don't tell her it's her but laugh while she's talking she'll never know. Headache in English. My friends won't look at me now, my teacher looks scared of me. No one will even look at me now. Is it normal to be so detached from friends? Should I just go dormant, talk but only when spoken to if all, stop feeling? I should be used to this, it's been my life since I was 2. Don't tell me it will get better and this is the worse, I heard that for my entire life. And don't tell me to go therapy. I tried so many times, they all say I'm hopeless. I know there is too much wrong with me, my future is nothing

[ghost queen.]

at least i know where i stand with my ex
had to have it pointed out that im only his ex
by like three different people all at once
and of course, get laughed at for thinking i was actually his friend.

but at least i know that i can keep myself from crying in class now.

[BrainOnSka]

What had to be said has been said... I told him I liked him more as a friend than as a potential boyfriend.. but when he left.. I feel like a door closed. I didn't want to burn my bridges, In case I started feeling... but I just saw it go up in a puff of smoke.. I still worry about him, I don't like seeing anyone sad.. And that sucked.. I kinda hope deep down that he WILL stop pursuing this whole "girlfriend" thing, just because I don't see a relationship in my future. I want to be with someone who makes me feel something and unfortunately I don't feel anything extravagant around him.. meh. How did I get myself tangled up in this web?

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I don't know what I'll do...
Say sorry?
No it won't make a difference...
I just don't know....
I'm not smart I tell you
No matter what you say.
Now my eye hurts even more, the top eyelid feels like it has a sty too...
*sigh* why is my life so so cruel
I really need help