| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[I r o n.]

all the pain..
all this begging..
all these rules broken behind everybody's back.

im sorry.

i just wanted a second chance..
its not perfect, i dont want that stupid cat any more.
i did my best to not burst into tears in front of them.

thanks for head locking me until my throat felt like it was tearing out of me, and i couldnt breath..
why didn't you help me?

i feel like, all that hard work, all that excitment, for once, i was happy.. it was thorwn in the trash. they say tears love me, because my eyes just tear up all the time, over stupid things..

maybe im just a dreamer.. to much of a dreamer. i think of the impossible, and then my dreams are crushed. by my own parents. how much research, writting, I did.. for what i loved and longed for and asked for. so much years..

whats the point anymore?

[lαмe ѕнeep ѕιlvα]

all the pain..
all this begging..
all these rules broken behind everybody's back.

im sorry.

i just wanted a second chance..
its not perfect, i dont want that stupid cat any more.
i did my best to not burst into tears in front of them.

thanks for head locking me until my throat felt like it was tearing out of me, and i couldnt breath..
why didn't you help me?

i feel like, all that hard work, all that excitment, for once, i was happy.. it was thorwn in the trash. they say tears love me, because my eyes just tear up all the time, over stupid things..

maybe im just a dreamer.. to much of a dreamer. i think of the impossible, and then my dreams are crushed. by my own parents. how much research, writting, I did.. for what i loved and longed for and asked for. so much years..

whats the point anymore?

You are special, One in a million. Never forget that. If you're parents don't like it then they can't see how beautiful you are. You are unique and you have a beautiful personality. I hope you will take my word for it <3

[haileycormz]

I miss dancing with my dad to his old music.
I miss having bond fires.
I miss shooting guns.
I miss his hair.
I miss sitting in his room and playing cards.
I miss his laugh.
I miss having to have a fluent conversation with him without thinking of what to say.
I miss my old dad.
my misses will NOT come true.
Cancer you got us hooked around your finger.
I miss too much.
My life will never get worse than this. Because I can cry at any moment.

[Marley.&.Me]

Someone please message me.... this isn't something i want out in the open.....

[hoofbeat]

I miss dancing with my dad to his old music.
I miss having bond fires.
I miss shooting guns.
I miss his hair.
I miss sitting in his room and playing cards.
I miss his laugh.
I miss having to have a fluent conversation with him without thinking of what to say.
I miss my old dad.
my misses will NOT come true.
Cancer you got us hooked around your finger.
I miss too much.
My life will never get worse than this. Because I can cry at any moment.

Hi Hailey, I saw that you said that in you're signature, is it ok if I call you that?

I know what you're going through, both my parents had cancer, my dad, not bad, just a little lump of skin cancer sometimes. Though my mom, she had really bad breast cancer followed by equally bad colon cancer. Anyway, enough about me...

From what I can tell, you're dad is suffering from it currently? If so, always cling to the hope that the doctors will help him get better. Doctors can work miracles! It sounds like you two have a very good relationship, I've found that if you have something huge to live for, you can make yourself survive. You might be the thing that keeps him going! What I would do is tell him you love him, make sure he gets it though his head that you love him beyond belief, it's the best you can do for him.

If your father has just passed away, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. If you've every noticed, whenever people lose a loved one, it's like they go into a total depression or bet over it unbelievably fast, it's like there is no in between. Though there is. Of course you'll have grieving time, though it can't last forever. You have to believe that he wants you to succeed in life, and you can't do that grieving and moping around. Pour every ounce of your energy into succeeding; graduating school, going to college, getting a job, having a family. Whatever you do, make him proud!

I plants terribly sorry for whatever your situation is but it'll get better, I promise

Hoofbeat

(Ps, my name is also Hailey. I know it's weird to say in this solemn moment but I had to do it to cheer myself up)

Someone please message me.... this isn't something i want out in the open.....

Pming^

[Zeee]

can someone pm me? thanks in advance. it's something that i don't want to just throw around; i'd feel much more comfortable over pm. i think i've spoken to a few people about this through pm already so if you recognize me and think you may have pm'd me before, i appreciate the concern but probably don't just to save both of us from wasting time if you've already heard it :p i'm looking for comfort, advice, and mature opinions on the subject. it's something that has kept hold of me for a while now and i just need to... i dunno, i guess get some sort of clarification about my actions.

Okay so I'm pretty depressed about this--

It has been confirmed that I will be spending my birthday alone this year again. Its also on Monday with a big test that im stressed about

Also not to sound greedy but I am not getting any gifts or attention either considering I have no friends

maybe I can get an early hit or punch or maybe a black eye from my parents if im lucky!~


sorry just venting im very depressed about this

i'm sad to hear that you're spending it alone ): i honestly know completely how you feel on that front, i have a summer birthday and i've never really had tons of friends to spend it with. if i'm not too late, and if it helps at all, happy birthday !!! sometimes spending a time like this alone is a good thing, because this is the one time of the year where you get to celebrate you and your existence, so why let anything like spending it alone ruin that ? you've always got cs if you need a place to party !

[EresTheRat]

I'm working to keep from pulling myself inward again. All the tasks I have coming up are certainly not helping, especially considering I take the ACT on Saturday. This changes my whole life. I've gotten amazing scores on practice tests on good days and average scores on bad days. It's so fragile. It all depends on my mental state. I will not settle for average. I need 30+. I cannot be tired. I cannot be stressed. I cannot be down. But I can't help it. I just hope Saturday is a motivated day. I don't have many of those. Please don't tell me this score doesn't matter so much. It really does for so many different reasons. I'll watch my dreams shatter if it ends badly.

[zobiiwan]

I'm working to keep from pulling myself inward again. All the tasks I have coming up are certainly not helping, especially considering I take the ACT on Saturday. This changes my whole life. I've gotten amazing scores on practice tests on good days and average scores on bad days. It's so fragile. It all depends on my mental state. I will not settle for average. I need 30+. I cannot be tired. I cannot be stressed. I cannot be down. But I can't help it. I just hope Saturday is a motivated day. I don't have many of those. Please don't tell me this score doesn't matter so much. It really does for so many different reasons. I'll watch my dreams shatter if it ends badly.

just remember to breathe and push everything else aside for those three hours. focus on what's on the page in front of you. put all of those strategies and methods to use and try not to think about after the test. you'll do great, i'm sure. and even if you end up having a bad day and you don't get a score that meets your personal goal, remember that there's no limit to how many times you can take it, and there's always next time. just tell yourself that there will be no next time, because you're going to get that 30+ score now. put good energy out there. you can do it. i love you. <3

[BrainOnSka]

just wanting to go to bed because the only time you don't cough is when you're asleep. I love having a cold.. *Said no-one ever*

[TedTed13]

just wanting to go to bed because the only time you don't cough is when you're asleep. I love having a cold.. *Said no-one ever*

I feel you. I as well have a cold, but you have to remember that you will get better soon. Try to remember that as your coughing your throat out.