Crushes or boyfriends/girlfriends

[marimoon]

I know right!?!!?
I had a dance once...
with this really cute guy, he's not very nice though....
he made this poem for me
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I am going to poke your eye out
with their tube.

[anarchy, inc.]

Shun him. Do it now!!

[Wᴏʟғᴀᴛᴏɴɪx]

wow 0.0

[peachie.]

I have never actually kissed a boy. :O/ I have slow danced with many. But never D. I hope my first kiss is with D....

[anarchy, inc.]

There are so many D's

[peachie.]

Ya. My D's name is Derek. <3

[anarchy, inc.]

Oh. See, I have an S. yay!

[Kyles]

My BF's name is Austin. He.. He literally came into my life and spun me around. I was depressed, lonely, heartbroken, my two 'best friends' had done certain things with the two guys I liked, and I was still trying to get over that. I was feeling worthless... And he showed me what it's like to be loved. He kisses my forehead or my cheek or my hand, he gives me backscratches when I'm tired, he holds me when I cry, and talks me through my hard moments. My type was usually guys with longish dark hair and skinny jeans and all that.., but he has really short blonde hair, beautiful blue eyes, and he wears Khaki shorts! I never expected to fall in love with him, but I did, and he is my everything. He saved me from myself, when I was ready to leave this world, and I will be forever greatful. I have brown eyes, and he always says he wishes he could trade me because he thinks they're so beautiful

[anarchy, inc.]

Thats so sweet! My heart just melted for you.

[Amitta]

I haven't had my first kiss yet...which is kind of ego-shattering when your ten year-old sister had already had about five of them.

I feel like venting this story so this may be a little long. Sorry.

I haven't seen my crush since the nd of school,which kind of sucks since I haven't had a real good laugh since then. It's confusing though. I have another crush and he's in my class as well. The only thing is was that he asked my out twice. The first time was in the library while I was sitting with him and my other crush. He asked and I refued at first because I saw him as an idiot. Yet later I decided I'd give him a chance. We broke up like two days later.

He asked me out again this year and I said yes because I thought that it may have meant something this time. We were sitting in class and since we had assigned seats I was next to him. I think we were listening to a taped recording of something but half-way through I felt a nudge on my shoulder and turned to the side. He slipped me this note and when I look at it it had, "Will you go out with me?",in his messy hand writing. When I flipped the note over I saw scribbles and cross-outs so he had been writing this since the class started

We went to the dance that night together but never got to slow dance as they never really played any slow songs. All our friends went to Applebees and we all pretty much acted like idiots the whole time. He even put my picture as his cell phone wall paper...which made my heart melt.

Yet the Wednesday a week later he broke up with me at lunch. I tried to swallow that because I really thought we had a chance this time. I wanted to make myself seem strong infront of him,like I didn't care,but I sat there going through my my classes I wanted to break down in tears.

Did I forget to mention that a few weeks later he started going out with another girl named Sarah? It is my exact name so I kinda got real angry inside. I found it stupid though because I was trying to get over him. Even after that he's still flirting with me and I can tell. I'm confused and don't really know how to handle that.

Around the end of th school year they were having their final dance. He came up to me after lunch and I was just expecting him to crack a joke as he has a way of making my laugh just like crush number #1. But what I found out was that he broke up with the other Sarah and was asking me if I could dance with him to make her jealous. I don't know why but I said yes because it made me feel all happy inside that he was asking me. Then I realized he had asked one of my best friends and she had said no because he was well known for being stupid and pervy at times. In the end it didn't matter because he didn't go at all.

So I walk into this school year hoping that I can get over Crush #2 so that I can focus on Crush #1. I've never been more confused in my entire life. O_O