♥kittyfaith2210♥ wrote:♥kittyfaith2210♥ wrote:When will it end?
Never I bet..
I've been told "Oh it'll pass, they'll stop." or "Depression doesn't last forever!" not true
I've been aching for more than 7 years...
Waiting for her to come back
but let's face it, she's not ok?
she can't it's not possible...
Never can I see her again
I hate myself for that
Edit: I told my dad I love Wicked (the play) and he got mad at me because he doesn't like witches, so it's bad for ME to like Wicked...
He ruins all my fun 0-0
I just am breaking
Hey, I'm really sorry to hear this. It sounds really awful. Real depression is an illness that might not just go away, it needs treatment as much as a broken arm would, it's still an illness and being depressed isn't your fault, it's not something you can control. May I recomend seeing a doctor about this? Maybe you could get some anti-depressants, or go see someone like a therapist. With the right combination of treatment, it's treatable, you can be happy again, and it will end.
Ghost Penguin wrote:Okay, so
my Dad asked me to make fliers for our church's trunk or treat, and i was happy to do so.
it took me about two hours to design them, then we printed them out and handed them out.
Not a big deal, right?
wrong.
they changed the date and they want me to make them literally half the size they are.
not a big deal, i'll just edit them a little bit and i'll be done.
well, that's what i would have done.
but my sister deleted the file they were saved to.it wasn't even accidental. she admitted to deleting them because they were on
"Her thumb drive".
•YOU COULD HAVE LEFT THEM. THEY TAKE UP NO SPACE AT ALL, YOU HAVE A HUGE THUMB DRIVE THAT COULD HOLD AT LEAST A BILLION PICTURES.
•YOU COULD HAVE MOVED THEM TO A DIFFERENT FOLDER.
•YOU COULD HAVE ASKED ME BEFORE DELETING MY HARD WORK.
•YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST EMAILED ME THE FREAKING FILE SO I WOULD AT LEAST HAVE IT.
But no.
she deleted it from the folder, and i thought maybe i could retrieve them from the recycle bin, but SHE DELETED IT FROM THE RECYCLE BIN BECAUSE SHE'S A SELF CENTERED BRAT.
Now i have to start from scratch and try to remake the design of the other fliers.
and i just woke up and when i found out she deleted them i could not stop crying and now i look like a cry baby and just uuugh.
i need a virtual hug.
oh, and also i brought up face book and saw i had three messages,and i was excited because i thought my friends wanted to talk to me. but it turns out i was logged into my sisters face book so never mind.
Wow. Your sister sounds absolutely horrible, I can't believe she did that.
Can you tell your parents about what she did? Especially your dad since he's the one who asked you to make up the flyers in the first place.
I'm sure your friends do want to talk to you, but they're busy or just not thinking right now, or maybe they don't want to seem clingy. There's nothing wrong with messaging them first to talk. Anyway, I'm sorry if this wasn't helpful, but good luck with your sister.
And would someone mind pming me? I could use a hug right now.