by Lyren » Mon Oct 19, 2015 4:12 am
People are mad at me, some family. I don't want kids, I don't want to get married, I'm not popular, I'm bullied. And therapists always tell me everything is my fault. Sadly I have to see the school therapist now almost everyday. I don't have a choice. I don't wanna hear you're okay, forget the past then be forced to talk about it and be called heartless for defending myself. I don't wanna be called a traitor because I'm an atheist. I don't wanna be told I act to much like a victim, what did they expect, me to walk out all rainbows and sunshine? I don't want to be told my future is to have a family, I don't want one. I don't want to be yelled at for not knowing about the pop culture, it only hurt me. I lost all my interests, video games, music, art. I'm not athletic, smart, funny or friendly. People say I make them feel worse, that I'm a monster. They are mad at me for liking violence, say it just makes me a criminal waiting to happen. I'd go more in depth about my problems but I'd be breaking the rules. Basically I'm just a talentless, futureless, stupid person that makes people feel bad and people say they want gone.
Edit: I regret looking in the mirror.
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Lyren on Mon Oct 19, 2015 5:43 am, edited 1 time in total.