| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[C.zechoslovakia]

Oh darling, trust me when I say; To SOMEONE;
perhaps you haven't found that specific person yet however,
I was the exact same and trust me, It seems like it will be horrible
and you could vanish but you JUST need to surround yourself in whatever
in the universe makes you happy! Im not quite good at explaining but trust me;
Dont give up, You'll find someone uwu

Thank you very much for your kind words uvu <333

ofc! <3

[SoundAndVision]

Last Thursday I was in a rush to get to the bus. The Bell had already rung and I was having locker problems in the PE locker room. My teacher FINALLY helped me with it and so I was rushing and I thought I put my step tracker (that's what I'm calling it) in my book bag but when I got home it was no where to be found. Friday couldn't find it. I kinda want to go see if there is a lost in found at my school but a. Idk where it would even be and b. Just the thought of going to the wrong place to ask sickens me.

[❝Agateophobia❞]

Hey guys...
Today I was told that my crush, who knows I like him, was going to ask my best friend how to write a love song. For someone else... So I'm pretty bummed out about that.

[[deleted user 39490]]

Can I just go? Just leave and not come back. My dad was too harsh and controlling, and now my mother is the same... She said that she'd give us freedom, that she trusted me. Now she's limiting everything, and won't even let us eat snacks anymore because she doesn't trust us. She doesn't listen to me anymore, and just doesn't... I don't' know if I can trust her.

She lies like this all the time. "2:45. I'll be there, I promise!" I asked and made sure SEVEN times that she'd be there to pick me up because of my knee. Guess what? 2:45 comes around and she's not there. I call her. "What? It's 2:45? What am I supposed to do? Oh, pick you up! I'll be there in 25 minutes." I didn't even care. I physically could not bend my knee and I limped the mile home.

I'm fed up. "You have [insert whatever] in ten minutes!" But you never told me, "Whoops, it slipped my mind! Be ready!" But... I have plans. "Too bad, you should have compensated for this!" But I didn't know it was happening because you didn't flipping TELL ME LIKE THE OTHER 5 TIMES THIS HAS HAPPENED. "Oh well. You have to cancel your plans. I payed for this." Well, then maybe you should have asked me first!

I mean. ALL THE TIME. "We're having spaghetti tonight." Yay! A few hours later. "Oh, we're out, sorry. But I'll bring you to [insert restaurant] in an hour!" Two hours later. "I'm making Stir Fry!" But you said. "Okay, we'll do it Thursday! I'll bring you on Thursday!" Sure enough, on Thursday, she already has plans.

She used to listen to me. Hey mom! Look at this that I drew. "Cool." and she goes back to talking to whoever she found at the grocery store. Hey! Want to talk about [subject]? "Later." Guess what, I got an A on the test! And I got into the club! "Good job."

I don't know why she does this. IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE. I LITERALLY CAN'T HANDLE IT. I'M SO ANGRY AND HATEFUL ALL THE TIME, BUT I HAVE TO PUT ON A BRAVE FACE. I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE. I CAN'T HANDLE ANYTHING. IT'S TOO UNSURE!


Edit: Why am I so stupid. Why is my brain stupid, and sensitive, and too trusting. Right after this, my mom came in all smiling, and got me something from my favorite restaurant. Now I feel bad for venting. I DO THIS ALL THE TIME. My dad screams at me, calls me a petty liar, a failure, says I'll end up homeless. Then he says, "Sorry." a few seconds later and I forgive him, and beat myself up internally over ever thinking anything bad. All the time. I abuse myself mentally... And I deserve it because I'm a stupid person who can't make up their flipping mind because they are a failure. Because they're too soft and movable. I'll probably end up a failure. Why am I so stupid.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

D: i just
just can't do it
I try but no
My self won't let me
Why must I be so stupid
to get an F IN ART
and art is my favorite
My friend since kindergarten had a birthday party this past weekend, I have always gone to them, but no this year I wasn't invited
I am always blamed for causing drama at her party
and I always invite her to MY party...
Plus a bunch of people have phones now... me and my best friend don't even have a phone or ipod or anything

[I♫dream♪in♬harmonies]

Okay so this sounds really self-absorbed and rude and braggy and i'm sorry but i need to vent and the internet is the only 'person' who I really can to. and i really always do my very best to avoid bragging irl and i kind of really want to do it now so feel free to ignore haha.
So honor X and all state Y results came out on the same day. I auditioned for both and made the best honor X, meaning i have a shot at all-state X but I don't know if I got in or not yet. i had really really hoped that i would make it, i'm the topor second to top in my school at X judging off of public scores that we get, but the thing with this is that my parents expected me to make it, so they barely cared, or so it seemed, when i did. they were always the best and the brightest growing up and i've always felt like i pale in comparison. it's just hard growing up to be proud of myself or of my accomplishments when my parents don't recognize them very often. even though to me this X is a huge deal. so I kind of ignored the fact that i made it in. so anyway this honor Y deal, i didn't make it but i didn't expect to since it's a GIGANTIC deal at my school, i mean tons and tons of people audition and if you make it in, everyone worships the ground you walk on. a good friend of mine that i see almost all day long made it in and i was really happy for them, but it's been so hard since lately everyone says 'OMG CONGRATS YAY!' to them and no one even knows what i did. even though less people made my X than made the state Y. and i mean i guess no one was really excited for the X and few people really wanted to get in, so no one was really jealous of those of us who got in (unlike Y) so yeah. So i just feel totally unrecognized and i'm kind of sick of it like X is kind of a gigantic deal to me and i would appreciate it if someone in my entire school-save for a few close friends whom i talked to unrelentlessly about my excitement over this, they've been nice about it- would appreciate the hours of work i put into my audition. i don't know. sorry for being so self-absorbed and for the utter lack of grammar i promise that i'm not usually like this i just needed to vent ._. thanks for reading if you did
Sorry for X and Y replacements :p

[Princeton]

D: i just
just can't do it
I try but no
My self won't let me
Why must I be so stupid
to get an F IN ART
and art is my favorite
My friend since kindergarten had a birthday party this past weekend, I have always gone to them, but no this year I wasn't invited
I am always blamed for causing drama at her party
and I always invite her to MY party...
Plus a bunch of people have phones now... me and my best friend don't even have a phone or ipod or anything

It's okay. An F in art simply means the teacher is strict, or maybe doesn't see your artistic perspective. You're not stupid. Art class is a class that not everyone has an A in but that's perfectly fine. It won't affect you as long as you try even harder. Your friend may not have invited you for that reason, but you don't need them. If they claim you cause drama and don't, that's their problem. She probably just wants to act cool in front of other people. You don't need an iPhone or iPod to be cool, or whatever. There's so many other things you could be doing! It gets better and best of luck. <3

[space.]

I officially hate gym class. I hate most of my classes but I looked forward to Fridays because dodgeball Fridays.

There's this group of people in my gym class, and another slowly trying to merge. I would be fine with it, but now the original group I was in, the first one, all my friends in that group don't talk to me. And the group they are merging with happens to be a sort of popular group, and for some reason, they hate me. I was trying to scare one of my friends, because that's what I do to get the day going (they all laugh in the end and we talk about it in a joking matter) and the one girl from the popular group opens a door in my face, nearly busts my lip, and doesn't say sorry.

I don't even know why they hate me. I mean, I'm not athletic in anyway (unless dance counts) and I can't do the running we have to do every Wednesday. I try, but I can't do it. I don't know why they don't like me. Its just, strange I guess. But they honestly do dislike me. On Monday, I did a side face plant onto the floor, everyone laughed and laughed, only the gym teacher and some dude I don't know the name of came over and asked if I was okay.

I don't know if this qualifies as in need of comforting, but it just makes me feel disappointed that I'm not better, or thinner, or prettier because I'm always judged for that. I just need a bit of comfort right now.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I officially hate gym class. I hate most of my classes but I looked forward to Fridays because dodgeball Fridays.

There's this group of people in my gym class, and another slowly trying to merge. I would be fine with it, but now the original group I was in, the first one, all my friends in that group don't talk to me. And the group they are merging with happens to be a sort of popular group, and for some reason, they hate me. I was trying to scare one of my friends, because that's what I do to get the day going (they all laugh in the end and we talk about it in a joking matter) and the one girl from the popular group opens a door in my face, nearly busts my lip, and doesn't say sorry.

I don't even know why they hate me. I mean, I'm not athletic in anyway (unless dance counts) and I can't do the running we have to do every Wednesday. I try, but I can't do it. I don't know why they don't like me. Its just, strange I guess. But they honestly do dislike me. On Monday, I did a side face plant onto the floor, everyone laughed and laughed, only the gym teacher and some dude I don't know the name of came over and asked if I was okay.

I don't know if this qualifies as in need of comforting, but it just makes me feel disappointed that I'm not better, or thinner, or prettier because I'm always judged for that. I just need a bit of comfort right now.

Hey hey, you don't need to be all of those things <3 just be yourself. And if they are bullying you, harassing you, or just plain being rude tell the principal, vice principal, or guidance counselor. If your friends laughed too, then they aren't true friends <3 *hugs* i hope everything gets better for you

[Kaidaft]

Is it possible to roll up into a small enough ball to vanish?
D:
I can't even anymore.
So many people are mad at me.
I draw to calm me down, but a lot of my drawings end up depressing, and lacking of pretty much everything. I was so exited for fall break, so I wouldn't listen to someone. They got mad at me because I didn't listen to them. I told them I was sorry, multiple times. I really mean it, but they are just ignoring me now. Another one of my friends are upset because, well... reasons. I only have free communication with one of my "friends" but they are mad at me and whenever I send anything to them, they respond with I don't care.
D':