aph belgium wrote:I post here way too often
I'm sorry for bothering you all
but
I just want some help, that's all
Someone to talk to; someone who won't leave me in the dark all the time
Thanks to all who have reached out to me, but I'm scared to ask for help
I'm already a bother; you all probably think I'm an attention seeker
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry for everything
Troye wrote:I just keep messing everything up. I didn't want to tell my friend what's been going on because I didn't want to bother her..I ended up telling her, and nearly making her cry. Exactly what I didn't want to do. I feel so awful. I'm not worth being upset over.
I'm so scared my family is going to find out and think I'm crazy. Or that they're going to look at me differently, because I'm supposed to be the one that's always happy. I'm not, though. I can't stay happy for more than a few minutes at a time anymore and I hate it.
I held off from saying anything for so long because I was scared I'd be yelled at and told that I'm just throwing a pity party, but I just want help. I want someone to vent to.
ProudHufflepuff wrote:No one cares anymore
Why do people promise to be there for me whenever if they can't go through with it?
Why does no one help me see the one person who ever is there for me?
I need help but the people who can help me don't actually try to...
Idk what to do anymore
Why am I even trying right now?
No one will answer
Even if they do it only helps for so long and then I'll be upset again....
And no one ever talks to me for long
Its useless
I shouldnt even bother
Now I'll come back and check
Every
Five
Minutes
For the rest of the night
Just to find nothing
Nothing
Nothing
And more nothing
Cause that is what I am
Nothing....
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