I know there's a lot of relationship issues on here but... I kind of need help right now.
There's this boy and... I think I love him. I've at least liked him for the past eight years I've known him, even if I've dated other guys on/off when I did. Or do. Whatever. You know how it is. But I've always had a sort of "spark" with him.
Many times he's been told I liked him. In grade school a couple times. Once my friend told him, the other time my ex best friend told him when I was right there and I ran away (I was such a dumb little twelve year old xD ..personally..) And then once in high school I hooked him and my (again) ex best friend up because she liked him. Because of this, I pretended to like someone else. But yes, I hooked them up personally ;n; Anyway, in the event of this happening, a different friend told my ex bff about it on that current day, so he eventually found out, yadda yadda.
But this year was different.
This year I thought he felt the same.
Well, here's the all over scoop. My crush (Let's call him Red) falls in love with a different girl in 2010, let's call her Blue. Well, Blue decided to go to boarding school for this year in 2011. Well, they were dating, and Red didn't want to give her up. But the fact was that he already had guarenteed the high school we were going to that he was going to be there in 2011. So he figured he'd just beg his mom to let him go year 2012 (next year ^^). Well, they ended up breaking up which practically scarred him I think. He claimed that when he was older he could marry her. (He did that with my ex best friend too, actually, so I didn't think much of it.)
Well, for our Junior year, I think me and Red got really close. We were good friends, and would hang out a lot. He talked to me (sometimes) more than the other Juniors. I figured it was part of his heartbreak, but at this point I didn't care. I'd loved this boy for eight years; I'd take whatever I could get.
Well, aparently he really liked me too. I never said anything about me feeling the same way towards him though because I was too scared I was wrong about the whole thing. I wasn't, but that's not the issue now.
The thing is, towards the end of Junior year, Red announces to me that he's still thinking about going to boarding school. It hurt like nothing ever before. On top of this, I was one of the only people he told (before word got around).
There's nothing for him there except for her. He still wants her after all this time (at least that's what I thought, but we'll get to that later). She's been a bit trampy too. She is around with a bunch of guys all the time. I know because I see her sometimes. xD Anyway. Summer came, and I haven't seen him at all during. But I saw him today.
And there was still that spark.
He wouldn't stop talking to me. Even with his brother there (WHO HE LOVES ... and his friends xD)
Now I have the choice to go to that boarding school in 2013, too. It's like a loop before college :3 My mom put up the funds, but there are some great colleges I could go to too, with some of my friends who are going there in 2012, or possibly some going in 2013. Should I drop everything and run for him?
I don't know what I should do. After eight years, I feel like I'm at my rope's end. Should I tell him I like him (I'll see him next week). Or should I keep it a secret because I won't see him all next year? Or should I go to boarding school with him and tell him there? ;m;
I honestly love him. And I would do anything for him - anything at all. Anything. He. Asked. <3
I just don't want Blue to stomp all over him like she did before. And with the other guys shes's been dating.
help.
There's this boy and... I think I love him. I've at least liked him for the past eight years I've known him, even if I've dated other guys on/off when I did. Or do. Whatever. You know how it is. But I've always had a sort of "spark" with him.
Many times he's been told I liked him. In grade school a couple times. Once my friend told him, the other time my ex best friend told him when I was right there and I ran away (I was such a dumb little twelve year old xD ..personally..) And then once in high school I hooked him and my (again) ex best friend up because she liked him. Because of this, I pretended to like someone else. But yes, I hooked them up personally ;n; Anyway, in the event of this happening, a different friend told my ex bff about it on that current day, so he eventually found out, yadda yadda.
But this year was different.
This year I thought he felt the same.
Well, here's the all over scoop. My crush (Let's call him Red) falls in love with a different girl in 2010, let's call her Blue. Well, Blue decided to go to boarding school for this year in 2011. Well, they were dating, and Red didn't want to give her up. But the fact was that he already had guarenteed the high school we were going to that he was going to be there in 2011. So he figured he'd just beg his mom to let him go year 2012 (next year ^^). Well, they ended up breaking up which practically scarred him I think. He claimed that when he was older he could marry her. (He did that with my ex best friend too, actually, so I didn't think much of it.)
Well, for our Junior year, I think me and Red got really close. We were good friends, and would hang out a lot. He talked to me (sometimes) more than the other Juniors. I figured it was part of his heartbreak, but at this point I didn't care. I'd loved this boy for eight years; I'd take whatever I could get.
Well, aparently he really liked me too. I never said anything about me feeling the same way towards him though because I was too scared I was wrong about the whole thing. I wasn't, but that's not the issue now.
The thing is, towards the end of Junior year, Red announces to me that he's still thinking about going to boarding school. It hurt like nothing ever before. On top of this, I was one of the only people he told (before word got around).
There's nothing for him there except for her. He still wants her after all this time (at least that's what I thought, but we'll get to that later). She's been a bit trampy too. She is around with a bunch of guys all the time. I know because I see her sometimes. xD Anyway. Summer came, and I haven't seen him at all during. But I saw him today.
And there was still that spark.
He wouldn't stop talking to me. Even with his brother there (WHO HE LOVES ... and his friends xD)
Now I have the choice to go to that boarding school in 2013, too. It's like a loop before college :3 My mom put up the funds, but there are some great colleges I could go to too, with some of my friends who are going there in 2012, or possibly some going in 2013. Should I drop everything and run for him?
I don't know what I should do. After eight years, I feel like I'm at my rope's end. Should I tell him I like him (I'll see him next week). Or should I keep it a secret because I won't see him all next year? Or should I go to boarding school with him and tell him there? ;m;
I honestly love him. And I would do anything for him - anything at all. Anything. He. Asked. <3
I just don't want Blue to stomp all over him like she did before. And with the other guys shes's been dating.
help.
I'll keep my eye out for your post. 
