| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[marmoris]

ugh
Just
Ugh

I had my molar pulled out. Even when it's numb, it hurts like all heck. Not only that, it's hot and humid. What a fun day this will be. I made myself look like and idiot as well, by bawling my eyes out in front of the dentist. Stupid needle phobia.
Note to self; ALWAYS take medication. Especially before stressful situations like before.
I'm sure my body is out to get me.

I hate getting teeth pulled out, just the thought of it gives me shivers-
But at least it's over! Take it easy, I always feel better if I just relax on a couch or in bed or something. Having a pet to hug isn't bad either >u> If you still wanna rant about it, you could PM me

[løwkey lawnmøwer.]

(this isnt overly important, but i need to let this out before it completely gets bottled up inside me)
So as far as friends go i have 2 amazingly great and awesome friends. I don't hang out with them, I don't
know why, but i don't mind as we still talk after school on Thursdays at science
club. So I hang out with a group of kinda-friends on the outside i seem like i love them as friends
But deep down i kind of hate them. Well dislike them a bit. Now this is pretty much because of last
year, my least favourite of the group started a huge fight with me. I hated that. Why are we friends?
Oh I'm probably faking it or something, they just asked if i wanted to play with them. Another thing,
I'm an introvert, if one day I'm alone, just to have some alone time, they think somethings wrong.
One time i turned around and sounded a bit mean i was just like "Do i look sad?!" and then they walked off
all sad. I don't want them in my life. I don't need them in my life. But I'm too nice. I just dont know.
I want to hang out with my real friends. But how do I say that to them? Do i just start hanging out with my real friends
and not mention it to them. I don't know.

[Cynical.]

(this isnt overly important, but i need to let this out before it completely gets bottled up inside me)
So as far as friends go i have 2 amazingly great and awesome friends. I don't hang out with them, I don't
know why, but i don't mind as we still talk after school on Thursdays at science
club. So I hang out with a group of kinda-friends on the outside i seem like i love them as friends
But deep down i kind of hate them. Well dislike them a bit. Now this is pretty much because of last
year, my least favourite of the group started a huge fight with me. I hated that. Why are we friends?
Oh I'm probably faking it or something, they just asked if i wanted to play with them. Another thing,
I'm an introvert, if one day I'm alone, just to have some alone time, they think somethings wrong.
One time i turned around and sounded a bit mean i was just like "Do i look sad?!" and then they walked off
all sad. I don't want them in my life. I don't need them in my life. But I'm too nice. I just dont know.
I want to hang out with my real friends. But how do I say that to them? Do i just start hanging out with my real friends
and not mention it to them. I don't know.

*hugs* This happens all the time to me, I know a couple people who have started dramas with me so I just stick with people who make me feel comfortable. Whoever makes you feel better you should definitely hang out with <3
People hang out with different people all the time, so if you want to hang out with your real friends then do it! ^-^ It's worth it, definitely if your real friends understand you. Hope everything gets better, it's good to let out your feelings once in a while <3

(( If you want to talk more, you can PM me c: ))

[EagleBearingMisthios]

*sigh* why do i do this to myself? i am an experienced student for god's sake. I should have learned by now NOT TO START MY HOMEWORK AT ONE IN THE MORNING

[Morticia]

I am so ridiculously stressed right now, I feel like I'm going crazy.
Like an hour ago I tried to make a purchase & my credit card was declined. So I check my account - over the past few weeks apparently someone has been using my card & making purchases with it. I didn't notice because they were just small things - gas, mcdonalds ect. but they managed to add up pretty fast. I called my bank - apparently they'd had a bit of a security breach, hence the purchases on my card I didn't make. & because of the security problems, they cancelled a bunch of cards, including mine. Without a phonecall or message to let me know. They reissued new cards but because I moved recently there are no branches in this part of the country, so it's going to take up to five days for the new one to arrive. & I have no cash & no way to get more - that card was the only way to access my money. So now I'm stuck with no money for like half a week & I have no clue what I'm going to do! Just like, this is the first time I've had to deal with anything like this & I was stressed enough about financials without this.

[SilverShadeDragon]

I've lost my empathy... I feel like im a danger to others now, especially when they have treated me so bad, and the only thing stopping me is the thought of going to jail

[raezel]

everyone else on this thread, i wish you the best of times. i know you are strong people and you will pull through! sending good vibes your way for everyone. ♥

well, this isn't as much for me, as it is for my boyfriend. he and i have been in a ldr for over two years, so i can't physically be there to help him. his father's in the hospital after having a heart attack on sunday morning. they're waiting for him to wake up from the drugs and i just hope he wakes up today, since it's my boyfriend's birthday. i know it'd be the best present he could ever ask for.

he and his dad are so close and i feel so awful because i can't do anything. i'm one of those people that, if i don't have control of a situation, i get gnarly anxiety. i feel so... small in this entire ordeal. i feel like it's my fault i can't be there to physically comfort him, even though the logical part of me knows it isn't. i'm trying my hardest to help him and support him and be there for him, but i'm so scared i can't do more. but i'm not the one that's really hurting right now.

just, if i could ask, send some good thoughts, prayers, whatever you do, to my boyfriend and his family? i know medical breakthroughs aren't unheard of, but i think everyone has a hard time remaining optimistic in such negative situations. i think that they could all use some good thoughts to keep their heads up.

[jouska.]

It happened a while ago.. The incident.. But ever since I haven't been myself and I need a friend, a hug, or maybe both. Last, month on the 25th it was my birthday and it was the day my grandfather died. My only grandparent is now dead and I feel so guilty. We were once close but we grew apart and I wish I was there when he died. (He died of heart, lung and kidney failure.) He was given painkillers, for the pain, and we went to visit him a couple of days before my birthday. He didn't remember who we were and was soon diagnosed with Alzheimer's Disease. I don't know what to do; every day I wake up and visit his old room with all of his pictures, pictures of me and my siblings with him. He didn't have a funeral, his wish was to be cremated. It's been so long and yet, it feels like it just happened yesterday. My parents no longer talk about him; they never go near his room and I feel like they've forgotten about him. I feel like I'm the only one going through the grief, the pain and it's terrible.

(No Response Needed, Just Letting Out My Feelings)

[Kittehhcat]

i could have
gotten that halloween cat if i scrolled down on the pound
i am so mad rn at myself

[yaksha]

that moment when you see him. you look to his right, there's a girl.
"i was too late" you think to yourself.
the moment when you realized you can't just suck it up and talk to him.
the moment you realized you're too late.
the moment you see them laughing, when it should've been you.
no matter what you do, he will always run towards her.
the moment where your heart broke.