
Fall_Above_Insanity_ wrote:I've been super stressed and sad ...
So basically I lost my best friend and I tried apologizing to her ovr texts bt she replied with some reaoly rude things. I feel like I'm a bog mistake to the world now.
I feel to anxious to go to school now because of losing her and I want to be her friend but now she hates me. I have tried everything but apologize in real life
Because when I see her I get to depressed, anxious and scared to. I feel like everything I do is a mess up to reality and the world now.
~Thanks in advance!
also feel free to pm me about this...
Fall_Above_Insanity_ wrote:I've been super stressed and sad ...
So basically I lost my best friend and I tried apologizing to her ovr texts bt she replied with some reaoly rude things. I feel like I'm a bog mistake to the world now.
I feel to anxious to go to school now because of losing her and I want to be her friend but now she hates me. I have tried everything but apologize in real life
Because when I see her I get to depressed, anxious and scared to. I feel like everything I do is a mess up to reality and the world now.
~Thanks in advance!
also feel free to pm me about this...
overcaffienated. wrote:Fall_Above_Insanity_ wrote:I've been super stressed and sad ...
So basically I lost my best friend and I tried apologizing to her ovr texts bt she replied with some reaoly rude things. I feel like I'm a bog mistake to the world now.
I feel to anxious to go to school now because of losing her and I want to be her friend but now she hates me. I have tried everything but apologize in real life
Because when I see her I get to depressed, anxious and scared to. I feel like everything I do is a mess up to reality and the world now.
~Thanks in advance!
also feel free to pm me about this...
Hey, I don't usually respond to these since I don't closely know you or your problems, but I want to let you know that things will be all right. My best friend and I both have anxiety issues, and as a result we fight a lot and there's a lot of misunderstandings between us. She's got a more explosive personality than I do, and says some awful things she doesn't fully mean when she gets upset. It hurts, a lot, I won't lie. Give her some time; especially if this is the first time you've honestly fought with her, you might feel like it's totally over. Let her cool down. That can take a while; between my friend and I, it can take months before we can fully restore our bond. Try and garner the courage to apologize. That's the hardest part, I know it is, I'm too much of a coward to do it myself most times, but perhaps showing her that you care enough to face that anxiety head-on can soften her up.
It may not work, I won't lie. I've lost enough friends to know that, and in some cases in very messy and brutal ways. It will get better, I promise. You will find someone that will always forgive you, that will stick by you no matter what happens, be that a friend, a lover, a mentor, or anyone else you can find. It hurts a lot to lose friends, but in the end you'll find that things turned out better than you thought, if differently.
Apologies for the long winded response, but you are not a mistake. Ever. You will be okay.
Takeda Takahashi wrote:Here we go again, same pointless cycle.
Wake up.
Eat.
Get dressed.
Wait for the bus.
Get to school.
Suffer through that song about praising the Lord ( I'm an athiest, it makes me really uncomfortable )
Question why I can't ever be me.
Come home, watch a little Youtube.
Mom comes home, probably get yelled at for not wanting dinner.
Shower.
Go to sleep.
Repeat.
I hate this so much when am I going to have to use knowledge of the water cycle? Or have to know the different levels of organism organization in biomes? When am I going to have to apply knowledge of tThe Civil War to rea life? A GOOD HALF OF THE ANNOYING [censored!~] MATH WE DO?! POINTLESS. AND THEN I GET TO COME HOME AND BE EMOTIONALLY ASSALTED. GREAT.
I'm sick of Chorus. Class hadn't even started yet and I had to use the restroom, and so I went. When I came back I was yelled at for not asking her I almost replied ''Get off my case, I was just using the freakin' restroom.'' but I didn't. Wanted to though. I was eatting an almond during class. She told me to go spit out my gum. I replied ''It's not gum, It's an almond'' she told me to spit the almond. I acted like I did. Because who spits out chewed up food? Even I think that's disgusting, so I ate it anyways. I almost replied ''Because I felt like it'' when she asked why I was even eating in class, I didn't. I wanted to though. And that song about praising the lord who created everything? Stop. That even makes my Christian friend uncomfortable. But I can't say anything, because my Mom doesn't know either. Great.
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