TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Vampie!]

Oh man.
Friends left because of bad bf
Ended up finally leaving bad bf
No friends to celebrate with now

[stellulite]

Things have never been worse.
I thought I had reached and experienced rock bottom, but nothing could’ve compared to how things are now.
All I can do is deal with it on my own.
I have never been the type to need others, but I am in a horrible place right now, and those I always figured I could rely on are nowhere to be found.
I feel so unseen.
I feel so unloved.
I feel so alone.

[samm.]

i feel like i'm buried six feet under.

i can't breathe. please let me out.

[fablefury]

I just need to get this out there, somewhere. I moved at the beginning of this year to Canada, from the US. My entire family is back in the US and we've been trying to get all of the paperwork filled out and it's just been a huge process. I can't go back until it's finalized, which now we're just waiting for it to be. We've done pretty much everything we can now.

Apparently my family is doing their Thanksgiving today, because my mom sent me a picture of everyone. I immediately started crying. I miss them so much. I thought we'd be able to make it by Thanksgiving, and I don't even think we can make Christmas now. I'm so happy here, with my partner, but it's so rough being away from them.

[nasa]

i have 2 college presentations coming up in a few weeks. i have been experiencing anticipatory anxiety since august. every day i feel physically ill because of it. i'm so exhausted :< i just want them to be done with already

[stellulite]

Big news from you last night.
I am happy that you confided in me.
I am sour at the same time.
I wish I could explain to you how it makes me feel.
We have similar struggles, but I need to be there for you.
You succeed while giving immense effort, while I am naturally expected to show and perform the same.
You do so effortlessly.
I am happy for you.
I am hurting myself.
I cannot be who I want to be.
Nobody can see me.
I have expressed how I feel to others but it is always brushed off.
You are the me I am supposed to be and I am the you you're supposed to be.
I love and accept you, but I do have my qualms about me not being enough for you too, even if it is my own insecurity.
I want the self-questioning and pain to stop.

[Paprikat]

today was supposed to make me feel good about myself
i honestly just feel sick and useless and tired. i've achieved nothing. i've just been scrolling my phone for over an hour.
idk. everything is just annoying me. i'm so sick of my friends. i know they don't mean anything bad. i wish they'd just take me seriously, and stop commenting on my body and stop being so weird when my best friend is mentioned.
i wish they'd also understand how incredibly uncomfortable she makes me. they never take me seriously, ever. even if i'm freaking out, or really really stressed, or need help, they just laugh. it feels so lonely.
i want to sleep but i can't. i have to do this thing, which i could've been doing for the past few hours. but i was scrolling.
i want to cry.

[onion]

i messed up im aware but. how can i stop this guilt? i can only say im sorry and get down on my knees and plead forgiveness so much before im annoying. what do i do? i feel sick.

[gamer]

tested positive for covid no wonder I'm feeling horrible

[rena.]

i miss being active on here. i'm tired of adulting and working all the time. i randomly logged on here today and have the feeling of missing the old days. i miss roleplaying on here with old friends i made, i miss the storylines we created and built on, the fun chats, i miss having time. ugh