| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Kittehhcat]

Nevermind.
That did it.
she just shattered my trust with her
I was going to tell him
she told him
i

[0000007]

I'm a failure. I messsed up. I can't fix it. I wish my friend was here and not on a trip. I'm selfish, my insides are ugly, I don't have any good intentions and I don't care. imnot worth anything. I want to be. I don't want to fall asleep crying again tonight. I don't want to wake up
I don't want to hear this song again but I can't stop listening
listening to my life become black
I'm failing reading. my history grade is dropping. I haven't turned in anything for art, either. even though I'm not that bad. it's not even depression. I don't think. I just want attention. I guess. who knows...?
when I fail I'm going to run away . I'll finish this year and then lead myself out into the woods and lay there until I can't breathe. I'm ruining, failing, a perfectly fine life for no reason. I don't deserve to live. I'm terrible.I'm terrible terrible terrible selfish mean rude terrible lazy worthless terrible, and , most importantly, 1000% terrible
its unacceptable to fail this year
its 1000000% unacceptable

[Konata.]

I'm a failure. I messsed up. I can't fix it. I wish my friend was here and not on a trip. I'm selfish, my insides are ugly, I don't have any good intentions and I don't care. imnot worth anything. I want to be. I don't want to fall asleep crying again tonight. I don't want to wake up
I don't want to hear this song again but I can't stop listening
listening to my life become black
I'm failing reading. my history grade is dropping. I haven't turned in anything for art, either. even though I'm not that bad. it's not even depression. I don't think. I just want attention. I guess. who knows...?
when I fail I'm going to run away . I'll finish this year and then lead myself out into the woods and lay there until I can't breathe. I'm ruining, failing, a perfectly fine life for no reason. I don't deserve to live. I'm terrible.I'm terrible terrible terrible selfish mean rude terrible lazy worthless terrible, and , most importantly, 1000% terrible
its unacceptable to fail this year
its 1000000% unacceptable

You are not worthless. You aren't unacceptable. Stop telling yourself that you don't deserve to live. Because you do. Though life can seem meaningless, it's not. Living is the best feeling ever. Failing can bring you down. Down to kindergarten. Down to the ground, but there's a reason why we fall down. It's because we get the choice to get back up. You walk all those steps back up to the top. Maybe you passed school and graduated? You get back uo because you know the mistake youve done. When you get back up, you know that you failed once, but that doesnt mean you can give up. You know your mistakes, and when you try again, you know what not to do. Don't say no, say yes. Because I know you can climb all those steps again and get back into shape. You only live once, so make the best out of it. Smile. Enjoy the flowers outside. Breath into the fresh air. If you look around, you may have noticed things about this world you've never seen before. Life opens up to you. You'll see how beautiful and lucky you are to live. So please, don't Give up.

[caf.]

Could I get a little advice?
I'm not sure if this is the right topic, but here goes. I tried out for district choir the other day...and as soon as I got out of the audition room I just burst into tears. It was mortifying and humiliating, sure, but nobody saw or heard anything and I managed to get back while seeming somewhat okay. So after maybe an hour, my best friend bursts out of her audition, and just seeing her big, dopey smile made me almost cry all over again. She was really worried about me for the rest of the night, even though I refused to cry in front of her and tried my best to seem like I was handling it well. Honestly I was stressed, overwhelmed...and ashamed. I let everyone down. I went homdand cried for another hour, and as soon as I did I felt way better, being safe at home, alone.
And then I get a call from her saying I made it, and we celebrated profusely until I gently pointed out that while she had "ADVANCE" printed next to her name, I didnt. So I didn't make it. I wasn't mad or anything - if anything, I was super proud of and happy for her. But she was beyond dejected, she sounded so guilty and chastised. In the hallway yesterday I smiled big at her in hopes that she'd stop by for a minute, but she just half-smiled and kept walking. She made a few posts on tumblr saying things like "oh god I'm such a bad friend," even texted me apologizing profusely. I did everything I could to reassure her that I'm not mad, that I forgive her, but I haven't seen her since yesterday, and even though she managed to edge herself back into the group chat between her, I, and a mutual friend, she's pretty good at concealing her feelings.
I just don't know what to do. I don't want to ruin district for her, and to be honest, I'm really afraid that she's scared of me right now. Could someone help me out?

[my sweet piano]

Am I going crazy? My young brother nearly cut his finger off and was screaming and I just started laughing.

[Julia]

I'm really worried.
My dog is acting weird and I don't like it at all.
I'm a little scared ;.;
She didn't even want to eat her favorite dog treat!
She's acting so strange and her tail is low and maybe a little tucked...
She's pressing against me and keeps hiding behind me.
She's not as active anymore...
Maybe because she's tired, but, why the panting?
My dog never pants unless she's really thirsty.
She has a full container of water in the kitchen....
She's not being playful... her ears are down...
I'm really scared someone just please tell me she's okay ;-;

I don't think saying she's okay would be good to say. Even though I wouldn't panic, there can be a lot of reasons why your dog is acting this way. I am not a vet and I doubt anyone can or should give you advice through Chicken Smoothie.

I would go and see a vet tomorrow at the latest. Maybe it's nothing, maybe it's something serious. Arrange an appointment today. This is the best thing to do, I think!

Best of luck <3 I hope everything will be alright! <3

[abxy]

IM TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE DO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO
YOU GET TO DO SNYTHING
WHY THE HELL CAN I NOT?!

[EagleBearingMisthios]

Am I forgettable? Do I have a quality that makes me unmemorable? Because I feel like nothing is going right in my life and I have no one to talk to in real life. I feel so alone all the time. But I can't show it because people depend on me to be that happy, easy going person that they go to for emotional support and advice. If I carry their burdens, I neglect my own. I have to be that person that they expect me to be.

[starry palms]

i finally got back to eating enough food
and then my parents said i was eating too much
i finally got back to taking naps when i felt tired after school
and then i got told i was lazy
my dad calls me lazy and worthless, acts like i don't do anything
tells me he's proud of me but then throws it all back in my face because he doesn't understand my mental illness
he thinks he understands depression because he had it once
but he doesn't
he doesn't know what i go through and i wish he'd stop thinking that
he makes me hate myself

[Shiny Sylveon]

Oh my god...I hope my English teacher isn't serious. Let's call her "K" for short.

So, back in July/August, my class wrote an essay about "The Catcher in the Rye", which we read over the summer. Apparently, "K" never put the essay grades in until THE DAY BEFORE THE QUARTER ENDS! Every single student got a C, C-, or F on the essay, including me. All of the "mistakes" were stupid errors, like from my friend, "She told me instead of saying that there were several things, I should just say two.", and "The theme isn't about learning about yourself, it's about growing up." Which both are true themes. So my anger is, I had an A- in English earlier today, and now I have a B, and I can't fix it because of when she put the grades in. -.-