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by bailey; » Thu Oct 01, 2015 8:12 am
I've had anxiety for about 4 or so years now. I've also been told anxiety can take over your life and to an extent I feel it already has..
I rarely speak irl, I'm scared of what everyone thinks of me when I do. I'm basically just terribly self conscious and I've gotten so jumpy... My breath hitches and my heart races at the sight of a leaf falling from a tree in my peripheral..
At one point in time my mom threatened to take me to a psychiatrist because I stood in tears and silence when she confronted me about how I spend all my time on my laptop.
At this point I want to go, because I feel like if I don't say something and don't get help.. Things are just going to get worse, as much as I hate sharing my feelings.
I won't speak to anyone close to me about it because I don't want their opinion about me to go sour..
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by abxy » Thu Oct 01, 2015 8:28 am
Baigel wrote:I've had anxiety for about 4 or so years now. I've also been told anxiety can take over your life and to an extent I feel it already has..
I rarely speak irl, I'm scared of what everyone thinks of me when I do. I'm basically just terribly self conscious and I've gotten so jumpy... My breath hitches and my heart races at the sight of a leaf falling from a tree in my peripheral..
At one point in time my mom threatened to take me to a psychiatrist because I stood in tears and silence when she confronted me about how I spend all my time on my laptop.
At this point I want to go, because I feel like if I don't say something and don't get help.. Things are just going to get worse, as much as I hate sharing my feelings.
I won't speak to anyone close to me about it because I don't want their opinion about me to go sour..
Hey, I know how it feels! I have horrible anxiety and for me, if it's not normal it's scary. If it's different it's terrifying. On Halloween last year I got scared we'd get lost even though we hardly had gone! Honestly I reccommend that you do what you love, dress up the way you like to, learn what you wanna learn and embrace your feelings. Because this is who you are, even if you have anxiety it makes you more unique, it makes you, well, you! Well, maybe you wanna try to get it down a little, but still.
Love and hugs to you c:
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by joji » Thu Oct 01, 2015 10:56 am
If anybody ever feels like they can't do something for someone, that you are useless, lazy, or anything like that, you can always go to
this site, and for a click every day, -the little icons at the top- you can donate things to people in need. I hope this helps, please share!
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by Oreo•Bunny » Thu Oct 01, 2015 11:18 am
I feel horrible.
My best friend has cancer, the doctors don't know if he'll pull through or what kind it is.
He's not losing spirit and will most likely stay strong to the last day but I feel that I'm never going to see him again every time I say goodbye for the night. I love him so much and I know he wants to see me strong too.
His dream was always to get the Blue Balloon but he had to quit CS since being in the hospital will take up every day. I want to get her for him because of his never-ending hope in recovery and that there is a cure.
I just don't have any pets of value and I feel like I'm letting down his dream.
:'(
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by hellebore » Thu Oct 01, 2015 11:22 am
I'm going to fail my honors English class because I can't do anything anymore. I'm going to fail my agriculture classes and lose college credits. I'm going to fail math because good streaks don't last, anyway.
Life doesn't offer different paths for those with depression or anxiety.
It's over. Everything is over. As just proven, whenever something good happens, there has to be a fall. I can't handle anything anymore. I want to lie here forever.
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by Totty » Thu Oct 01, 2015 12:01 pm
I'm really worried.
My dog is acting weird and I don't like it at all.
I'm a little scared ;.;
She didn't even want to eat her favorite dog treat!
She's acting so strange and her tail is low and maybe a little tucked...
She's pressing against me and keeps hiding behind me.
She's not as active anymore...
Maybe because she's tired, but, why the panting?
My dog never pants unless she's really thirsty.
She has a full container of water in the kitchen....
She's not being playful... her ears are down...
I'm really scared someone just please tell me she's okay ;-;
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