by the machine » Thu Aug 31, 2017 11:59 pm
I dunno why, but I always wonder if my anxiety would have never existed if I had an older sibling
Don't get me wrong, I love my little brother
But sometimes I wonder what life would have been like if I had an older sibling as well
I wouldn't have be playing by myself at home,
I'd have someone to look up to
I'd have someone to talk to when there isn't anyone around.
To be honest, sometimes I daydream about it
Then I remember that it never happened.
My mum and dad were always to busy with work to play with me when I was little
And when I had something set up, my brother would change it and it always made me upset.
I just want someone who would understand that I like things a certain way and be okay with it
And it's the same nowadays too
Mum and dad are always working and my brother likes to be with his friends,
he doesn't seem to realise I'm around half the time and really doesn't seem to like me
My dog prefers to be with my mum as well
Most of my cousins live far away and half of them are too young to understand, the other half live on the other side of the world and communicating with them is hard
My friends can't be with me every second of the day
My boyfriend lives far away
So I'm stuck by myself
And even though being by myself is great
Most of the time I hate it
Because I got a lot to say
And it's hard to get it out to a wall or something because my family might think I'm crazy
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hi. i'm the machine. i use to be hetacutie12 but things are changing up a bit.
I live down under and love to roleplay. i don't bite so don't be scared to pm me
i love to draw and i love transformers, Precure, steven universe, vocaloid, Marvel,
Madoka Magica and other things
Slothicity and I are friends in real life and might trade unfairly to each other.
Please don't ban us <3
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