TheComfortCorner | V.10

[splity]

I'm so angry, I hate them. I hate them so much, I wish the worst for them. They ruined my health even more, and for what? their own gain? So stupid. I'm not a toy, so why did you treat me like one and then lie, admit, and insult me. Do it to my face you coward. So pathetic. I'm so upset, why do you even look at me? are you thst obsessed with me? Are you jealous? Seriously just forget i exist, its getting disgusting eugh. Forget any if us exist, they all told me you looked at them too. You lie, admit, lie, admit, just make up your mind because we both know what you did. Truly pathetic. an embarrassment even. So loud and annoying UGHG. Be ashamed for what you did to me. you deserve it. idc if I write anything here wrong, I'm upset and angry and on top of that in class.

[marciplier]

i dont really understand why some people act the way they do. i swear some people make it their life's mission to be the most insufferable person on the planet. like is it on purpose or are they just. like that? or am i the problem lol

[BigGayDisaster]

Got reminded about how, when I was younger, lost most of my friends (online and RL) in a short amount of time
Looking back now (on what I saved on a thumb drive, probably so I wouldn't forget), I don't blame them... I was going through a lot and had poor social skills (plus mismanaged mental health issues and maladaptive coping mechanisms, yikes). I very much seem to have annoyed and scared them, and I know I wasn't meaning to- I enjoyed talking to them and being their friends! But my actions, including those from alters, drove them away.
Still sucks, though. I hope they're doing ok and don't think of me too harshly

[♥ mizu]

bro i've managed to offend myself this sucks are you kidding me. i'm so insecure i hate it. i never feel pretty enough. also i feel so lonely at this school these people are so self centered

[mcr]

embarrassinggg

[FNAF]

x

[mourning dove]

life would feel so much sweeter if i could just die in your arms.

[iHolli]

{ randomly had my anxiety / adrenaline spike way up a few hours ago and for a minute it levelled back out so I was just super tired. parents made me watch a movie instead of letting me go to bed, I rly did not enjoy & it made everything kick back up [some horror elements + a lot of extremely uncomfortable scenes] so now I'm just really shaky. I've got to get out of this house. I'm not doing well at all. trying to at least tamp my anxiety down a little with a calmer album from an artist I rly like rn. forgot to take my insomnia meds again tho ;; I just have to keep telling myself it'll be over soon. after this month I'm leaving one way or another and I'm never coming back here. ♡

[♥ mizu]

i have no words to describe the amount of disappointment and betrayal i have in my mother right now. she has ruined everything. my future, our animals' health, everything. i just want her out of my life. she is destroying it. and she feels no remorse. she's literally going demented and it is destroying my relationships. i want her gone. i cannot handle this. i cannot.

[sirpiusofgrizz]

we got my grandmother a christmas ornament. and. i keep thinking. about how she probably wont be here for the next one.

i don't want to cry. and i'd never say something like that out loud. i'd get called dramatic and a crybaby. but i can't handle losing my grandmother and my father within a year. i don't even like either of them that much, they're not good people, and if they knew i was queer they'd look at me like i was another species. but it hurts. it hurts so horribly bad and i don't want to tell anyone because i know in real life i'll get called a drama queen and i dont want to burden those i know online because i know there isnr much they can do. and i dont want them to carry my burdens.

i feel like ive been too reserved lately and theyre going to get sick of me. i know they wont but what if they do?

i dont know

this isnt fair and i know life isnt supposed to be fair i'm just tired of cruising this downward slope and feeling like everyone else is doing so well. i know im not the only one suffering thatd be silly to think it just feels like im the only one who cares sometimes. idk.