Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[~Everlasting~]

Dear _____,

You have tourtured me for many years of my life. Not physical, but mental. I really, really need to tell someone. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SCHOOL IS. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THAT GIRL TREATS ME. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM AFRAID OF YOU. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE.
I have decided there are two different sides to you: the nice one and the crazy one. The nice one who takes me out on store trips and gets me ice cream, and then the crazy one who yells at me for every little mistakes and cusses at me and calls me things no one wants to hear. Why do you treat me like this? Can't we just get along? I know that I don't do the things I should, but you have no idea what school is like. They hurt me there. When I get home I wanna relax and cry in my room, not do the things you want me to do. So I'm sorry if I'm forgetful. I can't remember all of that and worry about school. Just PLEASE stop cussing and yelling at me. I can't take it. That's part of the reason why school drives me insane. Along with the bullying, I can't take it all at one. Please.

[arcticwolf]

Dear ___,
We met in preschool. We were best friends from the start.
Then fourth grade came along, and you found out you would be home-schooled starting next year.
It was depressing. We did everything together. We even had the same favorite TV show- Meerkat Manor. The odds of finding someone as young as me who watched it? Yet, you were my best friend, and during the conversation at lunch we discovered we both loved that show.
You called me every night at 8, so we could chat while watching the show. We cried when Flower died, and I remember even calling you at 11 at night to tell you I found out there was going to be a fire that could destroy the mob.
Right. So we had fun while we could, but soon enough fourth grade ended as do all things in life. We hugged, and you swore you would call me every day. You promised you'd write to me all the time, and we would always talk every single day, no matter what.
I never heard from you again.
Why? What did I do wrong? I felt- and still do feel- betrayed. Months went by and I still never gave up hope that one day you'd contact me, saying "I'm sorry. I've been so busy. I missed you, Laura. How's life?"
I'm not quite sure if I tried to call you or not- I think I did. But I did want to write you a letter. I thought the whole thing out, writing it in my head as I walked through the store absentmindedly that day.
I never put the words down on paper.
Maybe we weren't destined to be best friends. Sure, we were in all our classes together, every single year, from preschool to fourth grade. Yeah, we were inseparable. We were so similar and had so much chemistry, nobody believed us when we said we weren't sisters.
But things change, right? Who knows. Maybe if you come back to public school- the same high school I'll be going to in two years- like you said you would, we'll hit it off again. Maybe I'll never see you again, and keeping that picture of you that you gave me is stupid. Maybe all the dreams I've had of meeting you again and going back to the way things were; maybe all the thinking I do of you is just idiotic and I should just move on. For all I know, you could be half way across the country.
Wherever- and whoever you are now, I want you to know that no matter how much pain you've put me through by setting me up and lying to me, I want you to know that I still love you. Three years later, 7th grade and I haven't forgotten you yet. You'll always be my friend in my heart, and I'll never forget you. Please come back, Maddie. Please. I miss you.
-arcticwolf

[rabbithaver]

Dear ____,

Go make out with a cactus. I never liked you. You're a jerk. Go away. Leave me alone. Stop bothering me. Quit making me feel like a moron. Move to Ethiopia or something so the rest of the human race can experience world peace. THANK YOU.

-That Thing

[Cavy's Girl]

Dear ,
I wish I had the strength to finally get through to you how easily you hurt me. You swear things have changed but truely they haven't and I really doubt they ever will. I have real reasons for doubting you, you aren't even true to yourself, how could you ever be true to me. You say I lie and can't keep promises but really, look in a mirror sometime and see who lies all the time. How can you ever tell anyone the truth or be there for anyone when you are constantly lying about everything. You are supposed to care for me, but instead you only care about yourself. I hate the fact that you make me feel guilty about the best thing I've had in my life, the one thing I've dreamed about since I was very young. I should never feel guilt or regret about my boys. I need you to show me that if we are actually going to have a future together that you can step up and be the man I need in my life.

Love,
Me

P.S. Disney you ruined my life, men are pigs not princes.

[infinitesimal void]

To all of you depressed girls out there,
I know how you feel. So worthless, so unwanted.
But I swear, someone's world would flip completly for the worse if you did it.
Don't.
Please.
You are beautiful no matter what anyone says to you. This planet wouldn't be the same if you weren't here. It's because you are YOU, and perfect that way.
Don't do it.
I can't stand to hear about another life lost to depression.
~Riva

[Fizzlebee]

To all of you depressed girls out there,
I know how you feel. So worthless, so unwanted.
But I swear, someone's world would flip completly for the worse if you did it.
Don't.
Please.
You are beautiful no matter what anyone says to you. This planet wouldn't be the same if you weren't here. It's because you are YOU, and perfect that way.
Don't do it.
I can't stand to hear about another life lost to depression.
~Riva

That's a beautiful letter. :3

Dear _____,

Hey, it me! Yeah, you probably forgot that I still exist. I'm over the fact that you'd rather hang out with your cooler friends, cuz you know what? I will rise above this stereotyping. I will be some one. Sooooo....yeah, eat it. x3
~Eve

[splenda]

dear _____ & ______,
i don't care how long ago it was, i still don't understand why you did what you did.
i also don't understand why you didn't just tell her you loved her, instead of making everyone else around you miserable, always whining about how you cut yourself and how terrible your day was, and how you could never tell her because she wouldn't return your feelings.
if you loved her as much as you claimed you did, if she meant everything to you, why were you going out with him?

and you, i'm not sure why you meant as much to me as you did, despite the little time i had knew you, or why it always felt like that you valued my sister more than you valued me. i always felt out of place around you, like none of you really cared about me. and i was right.
you didn't even care enough about me to not lie to me.
i doubt you cared about how much you hurt me over one little name you called me. no, you didn't.
honestly, i couldn't care less about you anymore, and i've gotten over my grudge, but i can't stand what an idiot you made me look like. i still feel like a joke because of you.

[Tuesday & Imoen]

Dear ____,

There are a few questions I wished I had asked you. Granted, you're on my MSN right now and I could ask technically but I know me and I know I won't. It just bothers me, did you really care about me or was I a cruel joke? Though I guess I never asked when you begged me to because either way the answer bothers me. Besides, maybe I'd hurt you by asking. And what did you expect to become of us? You had to know you'd never change me, it wouldn't have worked no matter how much I loved you. So why did you do it?

~Tuesday

[wifi]

Dear _______ & ________,
We haven't actually had a conversation together in three freakin' years. ________ moved for a year, and ______ went to an advanced school. Me, being the idiot of the three of us, stayed at the normal school and dealt with crappy friends. -_- So, when when we amazingly manage to reconnect on Buzz, all you two have to say is crap. You can't stop arguing! You haven't even seen each other in two entire years, shouldn't we at least be glad to see each other again? No, of course not. You just can't lower your guard down, and you can't stop with who knows what, but it's clear we're not friends anymore. I understand that it's been a long time, and we've all changed a lot, but can you at least try to get along?
Sadness & love,
Liz

[infinitesimal void]

Dear horomones,
Please quit messing with my brain. I just cried for an hour because you told me to, and now it's one AM and I'm writing this. See how dumb you are?
With no love from the girl you inhibit,
~Rivalette