TheComfortCorner | V.7

[cornspurrd.]

i am so done...


At school nobody undertands me.. Today during class my teacher asked a question i started shaking and mubling the teached asked Hmm,... And i fracticly said the wrong answer and every body laughed... Even the teacher had a look on her face.. I ran out of the room crying i couldn't handle it i hid in the bathroom for hours and the entire freaking staff was looking for me.. When they found me i was suspended.. Ik i shouldn't have ran off but i am srsly tired of this. This litterly happends up to 3 times a day..

A few days ago i had to play my Violin all by myself in my teachers office, I was shaking so bad that i litterly fell to the ground i could tell that he was holding back laughter as a gathered up all my stuff and hurried out of the room.

PANd the bullying is real.. Its hard to focus and hadndle it half the class i am worried about who is looking at meand hwta hey are thinking, Or worrying about what somebody is going to think of what i am wearing.

And on top of it all my Wonder full Esa who is a Rat, Cain passed away this week.

Ik there are alot of spelling mistakes ignore it.

[Devoured~Space]

heck ehck ehnek heck heck heck heck heck heck i don't want this to happen i don't want to cry about this i think i have a cavity on my right bottome eyetooth it looks like a small cavity i don't want this i don't want this
i need to wear my retainers but im scared that'll make it worse for whatever irrational reason
why must my teeth be messed up even more

[kiwikweenie]

weddings.

11pm and I'm thinking about marriage? why? bc this roleplay involves marriage rip me
it sucks knowing that my dad'll never be able to walk me down the aisle, and for years I've made up my mind that his best friend (who I consider my uncle) will be the one to, now he's barely in my life and I miss him dearly but my family
doesn't understand a lot that my close family (mom and sis) do so it's hard
I won't have a traditional wedding, since I'm a lesbian
if I have one at all
because I suck at love pfft and I can barely hold a relationship no matter how much I love someone

mannn I should just go to bed, just a rant

[.Spaceman.]

I need a hug and some words of encouragement

[throam]

I just messed everything up

I'm scared

Terrified

I messed it up. I can't undo it.

[Amelia]

i feel like I don't belong in my advanced math class.
it's full of kids a grade younger than me who are the smartest of the smart
i feel like I can't match up to that
it takes them such little time for them to do their homework, but i have to keep trying and trying to get the material
i HATE having to do two years of math in one
it moves too fast for me

i would switch to the normal math class, but that stuff is too easy for me

[Vilhelm]

I need a hug and some words of encouragement

[sillies]

I am beyond mad right now

Today has been so bad.

First I do something to my ankle, and now it feels weird to walk, my knee gives out, if I put my foot in weird positions, it'll either hurt or my ankle, calf, thigh, or other weird part of my foot will twitch. Really pleasant.

And then my grandmother basically tells me to move out. Wonderful feeling. Thanks. I might be able to move out, but I can't afford to, let alone even my books for the semester!

And then our cleaning lady who comes to help clean somehow managed to knock my phone into a bowl of soapy water (that was on my bedroom floor, it's a home flea remedy, mind you.) and not bother to take it out. At first it was just the volume button didn't work and a few other problems. And now it won't charge and my camera is broken. Just the fact that my camera is broken has pushed me over the edge today. I really enjoyed being able to post my art to my art instagram and posting things on my main account. Now I can't do that. And if it doesn't charge, it dies. Which means I won't have a phone tomorrow, the day I'm taking our public buses with sketchy people on them to school. And it takes me a long while to get to school by bus.

And now my phone is restarting on it's own, but it hasn't gone past the "htc' screen.

I just want to cry and scream and kick and punch and just xdkbjsdkl;glkjgs

I'M DONE WITH TODAY ASDGJLSADGJKLGSDLKNSNGD

[! honeysuckle !]

Father's Day is the worst time of the year when your dad died of a terminal illness two years ago.

[kiwikweenie]

Father's Day is the worst time of the year when your dad died of a terminal illness two years ago.

hey, sorry to hear this. my father died seven years ago, and the holiday is still hard for me. it's important to remind yourself it's just a holiday, and it's a good day to remember your dad for all the happy memories you shared. sending hugs over to ya<3