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[compass;]

Annoyed at myself for binging on some really fattening trail mix and it's 4 in the morning to boot. >_< Not to mention I should be focusing on writing my book (planning out characters and overall plot currently), but I'm just messing around. I'm so dumb and I keep making dumb, childish decisions. This is why I work a minimum wage job part time at -snip- years old and the only thing I can see myself doing for a career is creative writing (a fictional novel even, ha fat chance) yet it's not even my number one focus apparently. Gonna be bagging groceries for a long time. >__>

Eh, I'm not really into the "everything is alright and we all love you" thing (I really hope I didn't just insult someone), I kinda just really want someone I can relate with atm. Maybe we can help each-other out or something (or maybe someone who used to have relative problems but overcame 'em). Idunno. ;___; *hugs random passerby*

Oh and I've been crushing on a guy who is probably only 19 for over a year now (we work at the same place) and I have 0 chance with him. Dunno why I can't just get over him, we don't even talk anymore. I'm not usually the type to crush on people, I have never even taken any numbers from guys asking me out before. I don't care about dating... unless it's this guy. Maybe I'm focusing too much on the past when he'd go out of his way to make me laugh or do something nice for me -- which I never thanked him for because i'd always shy away but it'd be really weird for me to randomly thank him for it now. Oh and he has a girlfriend now, so I was being serious about the zero percent chance part, lol.

*runs off to bed* I usually type better than this but... kinda in zombie mode atm. I promise I'm good at writing!

Do something to get you motivated with writing, listening to different music than the usual, reading some books or something creative like that you enjoy. Maybe writing short stories will help in some way? The thing when I write, I don't really get inspiration from anything, I literally just write. .-.
You should probs remove your age from your posts haha. cx
Anyway, your decisions aren't childish, maybe you're just having a moment. cx

I hate school already....its too stressful.....I feel sick too and I wanna stay home but I don't think that's gonna happen

School will be stressful for a lot of the time, don't focus too much on it though! You shouldn't really be having to do homework ALL your spare time, if you do, spread it out among the week a bit more. That way you will still get to have your own time doing something relaxing to get rid of the stress. See if you can say you feel sick tomorrow morning and get the day off, add the fact it's stressing you out if you think it might help. Good to be honest. c:

Well today I found out that my crush doesn't like me.
Boy was that painful.
Kind of like getting slapped in the face but I had to keep a happy look.
I can't tell him how I feel though, how that made me feel. I won't ruin another friendship by telling my crush how I truly feel.

I told my crush a couple of weeks ago now, and to be honest, you have to agree in some way it's better knowing his answer than not knowing ever and being in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way. I'm not going to give you the 'there is plenty of fish in the sea' because that is way overused. I'm going to say that there WILL be another chance in your life, and you will find someone worth your time in the future. Don't dwell on him. c:

hnng can I be pm'd? I just kinda dont really feel safe right now

Pming.

[❝Agateophobia❞]

Hey guys...
So a couple days ago, one of my best friends decided to tell my crush that I liked him, and wanted to introduce him to me.
Well, yesterday, he told him who I was. Yeah, that didn't go well. I slightly recognized my crush, D, but I couldn't quite place it. Turns out, he's one of my ex's used-to-be friends. And apparently, my ex, A, called me a name and told D. Then D said 'I ain't about that life', when my best friend, B, told him I liked him. I asked A, who funnily is also one of my best friends, about what he said about me. He said that he never said that, and I told him I believed him. Honestly, I'm not quite sure I do. I'm really confused,and I'm sorry if this is equally confusing.
Also, I don't feel good today so I stayed home from school...

[chooch]

my mom died inher sleep today, can I get some comfort..

[makoto niijima]

my mom died inher sleep today, can I get some comfort..

ill send a pm. talk there. ill try to help.

[bloodclot]

i am sick today, IT IS NO COINCIDENCE that I start school and a week later I have the most annoying cold, I rarely get sick. but hey, guess what, I decide to go back to public school after a year and I get sick a week after I come back. it is the worst cold ever, it is so painful because it hurts to talk, and the sniffles, I can hardly breathe out of my nose, I cried all morning and i decided to stay home, i always think when i get a cold like this, NOTHING IS WORSE. literally, ive gone through nothing worse then this, i cant stand this, just my luck, 2015 is out to get me, i also got sick taking care of my sister's cat while she was on vaca, and i got a cold during the time. anyways, 2015 = the worst year EVER. i miss 2014, it was the best.

[leverage]

So there's clearly a sickness going around- I can tell by my own school (even though I haven't been there, as I've been home sick) and I can tell because people on this thread are complaining about similar or identical symptoms.
And now my brother just called trying to see if my dad was home to pick him up, because he's feeling sick
I feel horrible. I was really careful but chances are I got him sick -_-


For all the people here who are sick: If it's a stuffed up nose, bad throat, and chills, and possible clogged up ears, it's what I have, and it'll be okay! I'm one of the earlier ones to get it, at least in my area, though I know I'm not the last. So what I recommend is taking some nice hot showers, relaxing on the couch, and drinking no matter how uncomfortable it is. It'll be okay, I promise <3 I survived it and I know you will as well! Go to the doctor if you need to, and remember to follow their instructions and take any prescriptions they might give you, they'll only help.
I certainly hope it gets better for everyone here!

[sunny..]

I have had trouble with learning in the past and yesterday it blew up in my face. I was doing math Homework and I couldn't do it, and no one could help me because I'm too stubborn. At least my math teacher somewhat understood.I don't want to mention anything else...

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Time for the second visit with my dad since the custody case...
He's so... Unresponsive.
I know that he hurts, but can't he see that I stayed away from it?
That I didn't want to leave?
That it was my brothers?
They were the ones who made the false claims, and that made it so that we couldn't live with him.
Now he's so short with me.
I tried to fix things.
We used to laugh and joke.
No more.
He just... doesn't anymore.
I feel like it's my fault.

Everything has just gone to hell lately.
My depression is only getting worse, my ADD making it harder in classes.
Constant anxiety attacks from my mother always leaving when I was a child, saying she'd be gone for an hour but being gone for days.
I can't even be left alone.
I'm so withdrawn in school that I have no friends.
I can barely talk.
I don't have the motivation to do anything that I used to love to.
I put on a brave face for everyone, but I don't know how much longer I can keep it up.

I don't know what to do.
I'm failing.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

i need a hug, im having a rough week:C

[EagleBearingMisthios]

I'm super stressed.
I have to apply for colleges this year, so I'm writing my personal statement essay, but I know that my "hardships" aren't as bad as what others have experienced (I've had a pretty sheltered upbringing), my volunteer work is abysmal, and my grades are mediocre. I know colleges look at your grades to see if you have had improvement in grades, an upward trend, but I've had just the opposite. I've gone down. I had 1 B the first year, 2 the second year, and 3 the third year. Thats going to count against me. Also, my college list is still unfinished, while people around me are getting accepted or scouted/ offered. In fact, one of my friends has been committed to a very good college since the end of sophomore year, yet she still worries more than I do.
I admit, my grades could be because of my ADD, which I didn't actually get diagnosed for until this summer, after going into depression the second semester because I was struggling so much in school. Summer made me feel better and less stressed, but now school has started again and I'm worried I'll fall into that downward spiral again.
I also have very low self confidence, something that developed from multiple different causes that I will not get into at the moment, causing me to constantly doubt myself and any qualifications I may have. At this point, I feel like everybody applying to colleges will be more qualified than I. It doesn't help that most of my closer friends are practically straight A students, very studious, volunteer a bunch, and generally, are smarter than I am. Most kids my age can drive at this point, but I don't even have my permit. I feel embarrassed, but its a little because I'm a little afraid to drive, I feel like I wouldn't be able to handle that kind of responsibility.
All in all, I'm stressed, anxious, and so tired. My new prescribed medication for ADD and depression gives me physical symptoms that make me uncomfortable at times, and I feel like I'm alone. There is so many thoughts jumping around in my head that as much as I try to jot them all down, I forget a lot of them, even the important ones, like dates and appointments. Then I get more stressed because I can't remember what I'm supposed to remember. The ADD meds haven't helped with my focus at all either, so my head is still a mess that gets distracted every 5 seconds. There are also things constantly on my mind that I feel like I can't tell anyone because they'll just dismiss it and judge me. I find it much easier to type this all out for random people to see than to talk to someone in real life. For me, its hard to talk feelings with anyone I know because I fear what they think, and I can't talk to....well, people, personally, because I fear what they have to say or that they might tell others, and I'll be judged as needy, or desperate for attention. Its much easier doing this because I remain anonymous and I can treat it as a sort of journal.