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[samm.]

I need some extreme comforting right now ;-;

I think I have Appendicitis and i'm completely freaking out. It doesn't help that I stupidly went online to read more about it, because now i'm more freaked out than I was before. The thought of surgery scares the living crap out of me, and i'm terrified of needles. The main part about surgery that terrifies me is the thought of them having to stick a tube down my throat to help me breathe. I don't know if they do that for an Appendectomy, but the thought of them doing it literally has me in tears. Also, I have this extremely severe and odd intense fear that i'll slip into a coma and die and/or i'll slip into a coma, and be completely aware of everything around me, and my family will pull the plug not knowing that i'm still alive and aware of whats going on. I know I could just be freaking out over nothing, that it might not even be Appendicitis, but i'm the type of person who looks their symptoms up online and immediately jumps to the worst conclusion..I think there's a word for people like that, but I can't remember what they're called. What i'm experiencing now though is like nothing I've ever experienced before, which is why i'm so worried. I woke up with an extremely sharp pain in the lower right part of my stomach, and that was at around nine or ten last night. Its now almost ten A.M and while the pain isn't as bad as it was, it still hurts. Especially when I laugh, or cough, and even breathing hurts sometimes! I know I should go see the doctor or go to a hospital, but at the same time that i'm worried about it being something serious, i'm also worried that i'm worrying over nothing and they'll look at me like i'm an idiot. I'm not asking for medical advice here or anything like that, i'm simply looking for comfort, perhaps from someone who's been in my situation before?
I'm freaking out majorly right now =/

[anathema]

i hate my spanish teacher.
i hand in all my homework on time and worked so hard on all the projects she assigned to us on the first week of school.
i went online to check my grades for the course - 85, 0, 83.
the projects i'd worked so hard on were simply b minuses, and i got a zero on a homework i handed in.
the troublemakers are doing better than i am.
at this point i want to drop out of spanish and get back into concert band; i miss it that much.

i also almost failed my geometry quiz that i studied extremely hard on - i wasn't even able to finish the quiz in class.

high school is miserable and my mom won't stop yelling at me about it. i'm beyond stressed out and at this point i don't even want to go to school anymore. my grades suck and i've been trying so hard for what, nothing?

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

i hate this..
I'm being ignored like always
I feel so alone
My friends ignore me
People here ignore me
My family does
It wouldn't matter if I became invisible would it?
My friends wouldn't wonder
*sigh* I wish someone could understand

[my sweet piano]

Yay! A new console! I will have SO much fun watching my brothers and dad play it for hours while I only get to play myself for 10 minutes!!!

Edit: my legs itch like crazy

[shin]

So I get a message on Skype about how my art for a contest looked really similar to my friend's (it was that friend who contacted me, btw).
They said someone messaged them about it. They said even my SIGNATURE looked the same. Except my signature looks the same in all my recent stuff? Like I could show you multiple examples from my computer.

Anyway, they seemed kinda upset about it? I didn't really know what to do. So I dropped out of the contest ;n;
I swear I did not try to copy them. If you look at the competition, literally every single art piece so far looks exactly the same, so I don't know why somebody decided to pm them about me..

I tried telling them I didn't realize it looked the same as their art but something tells me they don't believe me.

I've never been in this situation before and I'm shaking and on the urge of crying because I don;t want my friend to hate me ;-;

[the force awakens.]

i hate this..
I'm being ignored like always
I feel so alone
My friends ignore me
People here ignore me
My family does
It wouldn't matter if I became invisible would it?
My friends wouldn't wonder
*sigh* I wish someone could understand

It would matter if you became invisible, as there are people who care about you, no matter what you say and think. I find it important to raise your head up, be positive, and voice your thoughts, no matter what they do!

So I get a message on Skype about how my art for a contest looked really similar to my friend's (it was that friend who contacted me, btw).
They said someone messaged them about it. They said even my SIGNATURE looked the same. Except my signature looks the same in all my recent stuff? Like I could show you multiple examples from my computer.

Anyway, they seemed kinda upset about it? I didn't really know what to do. So I dropped out of the contest ;n;
I swear I did not try to copy them. If you look at the competition, literally every single art piece so far looks exactly the same, so I don't know why somebody decided to pm them about me..

I tried telling them I didn't realize it looked the same as their art but something tells me they don't believe me.

I've never been in this situation before and I'm shaking and on the urge of crying because I don;t want my friend to hate me ;-;

I promise that if you explain it to your friend in a matter that proves the differences, then she would understand. I believe you should have stayed in that contest, or try to rejoin it if possible, and show it's worth!

[Ljubica]

My social anxiety has gotten so much worse recently. I even get nervous talking to my best friends, and I'm thinking about dropping college courses because I just get so freaking scared sitting next to people.

Bullies, how could you do this to me?!

I wasn't like this until the middle of high school. I wont go into detail, but I was bullied pretty harshly. Or perhaps I'm just really weak, who knows? I'm too scared to talk about it to anyone. Before the bullies, I was confident, I was happy (happy enough, at least) and I was alive.

I am still alive, in the sense that I am still breathing in and out. But otherwise...

I just miss who I once was, but perhaps it's too late to reclaim my old self, since I have already been drowned in this endless fear for so long. Now I only feel comfortable talking to people on the internet, but due to a cyber bullying issue, that is already starting to change.

Therapy wont help (since I'm too weak and afraid to speak to a therapist), so maybe, if you don't mind, could someone tell me how to reclaim my life back if it isn't too late?

[❝Agateophobia❞]

Whenever my mom asks me my opinion on a t-shirt for me and I say I don't really like it, she sneers at me! I don't get it, I'm just stating my opinion on something for myself. Sometimes I think she judges too much...

[Montgomery Gator]

Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you, no man ask for
Under pressure that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets

Chippin' around, kick my brains 'round the floor
These are the days - it never rains but it pours
People on streets - people on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming, "Let me out!"
Tomorrow gets me higher, higher, higher...
Pressure on people - people on streets

Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn
Why, why, why?

Love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love, give love?..

'Cause love's such an old-fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure

~ queen (the band)
I just thought this kinda just

[quit...]

Whenever my mom asks me my opinion on a t-shirt for me and I say I don't really like it, she sneers at me! I don't get it, I'm just stating my opinion on something for myself. Sometimes I think she judges too much...

Yup, those are parents. Most teenagers always say [I did cx], "She doesn't understand, she always judges me." People get mad sometimes. That's okay, all you need to do is spend more time with her. Time flies by a little too fast; don't get upset at the little things c;