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[Guest]

Hey guys, I'm having some trouble figuring myself out. I'm really confused right now... Can anyone help me? <3

You are your own person, and it takes time to figure out who you are. It really does. Being yourself is confusing when you don't know who you are in the first place, but you'll get there. Experience is the best teacher, in my opinion at least. Just take your time, you're in no rush. There is no deadline in finding who you are. You'll get there before you know it, so don't worry. I know you will.

Thanks <3 I'm just scared because everyone I know knows who they are and what they want, but I have no idea.

Don't compare yourself to others. I know it's hard in our society, and we often try to copy other people, but do your own thing. You can have your own pace, and you can take as long as you need. It took me a long time to learn that I wanted to be an author, and even longer to actually begin writing. But I got there, and so will you. Just don't try to be like everyone else. Take things slow and you'll succeed.

[0000007]

this is a very stupid problem but idk I need encouragement or something because I honestly feel like this won't work out. maybe? ugh.
okay, so long ago in 2013(?) I completed my cat collection. I had every cat that had been released, all the rares, and was gifted the ur ice. I was super greatful for this, but someone offered a large trade down and I accepted. over time I lost interest and moved my rares into trading folders. I continued collecting cats (literally have thousands) but as I'm going through them, trying to set up the group of all of them, I realize that I'm missing some very important ones. the rares will be hard to get, I know. the list ones.. I haven't had a list pet for years and don't even remember how to trade list pets. now there are two main list cats and its going to be impossible to get them. the common ones I need have super demand and are often hoarded, and the other is just impossible to find. I just.. I don't think it'll be possible. I'm thankful for what I have but I don't know if I can manage to get what I want. its not going to work out.. I shouldn't have traded them away and I feel really bad. it was a long time ago and I don't have the fodder. I mean, who trades list pets for rares anymore? no one. I don't have the money to put into C$ either.
I don't want to put myself down but I might as well give up, right? I mean its not even worth it really ? just cats.. but..
ughvushgsj this is stupid but its really upsetting me


oh my gosh my mom is thinking about moving again and having our grandparents live with us
I.. ggghh :^) ah

[hellebore]

This is reason number two that I don't work with others with schoolwork. They shouldn't suffer from my depression- my utter lack of motivation, my tendency to sleep my life away.
This is reason number one that I don't give myself goals. I achieve them with a determination that says, 'if you don't reach this goal, if you waver, you are nothing' and nothing can convince me otherwise. This thought is what pushes me so strongly with a will that cannot be stopped, not even by depression- until bad depression hits. There's a difference. Then, I waver, I fail, and I become more depressed about it, so I don't try for my goal, but not trying for my goal makes me more depressed. It's a vicious cycle.
Oh, and no one can convince me otherwise on that frustrating thought about my goals.

I don't have motivation. I'll never get a job. I should have gotten my permit at least six months ago, but I started Drivers Ed and stopped at the start. I barely get by with schoolwork meant to be done at home. It's a mystery to me how I've managed in Honors English classes the past years and continued signing up for them despite the struggle. I won't clean my room. I won't continue wip drawings. I won't contribute to RP I suggested. There's only one friend I care to message. I don't even want to watch movies or read books. I spend all my spare time not doing the things I want to/ should do.
Why all of this?
Because I'd rather sleep and stare at my ceiling as I listen to music and nothing more.

I still write, but not the way I should (which is daily). I write probably once every three to four days, which is detrimental as someone who wants to complete a rather long story. There was a time where I whisked words down every day without hesitation... But then I became very depressed again. Thank you, public schooling. Thank you, lonely classes without friends.

On meds for depression, recently upped. Have a therapist. Also have hormonal problems that doctors are still trying to help with, because so far nothing has worked. Due to this, I may be pmsing or I may not. If I am, then I have been for the past two weeks when it usually lasts four days, so idk.

Someone angrily tell me to get writing. I'm not kidding. Get really angry and use a crazy insult xD It will help tons

[Khrusolophos]

My sister's boyfriend is giving me weird vibes.
Like sometimes I'm like "oh he's a nice guy, he's chill" and then other times I'm like "woah okay no I don't like you" for tons of different reasons.
Oh yeah, you're a nice guy, you carried me to the boat when I hurt my ankle.
Oh my god, put a freaking shirt on. I know the only ones home are myself, you, and my sister, but good god please. I'll admit you're very good looking but seriously. Have some decency around your girlfriend's little sister.
Wow, you're awesome, thanks for taking me along to the beach with everyone else!
Oh my god no I know you totally didn't mean to do that but don't be all lingering when you tap me on the leg or something to get my attention. Stahp. I hate peeps I'm not completely comfortable with touching me whatsoever.

[apollo.]

I've been trying to sleep for the last 2 hours now and I just can't. Tomorows my first day of school and I'm going to have to go there with red eyes and be tired and yawning all day. Ugh, that thought has me so worked up I feel like I can't sleep now. I'm nervous about having to see people every single day, having to wake up way too early, about my work. I could barely handle it last year what am I supposed to do when the work gets harder? I just got my hair cut short, what if people make fun of me? I'm not going to have any freedom now. My life will revolve around school which is really sad because I got used to watching tv, learning more French at my own pace, baking, and now I won't feel like it after school all day. Plus my sleeping schedule is so messed up ill barely ever get any sleep. I got used to never seeing anyone and I guarantee my social skills are even worse than they were last year which is a miracle because I've made one friend in the last 4 years, not even one of those good acquaintances type friends.
Anyway I'm sorry about this rant I'm just really tired and upset

[Chemicello]

If anyone would like, pm me, and I will answer quickly, I would love to help, but I can't follow the thread at the moment. Love you all, I am here for you xx

[compass;]

Same goes for me. There has been a lot of posts on here, and it's hard to reply without missing someone who then might be feeling left out so, if anyone needs some advice or a rant, pm me I am always open. I might not be a pro hugger but I will try my hardest. <3

[compass;]

So... I came across a song that looked interesting to me, and I decided to check it out.

I can't go into detail about the themes of the song or anything, since it's... not a CS-safe song, but... Essentially, it was made to shame people like myself.
And now I'm just... hah, really upset... Am I an awful person? I feel like I must be now...

-nava

This doesn't make you an awful person at all. It doesn't matter who you are, as long as you're happy with yourself it doesn't matter what other people think. The song was about another persons opinion, not yours. Don't let it get you down, and always be happy with who you are and don't let anything make you think differently to what you believe. You are your own person and no on can change that. You're amazing, smart and a great person, never think otherwise. <3

[Chemicello]

So... I came across a song that looked interesting to me, and I decided to check it out.

I can't go into detail about the themes of the song or anything, since it's... not a CS-safe song, but... Essentially, it was made to shame people like myself.
And now I'm just... hah, really upset... Am I an awful person? I feel like I must be now...

-nava

Pmed

My sister's boyfriend is giving me weird vibes.
Like sometimes I'm like "oh he's a nice guy, he's chill" and then other times I'm like "woah okay no I don't like you" for tons of different reasons.
Oh yeah, you're a nice guy, you carried me to the boat when I hurt my ankle.
Oh my god, put a freaking shirt on. I know the only ones home are myself, you, and my sister, but good god please. I'll admit you're very good looking but seriously. Have some decency around your girlfriend's little sister.
Wow, you're awesome, thanks for taking me along to the beach with everyone else!
Oh my god no I know you totally didn't mean to do that but don't be all lingering when you tap me on the leg or something to get my attention. Stahp. I hate peeps I'm not completely comfortable with touching me whatsoever.

Don't be afraid to talk to either him or your sister about it. If he is making you uncomfortable, they need to know. You need to make him aware that you are not okay with it, or he probably won't be aware of it. Try not to over think it, he might not be doing it on purpose, he has a girlfriend, so he probably isn't you know... Also, he might just want you to feel comfortable with him, but as he doesn't understand you properly, he isn't going about it in the right way. Don't be afraid to tell them, that is the only way you can sort it out, but don't worry, it is most likely nothing xx

School is starting tomorrow and I just....
I can't.
I can't go through this all again.
I can't handle another year like last year.
I can't handle being in a class of new people.
I can't handle trying to impress everyone.
I can't handle the stress and work.
I would honestly rather die than talk to new people and have to fake myself to make sire they don't hate me, but I have to.
I just want to die.
I can't do this.
I was promised I could be homeschooled this year because last year was miserable, but now I'm being forced because apparently that promise meant nothing.
Just kill me, please.
I want to die so much.
I'm not going to be able to survive this.

I understand how you feel, but honestly, try not to over think it, take each day as it comes and don't worry about what other people think. Yes, its a constant struggle, and you are always going to try to please other people, but don't let it bother you, you are beautiful the way you are darling, believe that. School is a stressful time I know but pit on a brave face and do your very best because that is all anyone can ask of you, and you will succeed, I believe in you, so believe in yourself. I'm sorry you had a promise broken, that's hard, but maybe it won't be as bad as you think? Think positively. It's always hard being in classes of new people, but you don't have to talk to them all straight away, get used to them first, and then maybe talk to a few, and honestly, you will be fine xx

[Montgomery Gator]

Im sorry school is hard right now guys :-; i went through the same thing