|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[Rockito]

Thanks mom. Now you're calling me names, making fun of me because I try so hard to get rid of something serious. Now you're making me feel like a complete failure, thanks.

[ProudHufflepuff]

I don't know what's wrong with me >.<

Towards the end of the last school year, all of my friends became really rude to me in a bunch of different ways. It has gotten to the point i dont want to go to school at all. the only thing that kept me going without totally breaking down was that summer was almost here. I turned to the Internet, because even though I have a bf, he lives so far away and can't always talk. But, now....all of my Internet friends have stopped talking to me. My best friend has replaced me.

My bf surprised me and came to visit Monday and that was the happiest I've been in a while. Buut then I got upset again and he skyped with me the night before last night and I was happy again....until I woke up. I'm just so lonely and I'm scared to lose him and I was over thinking things all day and I was having all these bad thoughts for no reason, like he's not answering cause he's with another girl. He wants to tell me something, he's not into me anymore. I don't know why I was thinking all these things, I trust him with my life, I know he wouldn't do anything like that....i don't know. I was upset all day. And then we got on Skype again last night cause he knew I was upset and it made everything so much better...but, now I'm starting to feel lonely again...I don't want another day like that. I just miss him so much...if he was here all the time I'd be so much happier...I just don't know what to do.

I'm scared to go back to school....there's no one else I fit in with...and I'm really shy anyway so it's hard for me to make friends like that...ugh idk ;-;

Please...I need advice

[saturday.]

it sucks seeing really close friendships & relationships now because everyone has that one special person in their lives to help them through everything and stick around forever but im literally no one's best friend or anything anymore. im just that person that's just... there. im nothing special, people might think i'm great but they all have that one person that's much better and it really just sucks. i wish i was special to someone and i wish i had someone to be special to me. but everyone already has that with someone else and im just stuck here all by myself and i honestly cant handle anything on my own anymore

[Zeee]

i'm so... upset. it's been a while since this has happened, but it's still affecting me. see, i used to be friends with this guy. he was such a good friend to me, he was so sweet, and he liked me for two years. he made me feel special and perfect and everything but i couldn't be with him because i didn't like him that way. but anyways, so... about a month and a half before school ended, he just up and stopped talking to me. we fought a lot, over stupidest things, but we always made up and we always both agreed we were being stupid about it. when he randomly stopped talking to me, i felt so terrible. i didn't know what i did to him, but i was so broken up about it because he was one person i was close with and i could tell him anything and everything. i can't get him to talk to me to this day and i don't know why... but i miss having him there.

i'm so tired of feeling alone. i've lost so many friends and currently, i only have one friend, but we're falling apart. we don't hang out much, we don't talk as much... and i just feel like crying until i can't anymore, because she was my best friend of six years and she's moved on with new friends that are better than me and i haven't made any new friends.

i'm going through a phase where the littlest things upset me. nothing even sad. the other day i cried when the bass dropped in a dubstep song, but when i think about something sad or listen to or watch something sad i don't cry. i'm emotionless when anything sad happens now, but something that i should be laughing at can make me cry.

i hate this.

[Rune.]

If I left today would they even remember my name...?
I'm tired of all this, this endless facade I'm running I just want to tell someone everything that's going on in my life and to finally let it all out without someone blaming it on me being a teenager, My only reason for being is being to subjected to that and I can't stop it

[soreii]

wow i'm such a jealous idiot
why does no one like to talk to me
why do i feel like people think i don't exist
obviously no one cares about me anymore and all my friends are becoming so distant

what is wrong with me why doesn't anyone think i'm actually a cool person
what do i have to do to get people to think so

[Country.]

I don't know what's wrong with me >.<

Towards the end of the last school year, all of my friends became really rude to me in a bunch of different ways. It has gotten to the point i dont want to go to school at all. the only thing that kept me going without totally breaking down was that summer was almost here. I turned to the Internet, because even though I have a bf, he lives so far away and can't always talk. But, now....all of my Internet friends have stopped talking to me. My best friend has replaced me.

My bf surprised me and came to visit Monday and that was the happiest I've been in a while. Buut then I got upset again and he skyped with me the night before last night and I was happy again....until I woke up. I'm just so lonely and I'm scared to lose him and I was over thinking things all day and I was having all these bad thoughts for no reason, like he's not answering cause he's with another girl. He wants to tell me something, he's not into me anymore. I don't know why I was thinking all these things, I trust him with my life, I know he wouldn't do anything like that....i don't know. I was upset all day. And then we got on Skype again last night cause he knew I was upset and it made everything so much better...but, now I'm starting to feel lonely again...I don't want another day like that. I just miss him so much...if he was here all the time I'd be so much happier...I just don't know what to do.

I'm scared to go back to school....there's no one else I fit in with...and I'm really shy anyway so it's hard for me to make friends like that...ugh idk ;-;

Please...I need advice

Hey there, sorry you're having a hard time right now. I used to have this issue where my friends were replacing me or stopped talking to me. My advice is to fill your life with positivity! Dont focus on the negative stuff. Join a club or sport at school, thats how I met a lot of my friends, its easier to meet people and make friends if you have similar interests. I also met a lot of new people through 4h, and ffa. I have turned my life around.. I used to be really, really shy. I also HATED running. I am now more outgoing than I used to be, and I love running. I used to be depressed all of the time, and had anxiety attacks quite often, but I just got rid of the negative parts. Aka old 'friends'. I rarely get depressed and I am pretty happy, and I love chatting with other people. I really hope things better for you. I hope I helped you in some shape or form. Good Luck! Pm me if you need anything else. ^^ I'll be here.
-Country.

[Country.]

it sucks seeing really close friendships & relationships now because everyone has that one special person in their lives to help them through everything and stick around forever but im literally no one's best friend or anything anymore. im just that person that's just... there. im nothing special, people might think i'm great but they all have that one person that's much better and it really just sucks. i wish i was special to someone and i wish i had someone to be special to me. but everyone already has that with someone else and im just stuck here all by myself and i honestly cant handle anything on my own anymore

I know how you feel. I've been there. But, I like to be independent sometimes...You don't have to worry about helping someone or making sure you wont hurt their feelings. I admit its nice to have someone to depend on.. But everyone is special! Just keep being positive and keep looking for that person, because the moment you stop could be the moment where you miss them. There's someone out there!
Hope I helped you a bit. c:
If you need anything else, just pm me.
-Country.

[Rockito]

Thanks mom. Now you're calling me names, making fun of me because I try so hard to get rid of something serious. Now you're making me feel like a complete failure, thanks.

[Country.]

Thanks mom. Now you're calling me names, making fun of me because I try so hard to get rid of something serious. Now you're making me feel like a complete failure, thanks.

So sorry about that! Maybe you're mom had a rough day? If not, I'd talk to a friend or relative, or even a CS member. Sometimes parents can be that way.. Find someone who will listen to you and won't judge you. Maybe even tell her how you feel? Maybe you and your mom can create a better relationship, by talking, or even through counseling. Hopefully things can work out for you..
If you need anything else, you can always PM me.
-Country.

(Sorry for the triple post. I'm on a tablet right now)