- ██★██ Haaah I'm now 99.9% sure I have severe social anxiety.
Kill me please.
Rockito wrote:Thanks mom. Now you're calling me names, making fun of me because I try so hard to get rid of something serious. Now you're making me feel like a complete failure, thanks.
Rune. wrote:Why can't I change who I am
1AM In the morning and I've got another insufferable day ahead of me the snide remarks behind my back the pain of being lonely I only have one friend but I feel them slowly but surely slipping she's a year older than me she'll be leaving the school soon and I'm off to being shunned I hate having to be the only person in my class to always do the group project on their own the people who promised to protect me are now the ones with knive like words thrusting into my back
I don't know what to feel anymore I don't feel... And that's the scary thing have I no safe haven? I once though CS could be it but apparently I'm nothing but a fool here to
ProudHufflepuff wrote:I don't know what's wrong with me >.<
Towards the end of the last school year, all of my friends became really rude to me in a bunch of different ways. It has gotten to the point i dont want to go to school at all. the only thing that kept me going without totally breaking down was that summer was almost here. I turned to the Internet, because even though I have a bf, he lives so far away and can't always talk. But, now....all of my Internet friends have stopped talking to me. My best friend has replaced me.
My bf surprised me and came to visit Monday and that was the happiest I've been in a while. Buut then I got upset again and he skyped with me the night before last night and I was happy again....until I woke up. I'm just so lonely and I'm scared to lose him and I was over thinking things all day and I was having all these bad thoughts for no reason, like he's not answering cause he's with another girl. He wants to tell me something, he's not into me anymore. I don't know why I was thinking all these things, I trust him with my life, I know he wouldn't do anything like that....i don't know. I was upset all day. And then we got on Skype again last night cause he knew I was upset and it made everything so much better...but, now I'm starting to feel lonely again...I don't want another day like that. I just miss him so much...if he was here all the time I'd be so much happier...I just don't know what to do.
I'm scared to go back to school....there's no one else I fit in with...and I'm really shy anyway so it's hard for me to make friends like that...ugh idk ;-;
Blub Blub wrote:To everyone on the thread who hasn't had a hug yet,
*hugs* c:
Life gets better, I promise. Just hang on in there! c: Listen to this song if you like, it helps me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9vF6K5yUQc <333
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