Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[poppins]

dear r,
why are you doing this? why did you leave all of your loyal friends other friends, myself included, to be with that other
group who i warned you is bad news. i know youre having the time of your life with them now, but give it time, and theyll
kick you out and make you seem like a fool even though you did nothing wrong, just as they did to me and countless others.
trust me when i tell you that theyre not as kind as they appear. i know youre an amazing person at heart, and i dont want
you corrupted just like they corrupted a and d.

[lisica,]

a

i miss you, ash
on rare occasion i would go as far to say i love you
but i don't think that's true
i loved you
you tried to burn our bridges
but i just put out the flames
i knew you wouldn't want to talk to me
but i never thought you'd leave for good
where have you gone, a?
are you okay?
are you happy?
have things improved?
...how's blue?
you left me with so many questions a, would it be wrong for me to be angry at you?
it's been a year and a half.
please find me
like you did last time.

'h' x

[chon]

dear v,
aye bb it's been a while since i wrote to you on here. idk when you'll see this but hi! i miss you lots. we don't talk everyday which sucks but i know it's because of school. i just wanna say that i appreciate you so much. like a lot of lots. you're always there for me when nobody else is irl. you know you're like my number one best friend and favorite person on the planet. anywho i hope you're well, ily lots!! c:

[marina.]

dear I,
I actually like you a lot and I wanna be more than friends. you're so cool and nice-- I'm just scared to tell you that I kinda have feelings for you. ive felt this way since we met

[regular;]

dear r,
we're stuck in the same class.
i want to hate that so much.
but i really, really don't.
:c

dear j,
omgmg you're so beautiful. even though you're a guy.
you're like, such a beautiful human. you're probably like
2 years older than me, but i couldn't help but notice you
staring? maybe it's cause i was being weird, or maybe
cause you notice how much i stare at you. or maybe, by
the slightest, 0.1% chance, you might be interested? idk,
but when we made eye contact i almost lost my cool.
chances are you're taken, i mean what girl wouldn't want
you, but chances are you aren't. then again, what chance
do i have?? i hope one day i gather the courage to talk to
you, or that you take time to come talk to me. i didn't
think i liked you, but man, how can someone not.

dear h,
kinda sick and tired of you.
a lot of people are actually.
i love you... but sometimes
you're extremely challenging
to be around.

[St. Seraphimz]

Hey...'J'
listen...I know we had a rough end last time... I ended up not wanting to love anyone for while, and when I did, I still felt....empty... I couldn't find anyone that filled that gap my in my heart... that gap that took over, the gap that took up 90% of my heart...it was hard... I couldn't look at you, without needing to leave, and stop myself from breaking down...I miss you... I heard recently that it's been rough to you as well, and I just... I want to help you so much, but I don't know if you would let me... I know it wasn't your fault, it was never your fault, I knew, a greater force did that, and I could have guessed it was him. J, I just really miss and want to feel you in my arms, I want to love you again. No words can tell you how much I need you back in my life. J, I don't know how much longer I can go.. You can be my friend, you can pretend that we don't know each other, my lover. Heck, we even can be enemies....I just want to hear those four....little....words...
"I need you back...." I don't care how you mean it! I need you back just in my life, I want to see you smile, hear your laugh. I want to see those bright, and handsome eyes of yours...just one...last..time...please...
With my heart on this page...
"E"

[vampz]

dear _,
i miss you, i really do. i want to give you time and all.
i'm just afraid of you finding yourself happier with one of them
because maybe i can't do anything anymore, i don't know what
qualities you ever saw in me or made.. you feel better about you
or maybe that was a lie too
i'm sorry

i'm sorry i was never "me" in front of you until the end, until our
conversations we had where you honestly made me smile like
other people couldn't
i loved that and you because i thought i meant something for
once, and i know i can't fix everything, but now it hurts not
being able to help you or make you feel better
i'm aware i can't help you entirely
all i want to hear is that i still mean something, even if it's
little from you. but i don't want to say this because it can
risk a lot
i know you're going through stress, and i am too. we're alike,
but our only difference is that you seek alone time while i
want comfort from you. i'm sorry i can't say any of this to
you. part of me wants you to know how much you mean to
me, that maybe saying something like that would change
your mind in a good way about your feelings towards me,
if those are even left
but the other half says it's going to risk everything and
you're going to leave me again. you're always so kind and
you don't like hurting feelings, which i admire so so much,
and i want you to be honest. but i want to be honest too.
you don't have to be there for me 24/7. just one friendly
message from you would make my day, you've made up for
all the depressing afternoons i've gone through in the past
with just one little text.
so you don't have to come back completely, 'cause, i know
we're taking some time apart... but until i get there, until
i come to your school, just a little encouragement would
help me so much.
all in all, would telling you what a difference you make and
how much i love you still change things for the better? or
would you want to separate again?
i'd be stronger than anything for you. but you don't know that.
i'm sorry i can't say any of this to you. i want to. but i'm a
coward- it's me, not you. believe me. if you don't want to be
with me in fear of hurting me, you're entirely wrong...
i want to tell you everything.
i wanna say how much i love you.
i wanna hear you say you love me again.
and please be the busy bee that you are, focus on your work
and activities that are important. i don't need much from
you at all, but until i get there- i'm determined to do it-
i just want a little comfort.
that's all i ask. please pull through. i love you, and i'm sorry
i can't tell you still...

love, f

[popping star]

Dear SELF,

Look at what you've done! Don't speak how you feel, honestly. No one likes it when you do that. Act how they want, or else you'll just have to follow what your first ex said. You don't want her to be right, after all. You don't want what she said to come true, haha. That'd be your worst nightmare, and you don't want to lose what you have left after what she's done.

[wonpil]

dear t
that was dumb and wasn't worth it lol

[nyctophilia]

To sweet, beautiful Aaron:
I love you. I really, really love you.