Crushes, Boyfriends and Girlfriends | V3

[admires last delight]

April 23 2012

In 1st Period today; it was awkward, seriously awkward. I’ll tell you what exactly happened. I swear I almost hyperventaliated in the hallway.
Anyways, back on topic, here’s how it goes; (we were in the hallway with the iPad’s by the way)The order was L, H, then A right beside her. (L & H are my friends –who are girls- and A is my crush, dude, guy, whatever.)
L & H: 'Come and sit over here!'
A: Put’s stupid grin of approval on his face and mouths ‘come over here.’
Me: Fine, okay. Scoots across hall.
I end up sitting smushed up against him with our back to the locker shoulder-to-shoulder. –facepalm- This is so awkward, he hasn’t spoken to me scince like, March.xD This is going to sound so corny, but having him there right next to me felt so nice, (actually having him literally by my side.) I guess I haven't really realized how much I've missed having him there.
A couple times we made small talk. Nothing much else.
But, I is so sad, (you’d understand if you’ve seen his FB status updates.) Here’s one from the other day;
“When I c u I run out of words”
The reason it hurts is because we used to talk so much. We admitted that we liked each other, but then all of a sudden we stopped talking (?). & I know he’s not talking about me, (which sound like I’m jealous, I admit) but I just miss him so much.;(

I feel so stingy but I have to say I really want him back.

[luxuriantluke]

Okay, i recently got over my ultimate crush i've like for about a year. He never liked me, but now i like one of his best friends who i admitted to myself that i HATED! How the heck do i like him now?? Whats going on?! I'm really confused and scared... Dx

[slccat]

So I have some crazy health problem right? I fall over at random times and I start cryign and hyperventalating and screaming and thrashing and stuff like that. So its not that bad ok? Well, I finally desided to tell my half way, kinda, sorta, almost, half, boyfriend about it. Now he is beyond stressed and worried that the next time he getts a cal from me I will be in the hostpital again, or in another ambulance for it or something... I dont want him stressing because im not stressed about it. Even if it is serious, I dont mind and I dont want him scared... How on earth can I calm him down and re-assure him that im ok?

[paradox.]

What should I do because Ryan pays so much attention to me outside of school but then in school with classes and everything we don't really talk much and we have our own groups in school x.X Although I occasionally talk to his group since I am so welcomed there >.<

[WalkerNom]

@.::Muffins::. - Don't worry Muffins, it happened to me a lot back at my old school. I ended up liking the most annoying boys out there and I told myself I hated them too! But, I moved on and now I know that it wasn't meant to be because now I have the most amazing boyfriend anyone could ask for. My point being, don't rush into anything. Obviously, you had a crush on some guy for a few years?? You have no problems waiting. Love is very confusing and not even the most advanced professors can even begin to explain it. So, what ya gotta do is just stick it out. Love has a funny way of working everything out almost on it's own.

That being said, I must express my over whelming joy right now! :3
So, me and B were texting and...well, you'll see why I'm so happy... XD
Here is some of our conversation:

"Lol it's soo cold here..."
"Lol *hugs* I'm cold too...lol"
"hugs mwahh"
"Mwahh I wish it were a real hug and kiss haha"
"Lol I wish too...lol I will wait for you to kiss haha"
"Haha then I hope I'm a good kisser lmao"

Skipping some here! XD Just more about kissing haha!

"Haha well then I'm your girl XD"
"Yess!! And I always want you to be my girl "
":) And I always will be"
"Lol you sure?"
"Lol why wouldn't I be?"
"Lol idk Haha what if you change your mind in the future?"
"Haha you'd have to give me a reason to...and right now I don't see any"
"Lol ok haha Love you "
"I love you more "
"Lol not more than I love you lmao"

Gonna skip some here too!

"Lol I can't stop smiling XD"
"Haha why is that? Lmao :p
"Haha oh, just because of this amazing guy I've been texting :b"
"Lol amazing weird guy? Lol"
"No, I don't think he's weird"

Ok, well, that's all I'm gonna share...mostly because the rest is too long for me to type. XD I'm being lazy...
I guess it's not that special to you guys...but it just made me smile...and I'm still smiling. :3
Sorry to make you guys suffer through my long post about nothing. XD

[Kecko]

My crush, family member, and I all were outside playing. My family member went to go hide in my backyard and I started to follow when my crush called me over (I should say I've been letting myself day dream a bit and one thing I was day dreaming about was him asking me out away from my everyone, and thats why I was freaking out a little) but that wasn't why he called me over, he just wanted to ask me to do something during the game, to let them know the game had started. but he did wink at me and tackle me, it was a really fun night

Edit: I didn't get to ask him his opinion on the problem, hopefully tomorrow!

[c h r i s t m a s]

Z has been really nice. Like wierd nice
One day he told me I was funny and he blushed and smiled
Then he told me I was like his best friend
Then today he gave me a lolipop.
It sounds stupid but I thought it was sweet.
<3
He likes someone and wont tell anyone

Ok so today he admitted he was going to ask someone to the dance.
So we talked alot today and we planned on maybe going to a lazer tag place and yell at random people { xD yes I know strange}
So we were talking and then he went to play basketball and a ball rolled over to me and my friend dared me to throw the ball at his head. I did and he would usally yell at me and stuff but it hit his head and he laughed saying I had good aim. C:
Then whenever I look at him he is looking at me and he smiles and waves.
Its so cute! C:

Does anyone think he likes me?

[slccat]

{{Will someone help me? I have posted here a few times and have been waiting for a few days and no one will help.... }}

[c h r i s t m a s]

So I have some crazy health problem right? I fall over at random times and I start cryign and hyperventalating and screaming and thrashing and stuff like that. So its not that bad ok? Well, I finally desided to tell my half way, kinda, sorta, almost, half, boyfriend about it. Now he is beyond stressed and worried that the next time he getts a cal from me I will be in the hostpital again, or in another ambulance for it or something... I dont want him stressing because im not stressed about it. Even if it is serious, I dont mind and I dont want him scared... How on earth can I calm him down and re-assure him that im ok?

Just tell him that your ok and that you will see him soon
That may help but thats though

[slccat]

{{Thank you!!!