TheComfortCorner | V.10

[aberrant.]

having such an impossible time finding a new job and it's so hard not to be too hard on myself about it. i gave applied to well over 250 places and have heard back from practically none of them. i have too much time on my hands now and it gives me way too much time to think ..... the fact that i tend to get burnt out at every job rather quickly is always lingering in the back of my mind as well. so even if i do manage to secure one, it's only a matter of time before that happens. it doesn't help that i don't really have any IRL friends to go to so everything is just feeling extra lonely and miserable lately :,)

this is too real, i've been unemployed since june, and have been applying to jobs nonstop since, and i've only had 2 interviews... luckily, i have had enough money saved up to cover bills for up to a few more months, but it rlly sucks to just blow through my life's savings... also trying not to be too hard on myself bc ik how hard i've been working on applying to places (tailoring my resume to match each specific job, writing cover letters, providing references, following up once or twice for each job, etc etc) but man it is discouraging lol

[splity]

I lost my bestfriend of years. I'm in such utter shock. I'm going mute irl istg. So close to just. I don't know. Lost a good friend last year over something I should just get over. It's happened too many times for me to be mad anymore. I'm sitting here sobbing and breathing heavily. I feel pathetic and everyone has been telling me it was my fault. I'm just tired of people treating me like trash. I want to find new people but no one here is. Good. I guess. I don't know. I want more online friends but idk how to make ANY. I feel so stupid omg. I'm so very close to giving up. My friends don't feel like friends anymore. I think they think im annoying. So yeah, mouth shut, no talking tomorrow. Or maybe I just won't go. Or maybe something else. Idk. I'm pathetic.

[demodog]

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[flooxii]

I hate how I get angry over the stupidest little things. oh, I bumped into a desk. time to yell at it.
there was a vole in the school yard today and some dumbass thought it'd be funny to try to "step on it".
got so angry and yelled twice.
that was.. great.
oh how funny of you. you're trying to kill a harmless, frightened animal trying to survive. hahaha. so funny. like seriously?
personally I think that was reasonable of me that time.
but the other times just suck.

[dakotapaws]

this is stupid!

ive been here since 9a i just want ro go home but this dryer sucks so bad im exhausted and miserable

[basil!]

i don't actually want to be alone, i just don't want anyone to see me like this.
i'm so scared.

[bluebudgie]

I wish I could enjoy life for once. Everything just stresses me out. Few things make me happy anymore. I wish I wasn't so lonely too. I don't know how to form meaningful relationships and seeing people laugh and have fun together is so painful. It sucks knowing I'll never find a community like that.

[arabella !!]

wowowowow gotta luv a tummy ache tht makes me feel like death!!!!!

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[LittleMaple]

I almost forgot about that. Almost. I dont know how to feel. Mostly surprised. And sad. And a headache owie. On the bright side I might be able to play wolf quest again.... used to play on mobile but I'm trying on windows to see what will happen!