by Christy Black » Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:21 am
I'm sorry that I am not what you were hoping for when you married me. That I was angry coming to terms with this. I have changed to adjust to your demands, but I do have to remain true to my born nature. You make me feel that it is all my fault, and I do realize what my actions do reflect our interactions. I'm sorry, but I can't be the one who always leads, says sorry and bows to you. Respect is earned, and I'm sorry to say, I have lost my respect for you. I am here, I'm sorry, but your lies do not blind me any longer, I see. My children seek my advice, they seek my company, you are alone by your choice. I'm sorry you feel you have to "hide" from me. But, I have exposed myself to many times and been rejected for it, that it hurts to much to open again - I'm sorry to say - it is your time. I'm sorry I married you.