TheComfortCorner | V.9

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[Osborn]

my life is a joke why do i try anymore

i'm crying hysterically i'm so pathetic

i push evryone away and it makes things worse

i can't do anything right

i don't matter

[mean&gay]

whyyyyyyyyyy can't i just SLEEP???????????? i KNOW i feel awful when i don't get enough and i STILL stare at my computer until 1am, even when there's no noises to upset me. granted, there are noises tonight, but i'm still sat here writing this crap rather than even trying to sleep. what's wrong with me. why can't i just sleep.

[breezey]

my birthday is very very soon but i can't help but feel like my friends don't really care and are only coming over to my place to celebrate because of the fact that i ordered some of my favourite cupcakes for myself and mentioned to them ( i was getting them for my birthday and suddenly they wanted to come over and celebrate ? ) later they were even joking and saying they were only coming for the cupcakes and idk it just made me feel really terrible ... just been feeling like a horrible person lately . i'm also like three assignments behind LOL

[honeycat;]

recently been struggling really hard with my past. its still hard to believe my husband and i have made 6 angles but we had to say goodbye before we could say hello. i miss knowing they were here and i was carrying a life. this stress and sadness has been the worst i've felt in awhile.

[chromatica]

one of my best friends just moved away without telling me. i have not been doing well mentally and this was the last thing i needed. i don't even know what to say or do.

[antarct1ca]

i just dont feel like im good enough for anything, ever. i have an amazing boyfriend of 7 years who i feel i let down on the daily. I feel inadequate and i feel i lack belonging at work. i know the rules of this thread mention food self harm but i am in treatment so i hope it is ok. what really weighs me down is i have been struggling with an eating disorder for years now but the treatment plans only ever seem to send me directly off the rails due to my other comorbid conditions that appear to get ignored when my eating habits go into the spotlight. my last inpatient stay i was taken off of all of the medication that help me because the doctors believed it was fueling my condition. then, i was discharged early for being unruly and uncooperative. do you see the dilemma or am i just a selfish, broken twat?

[scxr]

post-covid is seriously messing me up; i’m doing worse than when i actually had it. intermittent fever that happens every single day that i can’t control, fatigue, brain fog, dry and flaky skin, poor relationship with food. i feel absolutely awful. i don’t know what to do.

[not clickbait]

I don't know what to do. I have a friend who mutually agrees with me that we dislike a person that we both know, however... he isn't afraid to show it. I'm all for treating everyone with respect no matter my opinion of them, but my friend doesn't seem to think the same. it's not like I pretend to be friends with the person we dislike, it's just that I don't believe I should be mean just because I dislike them.

my friend doesn't seem to agree, and will go out of his way to attack or put down this person in broad daylight. I've never seen someone be this socially cruel to someone in a long time and it frightens me because this is a friend I really care about and would never see them doing something this mean to another person. they're really close to my heart, and it absolutely breaks it whenever I see him treating this person like garbage. for example he'll harass him/start a fight with the person if they come across a comment section of something they've posted on, or talk down on them because my friend is higher in the field of work that he does in a whole groupchat filled with our friends. the disliked person has done some things, yes, and I don't condone them, but still!! I don't feel like it's right to humiliate this person in front of other people!!

what's also really frightening is that whenever I've tried to intervene, my friend has gotten really upset with me too and I find that I'm always scrambling to make amends to make myself feel better because I'm afraid of going through another friendship breakup and being alone when that's really not something my mental health can handle right now. I know in my heart it's not okay to look the other way when this is happening, and if this is a highly toxic trait then it's especially not okay, but every time I've tried to get my friend to stop he's refused to take any blame or gotten upset with me. I feel really bad for the person he's been doing this to despite my mixed feelings about them.

I hate spreading gossip or anything close to it so I haven't shared my feelings with anyone and I really love this friend of mine but coming up with my next set of classes we ended up with the EXACT same timetable which I should be rejoicing about but... being with this person all day knowing they could stand to be that cruel to anybody they want is uncomfortable. but am I a bad friend for thinking that? my record's not clean either. and if I decided to break things off it would just be so much more awkward because we take really similar classes and we're in the same group for the class rotation separated from the rest of our friend group and.. I'd be alone. and uncomfortable. I don't know what else to do but pray my friend sees how much they've hurt this person and feels remorse for it, not only for himself and the person, but for me, too.

[lisica,]

bad health reeeally stressing me out
the doctors dunno whats wrong w me and nothing they prescribe or suggest helps at all
i dont even know if im gonna pass my course cause ive missed out on so much college
also left my job cause ive been taking so many days off and the times that i did go in where just hellish
it's been Months and idk what to do at this point