Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[the batter]

Dear crush,
I wish you knew what I had to tell you. I don't know how you don't suspect my feelings toward you. I wish I could tell you, but I can't. I will, eventually. But I may have lost you by then.

sincerely,
Hope.

[bubbly.]

Dear L____,

People have been saying that you have a crush on me, and i'm starting to believe them. Like, you offer to do everything for me, you show me the way to my classes when I already know. You talk to me every chance you get, and i'm getting scared. I don't like you in that way, not at all. In fact, I didn't even know we were proper friends unless we had small conversations about Minecraft. I'm literally rehearsing how to say no if you ask me out. I can picture myself running away - and us never speaking again.

from a girl who is confused

[Impish Twink]

Dear anyone who will listen,

I have problems, and I know that no one can help me. No one will help me, in the way that I need. I have been through many counselors. Nobody could help me. One of the biggest problems I have is that I don't know how you can help. I don't know how anyone can help me. I'm a shy, sensitive person that shuts down at certain topics. I would love to have someone finally figure out what's wrong with me. I have no disabilities like I'm not paralyzed, I don't have any broken bones, I just have something wrong with me. I have a lot of pain. It's not physical pain, it's sort of mental pain... but I can't feel it. I just know it's there. Everything I see causes that pain. Some things more than others, but it all causes great mental-ish pain. I am literally pouring my heart out to those who will listen. I feel as though I am cursed. Even my friends hurt me. They don't even need to touch me, or say anything, it's just by looking at them that gives me pain. Every word of this is true. It hurts me so badly to even type this let alone say it. I can't even explain it to my teachers at school. Or my many counselors that I've had over the years. I don't know what started me to have this pain, I mean, it might've been those two boys that bullied me every recess at kindergarten. I seriously don't know. I just hope I can be helped.

Sincerely,
SpiritFighter

[Naeekohaja]

Dear you,

Have you ever had that awkward moment when you know that your best friend of the opposite gender likes you?

Furthermore, have you ever had that awkward moment when that best friend likes you, but you don't feel the same?

Well, that's my dilemma. He's my best friend. We talk to each other every day. We have a plethora of inside jokes that not a lot of friends have. Everyone thinks that me and him should be together, and they let that be known pretty much daily. They say we would be a cute couple and get married and be together forever.

What a lot of them don't realize is that I don't want that kind of relationship with him. He's like a brother to me, someone I can annoy the heck out of, but yet still be there for when he is in trouble with his parents, has problems in school work, etc. What I can't do, though, is be his everything in that romantic aspect because I don't feel the same way. I've had to watch one relationship of his fall apart, and be the shoulder to cry on for both my best girl friend and him. Now he has feelings for me because I was there for him AND, at one point, I did like him that way.

But not anymore. And with the rumor going around that he's going to ask me out soon, I don't want to be the person to put his heart on the dirty ground and tell him "no".

I have rehearsed what I'll say a million times, but that doesn't make what it must feel to be rejected by the person you love any less painful. And I've never wanted to be the person that he's hurting about. I hate being that person. It makes me wonder what people say about me to their friends, family - if I'm any less of a friend as a result.

It's just something I've been thinking about and had to get off my chest. If you read through this whole thing, thank you for listening. And if this guy friend somehow figures out I'm on Chicken Smoothie and I posted this (he probably won't. He doesn't even know this site exists), please understand where I'm coming from, and you're still the best friend in the whole wide world.

Love,
Nae

[Merlin's Heir]

Not-so-dear little brother,
STOP BEING THE WORLD'S MOST ANNOYING JERK. It's not my fault your hand hurts. But it is your fault that I can't find my chapstick and it's partially you fault that I stay in my room almost all day. JUST STOP BEING SUCH A GRUMPY JERK.
Without very much love,
Your older sister that often wants you to get eaten by thousands of spiders

[Fjäll Räven]

Dear H,
I can't get you outta my head, I feel like I am getting a little obsessed. I really like you, but you don't really hang out and goof off with me anymore.
I am being way too needy, and I know it. I'm really sorry.
Everytime I tell myself I won't talk to you for a while, you text me within a few hours.
IT"S BLOODY ANNOYING!
I just want you not to hate me when you find out who I really am.

I'm not Christian, witch seemed to scare you. I haven't read the Bible, but I am working on it.
It would make it easier if I didn't go to that crazy school! I should have taken my sisters warning, but the teahcing staff seemed so well spoken.

I wish more than anything I could come clean, tell you what I believe.
I do believe in God, infact I pray almost every night. I love Jesus.
But I also love Gay and Lesbian people, I think they have just as much right to love as I.
I don't think God cares if I sware, or sin. (Provided I don't hurt anyone)
But I can't tell you that.

Heck you come to school in church shirts, you post bible quotes on your facebook wall.

But I still think I love you.


-M

[Wesley]

Dear ____,
Seeing you was the best thing that's happened to me in a while.
Sorry that I'm an awkward hugger and not much for eye contact |D
-A

[Simplistic Beauty]

Dear S,

Me may have only each other for like 3 weeks but you were an awesome friend of mine! It's so sad that you had to move away and I'm really going to miss you!

Dear K,

Please leave me alone. We used to be friends but now I realize that your actually kind of mean. I don't want to cause drama and say it to your face but it's true. Please just leave me alone..

[Avolition]

Dear Friend,

Okay, I literally love you in a platonic way. Out of all my friends, you, out of them all, are literally the one I'd prefer to talk to and be with all the time. You're my favorite person in our group of friends, but I'm just gonna pretend that's not true because all of our other friends would roll their eyes and tease me about liking you.

-Avo

[Wesley]

Dear me,
Okay, you're not fat.
But you eat too much.
And you're going to get fat if you don't watch it.
:c