TheComfortCorner | V.10

[cyanic]

i have this really bad habit of holding on to people i haven't talked to in a very long time, im extremely bad at letting people go. especially when they helped me through tough times. my childhood best friend for example (i miss her so dearly), or the girl in my 7th grade science class and the other girl in my 7th grade spanish class, or people I've talked to/met on the internet, no matter now briefly or how little, that were there for me when i really needed it. whenever i think of them, every single one of them, i get this gnawing feeling deep inside of me, and i hope they know i still think of them, i still want them in my life, i want them to know how much they did for me and how much i miss them. but im too scared to reach out and let them know.

[Nelo]

As of today, I've officially failed in every aspect of life. It really is amazing when all your efforts amount to nothing. I mean statistically something should have worked out. It is weird to be able to bring good fortune to other's lives just by simply existing, yet my own is absolutely godforsaken.

[viles]

• still nothing from my best friend. today will be the tenth day since its last text message telling me it was going to the hospital. i assume it meant a mental hospital, especially after not hearing anything else, but i'm scared, to be honest. i just hope it's doing alright </3

[Rosefallclan1]

It feels like anytime I try to interact with others or even try to get friendship. It always feels like I'm burned or doing something wrong. It's hard to just keep a relationship/friendship without feeling like it'd be easy to be alone, even tho.
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I just wish I could find a friend group that shares the same interests as I do and feel safe talking around.

[-icarus-]

being hired at this company is REALLY backfiring on me, huh. despite the independence and weekends off, I walk in to people who don't know me. that I'm actually masculine-presenting, that I'm agender in my soul, that I struggle with so many things. and I can't say anything bc I could be fired for it!

[strawberry_dolly]

i dont want to ruin anyones fun but this event is making me feel ill and i dont know why. i think i just know i should be so excited, i love museums i literally want to work in museums but instead of excitement im just dreading it all. too much stress, too much to keep track of, and too close to reminding me about all the stuff im missing out on. maybe hopefully i can still look back on it as nice.
i wish I could just take a hiatus but i feel compelled to collect everything anyway, i know id regret it if i did. just having one of those days where all i want to do is delete all of my accounts and isolate myself again

[Dabney]

I miss one of my old friends so badly. we got along so well from the moment we met, our friendship only lasted a few months but it was like we'd known each other for forever. I usually struggle to talk to people but it was so easy with them; they made me feel so comfortable even when we were strangers and they were so easy to talk to. things didn't even end on a bad note; they just quit both platforms we talked on so I have no way to contact them, and I didn't find any of their other accounts under their usernames. it's been a year or two but I still think about them so often. please come back :(

[paperfoldingrabbit]

Feels like the hole I'm in just keeps growing bigger and to actually get out of it, I'd basically need to become a completely different person. It's amazing how I'm so good at messing things up that I even manage to mess up things that 99% of the population does without issue.

Well at least my concert is coming up soon, thank god for that.

[ryverryver]

apparently, to keep me safe, she's removed everything. Pinterest, discord, capcut, even GOOGLE. I have to use my computer to talk to my friends. i've lost contact with my online friends and i'm worried for them. she's also been acting more rude to me lately, and never yells at my brother even if he made my friend cry. maybe this is oversharing, I dont know.

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

Jobless still, since February. I’m done trying, on the site I use I can see if my applications were looked at, from what I saw less than ten have actually even looked. Only two callbacks, or rather one since the other ghosted me on the phone interview. My self worth and confidence is absolutely shattered, I feel like my mind is too.
I’m at my breaking point, everything enrages me so easily now in my day to day.