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by BrainOnSka » Sat Oct 20, 2018 2:17 pm
I don't often post here to help. I feel like I'm not the greatest at helping... BUT.... To those of you having a hard time... Just listen to this and remember..
I'm Gonna Be somebody Somedayand
Bust that ceiling out You can *All* Make it rain down shattered glass!! I believe in you. I know its not a lot but sometimes its needed.. just be silent... and enjoy good music and good vibes....
Lastly.. take a lesson from one of my favorite artists, John Denver, and enjoy the sunshine on your shoulders, and just enjoy the calm healing that nature can provide. <3 Have a good day all..
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by GAIRENTH » Sat Oct 20, 2018 10:44 pm
I'm sorry I make you mad.
I'm sorry I'm such a screw up.
I only do things because I think you will like
them, or it would make you feel better.
I'm so sorry.
I didn't realize.
I'm just stupid and I'm so sorry.
I just want to love you and make you happy.
I'm sorry I'm stupid, I'm sorry I do everything wrong.
I love you.
I love you.
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by VillagerTeddy » Sun Oct 21, 2018 6:58 am
I don't know if you ever come on here anymore, but I'm putting this on here anyway.
I'm not sure if you're 100% better. I'm not sure if you can be 100% better, but I know you have changed. Not in a bad way. You're back to you. I honestly never thought you would come back from where you were. But you did. And I'm so so thankful. I know I should have done better in supporting you. But I'm so proud of you for getting through it. And if it ever comes back, please be honest with me. I sometimes wonder if you would have told me you were cutting at some point if I hadn't seen it. I think you would have, but you were protecting me. Thank you, for trying. But I always have just wanted to help you. I came up with the idea of having a party just for you, celebrating how amazing you were. I didn't do it because I didn't think you would like it, but it's still in my notes, all planned out.
I remember that I was so ready for you to text me something that indicated you were leaving, and to drive to your house to help you. That's why I was always so tired. I stayed up late at night, waiting for a text. It never came. I have never been so thankful.
Just know, that you are my world. You are everything to me. (Don't take that as pressure) You have so much potential. You can change the world. You are amazing. I'm so excited for the future when you do incredible things. I love you more thank anything ❤️❤️
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by snubbulls » Sun Oct 21, 2018 1:57 pm
i just had one of the worst anxiety attacks in my life. my parents went out and left the key out for me, but they didn't put it where they told me they would. this led to me panicking about whether or not i could get into my house, and eventually i got anxious to the point of trying to bodyslam a door in. (i know its a bad idea, but i really wasnt thinking straight.) it didn't work, but broke the door a bit. i found the key after like an hour of panicked looking.
however, now i have a broken door that i have been trying relentlessly to fix (and have made some progress). i don't think i can fix it without my dad's help. if i tell them what i did though, i will get in really awful trouble and maybe some other bad situations. i really don't know what to do and i'm still so anxious and jeez everything is jsut going downhill in my mind right now. i'm inside and trying to fix it, but everything i do seems to break it more. i just hate that i can't think straight while i'm having a panic attack. if i was'nt so stupid i would have eventually found the key and none of this would have happened. i hate my anxiety so much and i hate that it makes trying to think in situations like this so hard.
my head feels like it spinning. i might pass out from anxiety
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by SolsticeTheBanana » Sun Oct 21, 2018 4:53 pm
Dear god I am so glad I’m still here. Dear god how it hurts to think about what I could’ve done. That door was wide open. That door was the one I wanted to enter. I almost turned the knob. You told me something else. Showed me a different door, that I couldn’t see at the time. I hope you know you’re the only reason that I exist to breathe today. That I get to smile today. I hope you know that I value you more than anything. I would lose my dreams and my future just to keep you safe. Thank you for being the reason that I wake up every morning and look past where I used to be, and see something more than darkness and loss in my future. You showed me it’s ok not to be ok. You believed in me even when I didn’t even belive in myself. I promise I won’t shut my mouth and hold everything inside again. I swear I’ll let you know my mind, and I hope you’ll do the same. I love you, honest to god I couldn’t value you more. Just... Thank you ❤️
𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘦'𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳
𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳
𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘱𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴
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