Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[burnstile]

to milk,

how embarrassing. all you do is whine and complain that ive moved on too quick and youre still upset. do you really think i would, or even could, move on that fast? take your words for it, you say im just "a misguided kid with mental illnesses and nowhere to get help". if i am what you say, why make this out to be a huge deal? that im so manipulative and emotionally harmed you? that i clearly told you i have an extremely hard time with emotions? im so glad i left you. you weren't worth it. you fail to even consider everything you did to me, all of it..... and you. you still want to be friends? am i such a big joke to you? is that what it is? you just loove manipulating my uncontrollable emotions. and i KNOW your doing these things on purpose. just because it happened to you doesnt mean you can do it to me too. grow up. pathetic. you complained when i said the slightest thing you didnt like, and every time i would try to talk about something id like, youd complain and change the subject. i dont know what i ever saw in you. oh and btw, i can see your vagues. every. single. one. of. them. your not good at hiding it. leave me alone.

-with anger, gladion.

[yeosang1]

dear g d h m k c

i know im not important .
and i can see it :)
im always second.
ive never been first.
i must sound selfish
but it hurts to know
that im not that cared about
but thats okay
i just
wont
talk anymore.
love you.

[cat.astrophe]

dear j,

so beautiful yet so quick.
why did we form what we have now?
im not sure.
was it your split decision? was it my loneliness? was it your experiment? was it my desperateness?
too fast. too fast.
im not sure it will last.
do you love me in the way lovers do or are you just a friend?
are you thinking with your mind or you heart?
are you thinking youll be with me til the end?
it seems so great yet we're so apart.

i dont need another her.
thats where my worries sink in.
id still run back to her.
im sorry,

i may love you today, and tomorrow and the next.
you may be on my mind til now and forever.
but what about you?
is this serious?

i have so many thoughts, dreams, desires.
in my box.
but i dont want to push my box on you.
so we'll see how this goes as time goes on.
just hope i dont fall out of love when you dont fulfill my thoughts, dreams, desires.
i hope you dont fall out of love either.
i wouldnt know why, but i hope you wont.

my thoughts are too much. they weigh heavy.
goodnight sweet girl.

[bloodclot]

dear, well, people who happen to be stalking me on cs (probably literally no one.)
you are probably thinking, jesus. this girl has noooo life. and yeah, you're right, i do cyber school, so in my free time i just minus out of the tab and use cs a bit. i also have no life in general so that's why i am always active on here. it bothers me too.

[Arlecchino ♡]

Dear s,

I miss having you here. Things have only gotten worse since you've been gone. There isn't anyone else on my side, not like you were. I'm fighting all my own battles and picking myself up after them, too. You never would have let me do this to myself. Fall into some trick, thinking it was all going to be perfect in the end. You would have helped me see through it from the start.

You always said open up and let people see who I am, let them know what I can do if I try, but I couldn't. And I can't. Not without you here. You were my strength.

[reynbowveinz]

dear d.
i know you're probably confused as heck as to why you can no longer follow my spam account on instagram.
there's many reasons for that.
one. you literally shouldn't have known that the one vent edit was for you. i was joking around when i had said that "i liked the fact that you kept coming back on all of your remade accounts to like it."
i really didn't. i don't know HOW you figured out that i made that about you. i kept it so, so anonymous.
moving on.
the attitude you gave me afterwards was unacceptable. our fallout in december was probably where i should have left our friendship behind. you're lucky enough that i hadn't.
the main reason i'm not letting you follow me again on my spam account, really, is because you blocked me on another social media site and removed my follow after i figured out it was you liking that same edit over and over. it's not like i can't see your notification or click to your account and see it.
that's just petty.
you're okay to follow my main personal account because i "know" you. that's about it.
don't think i'm going to let you all the way back in my life so easily.
- r

[idiosyncrasy]

dearest aj,

i know that we haven't known each other long, but you really mean the world to me. i know that we're both broken souls who are going through hard times, but i will help you not to hurt in any way i can- no matter how difficult. i love absolutely everything about you! your smile, your laugh, your personality, your strength, those beautiful eyes of yours- and even your stubbornness. i love you so, so, very much. no matter what you may believe, you're a strong, amazing, beautiful person who is loved and cared for by so many. i will stay by your side even if i can't, because you're so worth it. i want nothing more but to see you happy and at peace with yourself, and i will do everything i can to make that happen <3

- c

[space outlaw]

dear xxx,
nothing is wrong with u, you're just misunderstood. move on, and stop looking to other people for self validation. it's not worth it. u shouldn't care about others' opinions of u, and u need to just be you! because you're awesome and no one can change that, yknow

[pvppysnax]

Dear p, d, and j,

I know that trying to start up drama was stupid now. I wish I could’ve thought through what I was doing and prevent myself from causing such a scene, but January was a different time for me. I feel like I’m less harsh now, less controlling, less manipulative and less confrontational. Backtracking, I feel like I was just jealous of your art and ideas because I couldn’t come up with my own stuff without help. I didn’t mean to make our friendship end so soon and cause all the hassle with breaking up characters we all co-owned. I’m different to who I was last May, different to who I was this January. I know it’s been 4 months, I know you hate me, and I never want to see me again, but I just wish I could say sorry one last time.

[psychonauts]

Dear J.

Why do you beg for attention? Why do you call us names? Why do you dissmiss our problems? Are you actually a true friend?
I wish I could ask you. I could. I really could, but you would find a way to bend and twist my accusations into something to use for your advantage. Then I would feel guilty. I would feel guilty and worthless again. It's happening more often than it used to. It shouldn't happen. Friends should be nice to each other and they shouldn't make each other feel like they're an awful person. The only reason I come back to you is because I see you the most often. You are my only friend in every single one of my classes. I'd be just as bad without you than with you. The thing is, you used to be a great person. That's the reason we all accepted you into our group in the first place. Until that time four years ago. You called us all aside at lunch, one at a time. And you asked us who our least favorite person in the group was. I didn't answer back then. I loved everyone like family. But you know what? I finally have an answer to that question. It's you.

Why did everything go downhill? I hope you can fix everything about you. I hope you can be nice again.

- V