Tweety. wrote:✖✖So what if I am antisocial? You have no idea how deep my depression runs. I prefer sticking behind a screen rather than being out and 'enjoying' myself. Besides, I always get the impression that people dislike me. I am always the ugly one or the one that does not look good in the pictures...
Why are all these girls from school following my Instagram? I do really not understand. I mean, there is not really such a thing as popular but I would not classify myself as so if there was... Are they talking about me behind my back or sharing some kind of private joke about me? I do not think they are the type of people that would just follow me because they felt nice... What makes it worse is that the requests are one after each other ;u;
Do they like my profile or are they ridiculing it?
Eeeeeeh halp ;W;
People don't dislike you, and you're not ugly, you look fine in the pictures.
Sometimes going out can actually be fun, if you do it in moderation. The suns actually good for you, sunshine increases levels of serotonin - the body's natural happy hormone. That's why we tend to feel happier and more energetic when the sun shines. Regular sun can help stop moderate depression, particularly if combined with exercise, such as a walk in the park. It's also been shown that exercising outdoors creates more endorphins in the body than exercising indoors.
This wont cure your depression, but It'll help.
I can't imagine you posting anything ridiculous, so I doubt their ridiculing you. You seem like the kind of person who doesn't really socialize with others, so maybe their genuinely surprised you have it, and want to see what you actually do. I know the type of girls, and they're probably just waiting for you to post something interesting, you're probably mysterious to them and they want to find out more about you.