TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cornspurrd.]

I'm so lonely I feel sick. Even my closest friend doesn't seem like a friend anymore.. I don't know what happened.. Nothing makes me happy anymore, Not even her. hnnnghh.

[halo7]

please, stop coming home drunk.
i get scared to even go to the ba
throom because of u..

[cornspurrd.]

You don't understand how hard it is to stay alive.

[yuzima]

i want to talk to someone again
someone i can spill my problems to
but now you're gone

[farewell]

It honestly sucks when you feel like you've come so far, and overcame so much, only to realize everything is still horrible and not getting better. I thought being an adult would change my life for the better, but I've been an adult for a while now and it's still not any better. I hate getting in moods where I feel completely and utterly hopeless.

[Vixem]

I hate myself

[cornspurrd.]

I don't want to leave, And I don't want you to leave..

[.bluejay.]

I’m so tired of being blamed for things that are outside of my control. And, trust me, I’m not happy about what’s going on either, so pinning the blame on me will only make things worse. I’m sick of feeling guilty about things that aren’t my fault. I’m tired of people talking trash about me when I’m sitting right in the other room, and I can hear them loud and clear. It’s miserable.

Edit: She won’t stop talking crap about me. I’m sitting right here and she just keeps trashing me talking to someone on the phone. It’s so hard to listen to. I thought parents were supposed to be supportive of their children, even if they are adults now. I thought they were supposed to love and respect and help their kids, not repeatedly bash and blame them and wrongly accuse them of things. It really hurts to hear. I need my own place. I need to move out. I just wish I could afford it.

[november!]

Hey.

S. I know that your in a relationship. But I've come to understand I love you. I really do. You're perfect. You understand everything I'm going though. Your smile, your humor, everything, it's allperfect..

I know it will probably never really happen. overall, you really like M. And it's okay. I'm just glad your still my friend, glad you still love me for who I am, even if it may be in a platonic way.

[Shoe.]

You win,
Now please leave me alone.