TheComfortCorner | V.8

[_rιyα_]

hi. i'm mildly considering not going home today.
my mother is known within our family for being very... overreactive, about everything. this morning, five minutes before i left for school, she told me the only reason she tolerates me is because my father is around. if it weren't for him, i don't know where i'd be right now.
i thought he was on my side, but it appears that no matter what, he'll always side with my mom. it doesn't matter how irrational she is being, i guess i just don't deserve a voice...
so, i guess this is it.

bye.

ok. i ended up going home. things are just as bad, if not worse. she pretended nothing happened, and now we're in an awkward stage of silence until her next outburst, and my dad isn't speaking to me... any help would be appreciated.

[cornspurrd.]

heh.
I'm so stressed with the amout of school work I have. And my dad is pressuring me into choosing my career path and my college as soon a possible and I agree. But Im stressed out and overwhelmed and I don't know where to start??!

[vein]

i lost one of my rats last night.
it hurts so much. i miss him.
my room feels weird and empty.

[kanata]

i miss you a lot.
it's only been a few days
i don't want to exaggerate it but
it feels like years.
i love you so much...
sorry for being so dependent on you for my own feelings
i really want to talk to you again !! i can't wait.
sorry if i disappoint you though

[Saamany]

a girl i went to school with died in a car crash recently.
don't get me wrong, this isn't the first time. it happens about three times a year.
but i knew her. i know that doesn't really make it any worse, but because i actually feel sad this time... i don't know. i feel like an awful person for feeling sad because of this girl while not so much about the people i didn't know, even though that's normal.
i didn't know her well in the past few years, i'll say that much. but we were friends in middle school, when i was the new kid and she was the friend of a friend. but she was sweet.
and in high school, she worked with one of my closest friends.
i remember seeing you there and thinking, huh, i wonder how you're holding up. i hope you're still the same sweet person you were back then.
and from what others tell me, you were. you didn't deserve this, and neither did any of the others. i probably never would have seen you again anyway - and honestly, i wouldn't have thought much of it. but now that you're gone in this kind of way...it isn't right.
i'm glad i got to know you. and i'm glad you seemed happy all those years and i hope you didn't feel any pain.
rest easy.

[cornspurrd.]

im so tired of existing. So tired of being alive.
I want nothing more than to just disappear. Nothing more...

[‘’’]

...

[sillies]

:))))

[Starwood in Aspen]

6 hours of sleep in the past 3 days
Feels great...
I have an 8 am class Tomorrow
Just like every Thursday.
Hopefully my roommate doesn't turn all the lights on at midnight again.
If she does. I don't know what I'm going to do.
I don't know if I can be held responsible for what I say
Sleep deprived and Half asleep.
And grumpy.
Hopefully not something offensive
Because we already are off to a rocky start.
I haven't eaten anything since Breakfast
It's 9:00 at night. I'm just going to have some pickles and go to bed I guess

[purchur]

ahhahhah why can't I just do things like normal people

why is every single task so difficult
like i barely eat and I have almost no self care;;;;
it just takes so much out of me to do any small task and I wish it didnt