What I have said: Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
What I want to say: "I kind of, sort of- love you. We need to hang out more often. We never talk, or text each other anymore. Ever since school's been out, things have been different. Sure, we texted for the first two weeks, but those were just short, meaningless conversations. And we haven't spoken since.
I miss you. But I'm scared to contact you first, even though I know you won't make the first move. But what if I'm annoying you, or you don't respond for three days because you're on vacation again? I don't want to seem like a fool. But you know, maybe I already am I fool. I fell in love with you. I've been told time and time again, that you're not worth it. But you're my world. You are worth it. Remember that time we broke up, a few months ago? I wasn't away from you 24 hours and I was back, begging for forgiveness. You gave it to me, but not quite willingly. Sometimes I wonder if you even care for me as much I care for you.
I would do anything for you, within reason. I can't stand to be away from you. And every time you touch me- you give me these feelings that I don't know how to explain. I need you."
What I'm going to say: "I love you."