by abandoned_account » Wed Nov 07, 2012 6:46 pm
Dear Hamster, Kitty, Bubbles, Celica, & Dustyn,
Hey it's me, that lonely girl who has no one to talk to anymore. Does anyone care? Of course not. I stay quiet while everyone else goes about their happy lives. Good for you, I'm proud, but whatever happened to us?
Kitty, Bubbles, and Celica, you guys are never around, we've been split up in different groups and it's impossible to see eachother anymore other than a friendly hello. Why did you guys stop? Probably because you have new friends and forgot about me. Yes, I've noticed them.
Hamster, you've been ignoring me ever since you got back from your trip. I'm sorry I snapped at you the first day, it's just anoying when people barge in while I'm trying to say something. I've tried talking to you but you never hear a word I say, unless it's about you. Then again, it's always been like that. Just as a reminder, Hamster, the whole world doesn't revolve around you. You're about to find that out sooner than you think.
Dustyn, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, teasing you, everything, but you've just been so distant since we started dating. You'd think we'd be even closer, right? I guess not. I'm just so scared by the thought of losing you it's not even funny. I feel like you've been avoiding me though, like you don't bother to notice my pressence unless I'm the only person around you know. Have you ever talked to someone who really dislikes you but they're too polite or afraid to admit it? Well that's kind of what I get from you, because maybe I'm paranoid, ungrateful, or just plain boring, right? It's all obvious enough, you don't need to tell me.
Sorry for wasting everyone's time, I'll leave you guys alone now.
~
Blare
Dear Camille,
Thank you for always being there for me even when I can't be there for you, it really means a lot. Who knows what I might have done if I couldn't talk to someone who cares for a change.
~
Blare
Dear self,
Stop being a stupid crybaby and making yourself more upset. No one cares.
~
Blare