i have a scar on my head from a procedure earlier this year, and sometimes like right now it feels like its burning. its painful and i'm really self-conscious about it. its on my temple just barely visible through my hair but to me its the first thing i see if i look in a mirror. It feels like my hair is pulling at it which i know its not. ugh it hurts and idk what to do and i hate seeing it i wish it would disappear
i'm still sitting here faraway from my original home. i'm not entirely uncomfortable, but i still have so many things to do. i feel kind of cornered and i'm so annoyed by not being able to get things done faster. they stole my life, i will not forget that and i will not be able rest until they are gone.
i feel unloved, unneeded, unseen. I can’t even complete schoolwork because I simply don’t have the motivation to do so. I finally got out of therapy, and as much as I hated it, I feel worse now. Sometimes I just forget to take my pills and will have a mental breakdown so badly that I can’t talk to my teacher without sniffling. But with my pills, I have really vivid and horrible dreams that really mess with me. I just can’t win, can I?
today feels so... wrong. I have a sense of impending doom that is getting worse the later it is. i hope this is just anxiety and nothing bad is gonna happen overnight.
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Im really scared that no one will ever fall in love with me again. I know I need to be okay with being alone and I am making good progress on that and good progress on loving myself, but I cant help that I crave a long term relationship. Its important to me and it doesnt make me feel better to say that Ill be okay if I never have one. That makes me feel worse.
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eclipse. wrote:today feels so... wrong. I have a sense of impending doom that is getting worse the later it is. i hope this is just anxiety and nothing bad is gonna happen overnight.
Days like that are h a r d, especially when you can’t tell the difference between a gut feeling and anxiety. Though as someone who has times like that often, it Always ends up just being anxiety. If you’d like to talk about it, or a distraction from it, feel free to PM me