by SoulEaterEvansLover » Tue Mar 27, 2012 3:31 am
Dear (inset all the people I will talk about)...
Firstly, myself. As much as I think I'm not good enough, I really am. I'm intelligent, funny, in some ways attractive, and a whole bunch of other things. But Im mostly modest, do I go around boasting about how amazing I am, hell no. So, I think my modesty brings me down in two ways, firstly it brings me down to Earth and not be a pig headed beesh. But it also brings me down because I over look myself and not want to give myself credit for things because that would turn me into someone I don't want to be...but otherwise from that little spiel i guess I would say, what I'm looking for in life now is some friends and possibly a boyfriend.
Secondly, even though I feel guilty saying if my sister. I love you so much, and you are still one of the people I look up to. But I wish you could be happier with where you are, I try and make it better and give you someone to talk to but you but I feel you reject me every time! And I just really wish you and mike could quit the smoking, of all kinds. You have a child! And yes I understand that's stressful but there is no reason to going off and smoking cause you can't deal with the stress, I watch him most of the time and yes he gets on my nerves as well but do you see me taking a substance to make it all better...no. But truly I just want you happy, it's a poisoned environment for everyone if all you do is meditate on the negative.
Momma, I miss you with all of my heart. I wish you could just leave home and come live where I am. But I will say, as close as we are, sometimes you just don't understand what I'm trying to say.
Friends, I miss you guys to no end, especially you ica. I don't think we will ever grow apart, we've changed each other for the better. You'll always be the fox to my wolf or the samus to my Ganadorf. And to Olaf, what ever your doing in life...I still love you but it's as a brother now. Crowley, our relationship with each other is very passionate, but destructive....you are right, it's better that we are apart. Shlaya I miss our talk about boys! Lol...Talek and Danny, I like how you guys still text. But Talek I'm not always going to be there for your "personal needs" so find a girl and forget about me for that...I'm just done with it.
Well that's seems to be it for now, I feel better but still lonely. Thank you for the outlet...