Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[mal du pays]

Dear self,

GET A LIFE.

~Takura

[Cirque]

Dear _______,

I don't know how you did it. There's me, the wh*re among her friends, the girl that is unable to stick with liking a guy for more than a month, that can get over a guy & find another one half a second later. But in the beginning of the year, there was you. The guy that a lot of my friends thought was unattractive or weird or whatever. The guy that I was completely infatuated with that gave me the fleeting feeling that love at first sight exists. You even showed interest back. Not a word was spoken between us, but I could not stop thinking about you. You were only at my school for a few weeks, then you left. I've never been the religious type, but I prayed everyday that you'd come back, always hopeful that you'd return. Slowly, my hope faded. Sometimes I'd see you around town, & my heart would beat faster. Now, you've returned to my school. Already, I've claimed dibs on you so my friends know to back off, I've talked to you, not caring if you thought I was just some weird random chick at the park, & I've made it my goal to get to know you better. Six months I've known who you are, six months I was without you. I'm not wasting my opportunity to get to know you this time. Nope, you've been sighted by me, & there really is nothing you can do about it.<3

xoxo,
the infamous Cirque,
your future girlfriend♥

[anchor QUITTING]

Dear Duncan,
You never notice me. I smile at you, I try to be nice, but I can see that you have zero interest. Having glasses and being good at school doesn't help me too much, but what really hurt . . . I invited the class to come watch Hunger Games with me for my birthday on premier night. You're the only one that didn't show. Why is it that I feel like you're trying to mold me into something I'm not? I can tell it by the frustration in your eyes; you're thinking, "If she was cuter, funnier, nicer, I would at least talk to her." But here's a secret: I am funny, and nice, and I'm not bragging, but if I take off my glasses I don't look bad at all. My friends even say I'm pretty. On friends, you say I have none. Yes, I'm too shy to talk to people. But once they talk to me, I open up. I'm not who I look like.
Never judge a book by its cover, even if the cover is as ugly as me.

<\3

[chewnicorn]

Dear _____,

Okay now I am annoyed.
I'm fed up with you guys keeping things from me
There's something serious going on
And you guys hide it from me
Yet tell everyone else
I want to help
But I can't if guys don't tell me anything!
I thought we were all friends
When did I do anything to make you not trust me
Or hurt me, as if I've done the same to you?!
Please tell me
Because I'm not feeling like a friend right now


Rocky158

[InfinityOnHigh]

Dear "friends",

Are your really my friends at all?

-L

[lovely.]

Dear Spring,

I am so glad you're here! I can't believe how warm it is already. I'm wearing shorts, and halter tops, and sandals. Soccer season has started up again, and one of the best parts of my day is when it's almost dinner time, and there's still light in the sky. So I practice shooting, and dribbling. Already, I'm starting to think about summer, and vacation, when Spring Break is just around the corner. It has been absolutely beautiful out. The prettiest tree grows next to my house. It's been budding with huge, pink blossoms. In my yard, daffodils and little pink and purple flowers are pushing their way out of the ground.

Summer, hurry up and get here already!

Love,

lovely.

[Euphora-Saur]

Dear Al(boyfriend-not on cs)
We're not long out of school and both started full time jobs now, and we barely see each other. For the few hours that we're not working or sleeping.. well, it doesn't feel nearly enough. But, I know, 'we're young' and desperatly need the money. I just wish I could see you a little more often. I know that's wishful thinking.. but I miss you. Terribly.

your slightly depressed girlfriend. <3

Dear B,
I saw you, for the first time in over a year. And I couldn't even speak. I just nodded my head.. I had no idea what to say! I've missed you. You were my best guy friend, and I'm glad that we started talking again a few month ago. Although, Al isn't too happy about that. He hates you with a passion since you used to have a crush on me, but, you're my friend, and always will be. Hopefully we will see each other again soon.. and I might actually say more than one word this time.

your stupid/speechless friend. :3

[BassNectar]

Dear ___(Person I loves mother)

I know I'm not a normal girl.
I don't like to dress pretty.
My hair is dyed black and blue and unkept.
I'm a metal head.
I don't love Jesus.
But it's so unfair that you can just take away my happiness and not think for one second how it affects me.
I LOVE your son, with all my heart.
I've never been so sure about it.
I wish you would just let us be happy together.
</3

[Eden~]

Dear ______
There is so much left unsaid between us.
I realize many of the other youth have abused you. Did I do something to drive you away?
Your friendship was so precious to me. Our long talks about theology and spirituality..
I miss those so much. Why don't I have the courage to approach you? Why can't I just ask you?
Watching you with those other people hurts me. I feel like I did something.
Got on the same level as all those boys. My mom may totally disapprove of our friendship, but I still miss it.
I'll always love you in a platonic way. You were the first boy I actually had any desire to hang out with.
- L

[Amethysts]

Dear friends,

I know I haven't been normal,
Or myself.
I am now signed out of school,
I am a drop out.
I admit, I wish I didn't do it,
But it was for my own good.
I am now working at Key Food.
Please.. Do not be mad.
I miss you all, too. Believe me<|3
I want to come back but I am too,
too, frustrated. I am going crazy,
And becoming a monster.
Understand me, like my mother does.

Sign,
Amber.