TheComfortCorner | v.6

[wonderous]

um... well, so.. ive been trying to get myself together, but it's not working this time. i have a bad habit of bottling up my emotions and just forgetting about them. the first time they just poured out of me, tempting me to hurt myself the more i felt every single emotion i ignored. it doesn't help that i hear someone complaining about how disgusting people are that aren't straight at school because im bisexual. -guh, i just need someone to talk to so i dont have another meltdown, which im scared if i do because... uh.. yeah...

[lαмe ѕнeep ѕιlvα]

um... well, so.. ive been trying to get myself together, but it's not working this time. i have a bad habit of bottling up my emotions and just forgetting about them. the first time they just poured out of me, tempting me to hurt myself the more i felt every single emotion i ignored. it doesn't help that i hear someone complaining about how disgusting people are that aren't straight at school. -guh, i just need someone to talk to so i dont have another meltdown, which im scared if i do because... uh.. yeah...

It's actually not good to bottle up emotions and shove them to the back of your mind... You should just vent it. Like write your problems on a paper and crumple it up (it helps!) Or consult a friend. It's always good to let your emotions go. As for the different sexualities, well, don't be afraid to express who you are! Those people probably just want to make themselves look better. Just keep your head high, and ignore them. Maybe try to do some hobbies to distract your mind from all these negative thoughts? It works really well!

-Silva The Shorty

[kiwikweenie]

I hate being bisexual/queer. I wish I was straight, and I feel like a terrible lgbt person for saying that! I did a search on Facebook on "gay" and "homosexual" and I see all my Facebook friends posting about how people "being gay" is against their religion and I feel unsafe because these people are so close to me and I can't even trust them with this. They wouldn't associate with me. Ugh.

i hate being queer too somedays, and somedays i wish i was straight. i feel like i can't relate to my friends, and i get nervous to even mention it or say something queer.
however, as someone out of the closet, i can say this
it feels pretty darn good to be open about it

its scary knowing your friends may not like you if you tell them. but coming out also opens up new opportunities to relatable people around you.

telling people about your sexual orientation is all up to you, and its a big decision but it feels so freeing to be who you are. I'm sending you the best of luck and love, pm me if you'd like okay? <3

[Thalassic]

You know what hurts? When a family member sooner notices that something's wrong with a colleague than their own child.

My mom was telling me about a professor she works with, and saying things like "he keeps going but you can tell that he's tired and pale and struggling, you know? You just kind of notice those things in people" and I'm just sitting there, wondering how she or anyone else has not even noticed that I haven't slept properly in years, I've become weak and pale myself and am losing motivation and the will to do anything, and they just kind of..
No, you don't "just notice that".

Sigh

haha it happened again

[abxy]

It's late and nobody's gonna respond, but I'm sleeping over at someone's house.
Alone.
In the guest room.
Sounds silly, but I need someone else in the room and it's too late to ask now..

[legendari]

I'm so frustrated right now.

I once dated this guy two years ago [let's call him N]. He was really sweet and had the cutest pet names for me and we would cuddle all the time and he's tall and has dark hair and a jawline that could cut glass and...yeah I'll stop. I'm sorry.
But then we broke up - we didn't really break up. I'd say we drifted apart. I have a really vague memory of what happened, but I think we just slowly started to not talk to each other. That summer, we became enemies. I had tried to fix the relationship, he broke my heart, we swore at each other, bad-mouthed each other, etc etc etc. I feel really badly about it, now that I look back. Now, we just ignore each other completely. To both of us, neither exists.
And I've been kind of on-off liking him for the past two years. One second, I'll tell my friends that I like him, the next, I'll bad-mouth him about what a jerk he is. But now, that he's in not one but TWO of my classes, I have to see his stupid beautiful face more often. ._. and this sucks because I think I really have feelings for him now. We're pretty much enemies, and I can't just go up to him and talk to him. I'd probably be humiliated big time [everyone knows about our history] and I know for certain he would brush me off. He probably hates my guts.
What do I do? ;-;

[wonderous]

um... well, so.. ive been trying to get myself together, but it's not working this time. i have a bad habit of bottling up my emotions and just forgetting about them. the first time they just poured out of me, tempting me to hurt myself the more i felt every single emotion i ignored. it doesn't help that i hear someone complaining about how disgusting people are that aren't straight at school. -guh, i just need someone to talk to so i dont have another meltdown, which im scared if i do because... uh.. yeah...

It's actually not good to bottle up emotions and shove them to the back of your mind... You should just vent it. Like write your problems on a paper and crumple it up (it helps!) Or consult a friend. It's always good to let your emotions go. As for the different sexualities, well, don't be afraid to express who you are! Those people probably just want to make themselves look better. Just keep your head high, and ignore them. Maybe try to do some hobbies to distract your mind from all these negative thoughts? It works really well!

-Silva The Shorty

thanks. ;-; <3

I'm so frustrated right now.

I once dated this guy two years ago [let's call him N]. He was really sweet and had the cutest pet names for me and we would cuddle all the time and he's tall and has dark hair and a jawline that could cut glass and...yeah I'll stop. I'm sorry.
But then we broke up - we didn't really break up. I'd say we drifted apart. I have a really vague memory of what happened, but I think we just slowly started to not talk to each other. That summer, we became enemies. I had tried to fix the relationship, he broke my heart, we swore at each other, bad-mouthed each other, etc etc etc. I feel really badly about it, now that I look back. Now, we just ignore each other completely. To both of us, neither exists.
And I've been kind of on-off liking him for the past two years. One second, I'll tell my friends that I like him, the next, I'll bad-mouth him about what a jerk he is. But now, that he's in not one but TWO of my classes, I have to see his stupid beautiful face more often. ._. and this sucks because I think I really have feelings for him now. We're pretty much enemies, and I can't just go up to him and talk to him. I'd probably be humiliated big time [everyone knows about our history] and I know for certain he would brush me off. He probably hates my guts.
What do I do? ;-;

im in the same situation boo. ;-;

the best advice i could give you is at least try to text him or get a hold of him without actually talking to him.. may not be the best idea but idk. once you have a way to communicate with him, just tell him how you feel. tell him you feel awful about everything that happened and that your sorry, etc. just tell him what / how you feel.

[compass;]

You know what hurts? When a family member sooner notices that something's wrong with a colleague than their own child.

My mom was telling me about a professor she works with, and saying things like "he keeps going but you can tell that he's tired and pale and struggling, you know? You just kind of notice those things in people" and I'm just sitting there, wondering how she or anyone else has not even noticed that I haven't slept properly in years, I've become weak and pale myself and am losing motivation and the will to do anything, and they just kind of..
No, you don't "just notice that".

Sigh

haha it happened again

you should honestly talk to your mum about what's going on in your life. it's a bit saddening that she hasn't noticed but some people need some help noticing things like that. since you say it's been happening for years, she would have been accustomed the the slight changes in your life style over the years, so she probably thinks you're going through a hormone faze or something like that. you need to talk to her though, tell her what you told us, your mother should be the best comfort corner you have. <3
best of luck hun. xx

[onion]

trying really really hard again to get trades but its like. boom. nothing. no trades no nothing. i feel really hopeless. as always

[Zambeah]

People judging me without knowing any background information.
And, on top of that, being cruel, too.
It just makes everything much worse and harder for me.
And it hurts. It really hurts.

Life is just a struggle right now.