I'm Sorry. . .

[heaven.]

I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you, and that you thought that cheating on me & lying to me was the best course of action. I wish that I could be a better girlfriend and just be... worthy enough for you. We both deserve better, but I love you too much to break it off, and you seem intent on staying together. I just wish things were different.

I'm sorry for treating you badly when I'm hurting. My emotions can get the best of me, and when I'm overwhelmed with all the emotions that your actions have caused me, I lash out. I'm so sorry, I wish I could be better, but I don't know how to be.

[fali.]

im sorry im a burden
im sorry i cant calm down
im sorry im boring and a killjoy
im sorry for not knowing things im meant to
im sorry for not being able to help
im sorry you have to go through this
im sorry you feel stuck in a similar pit to me
im sorry for being mentally ill
im sorry for not being what you wanted in a child
im sorry we’re not friends anymore
im sorry you have to live with that family still
im sorry im so bad at keeping up friendships

[DinoShark]

I'm sorry I couldn't love you the way you needed to be loved.

[cswolf.]

I am sorry I am tired of being abused by you
I am sorry that I try too hard
I am sorry that I want to be happy

[sky,]

I'm sorry that I can't be there for you
I'm sorry that I couldn't be what you needed
I'm sorry that circumstances pulled us apart, but I tried
I'm sorry that I am broken
I'm sorry that I can't be enough for you
I'm sorry for wanting you to be happy
I'm sorry I regret my decision, even though it is selfish
I'm sorry it is still hard to see you with him, to see you love him
I'm sorry that without you, I feel like I am nothing
I'm sorry that even though you are still my best friend, I love you
I'm sorry that I want you
I'm sorry that even though wanting you to be happy were my intentions, I don't want you to love him
I'm sorry that hearing you talk about him or about the time you spend with him tears me apart inside
I'm sorry that I CANNOT seem to let you go
I'm sorry that I am hurt by you going to the... other side
I'm sorry that I do anything I can to dull my emotions, which you don't approve of, just to get away from it
I'm sorry that I can't just be satisfied with the circumstances
I'm sorry that I feel like I am to blame

I'm sorry that I can't seem to get out of this pit
I'm sorry that my past still haunts me
I'm sorry that even though you tell me i am the strongest person you know, I feel weak, fragile
I'm sorry that I am not good enough to live with myself
I'm sorry that I want to spend every waking moment of my existence intoxicated
I'm sorry that some days, I feel like I can't go on
I'm sorry that I haven't picked myself back up yet, but it is hard
I'm sorry that that night, I wasn't able to defend myself
I'm sorry that that could've been what drove us apart
I'm sorry that I have had nightmares the last two weeks thinking about going home to that memory
I'm sorry that everything stresses me out now
I'm sorry I am not the same
I'm sorry I cannot "go back to normal"
I'm sorry but how could I

[cswolf.]

I am sorry I have given up on myself.
I am sorry that work is painful for me.
I am sorry I want to be happy.

[Dazai]

-ignore this sorry

[ghxst_town]

I'm sorry I'm not the child you wanted.
I'm sorry that I'm so messed up.
I'm sorry for disappointing you.
I'm sorry for talking too much.
I'm sorry for not talking enough.
I'm sorry I forgot you.
I'm sorry I can never rememeber enough.

[Kabuski]

im sorry I wasn't the perfect girlfriend i'm struggling so much

[Scaled and Icy]

I'm sorry that everyone broke me.
I'm sorry that you have to pick up my pieces and love me back together.

But I thank you so much. You mean everything to me and I'm so glad you love me for who I am. Imperfections included.