For topics which don't fit anywhere else! Discuss the weather, your mood, hobbies and interests. Remember, keep it child-friendly

by Requiem; » Tue May 23, 2017 6:44 pm
I know all I've done recently is whine on the internet. Please, feel free to ignore this.
I really really hate myself sometimes. Here I am, having a wonderful time talking to my girlfriend, and then I let myself get distracted by my thoughts for one bloody second and suddenly all i want to do is curl up in a ball and never return. She doesnt deserve this. We're finally having a stress-free, fairly calm conversation and I'm here ruining it because I can't get out of my depressive slump/.
This can't keep going on. She deserves so much better. Maybe it'd be better if I just ended things. I'm so freaking toxic she's only gonna be dragged down by me. I love her too much to have her sucked into my depressive black hole. God, I just hate myself so much. Sometimes I wish i never let her in.

Theo | They/She
Adult | Semi-Active
-

Requiem;
-
- Posts: 21019
- Joined: Wed Dec 23, 2015 4:14 am
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by hummxs » Wed May 24, 2017 6:51 am
so my sister tore everything but the meniscus and lcl in her leg about two months ago(it'll be two months tomorrow oml). I've been the only one helping her besides my mother and everything was going well. she was walking without crutches and her cast was locked to a 70 degree angle, which is pretty good because of her condition. we planned for her to go to wet n wild with me as my 'friend' for my birthday present.
today, she slipped outside because it's all wet. she's scheduled to have another surgery and won't be able to walk without crutches until she literally leaves for college.
I have to go through all of the stress again with helping her.
nobody needs to reply.
thank you.
-

hummxs
-
- Posts: 15221
- Joined: Tue Dec 08, 2015 6:54 am
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by .zombie » Wed May 24, 2017 7:19 am
the ariana grande manchester incident has gotten me very shaken up. its devastating to know that something like this can happen to ordinary people.
this makes me even more scared to step out of the house or go somewhere public. ive wanted to live in new york city all my life and this will definitely change my viewpoint on going somewhere too overcrowded.
dont want to get all political here but isis needs to be stopped. targeting children and teens over what, your religion?
i just need a hug. im sorry. ive been trying to spread the love on the comfort corner by sending nice messages and gifting pets but i am so broken today. id like a message or a hug, please. thank you and stay safe.
-

.zombie
-
- Posts: 3593
- Joined: Wed Feb 26, 2014 11:07 am
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by Pyjaks » Wed May 24, 2017 7:36 am
grr. wrote:the ariana grande manchester incident has gotten me very shaken up. its devastating to know that something like this can happen to ordinary people.
this makes me even more scared to step out of the house or go somewhere public. ive wanted to live in new york city all my life and this will definitely change my viewpoint on going somewhere too overcrowded.
dont want to get all political here but isis needs to be stopped. targeting children and teens over what, your religion?
i just need a hug. im sorry. ive been trying to spread the love on the comfort corner by sending nice messages and gifting pets but i am so broken today. id like a message or a hug, please. thank you and stay safe.
/
hug/ I understand your fear and anxiety. Incidents like this can definitely put into perspective how fragile human life can be. But at the same time you have to remember that one of the motivations behind these kinds of attacks is inspiring fear. It's okay to be scared about these kinds of things but I know you can get past this fear. I hope you feel better asap <33
-

Pyjaks
-
- Posts: 5184
- Joined: Wed Jan 04, 2017 8:00 pm
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by v1s10ns » Wed May 24, 2017 8:48 am
a n t i v i s t; wrote:grr. wrote:the ariana grande manchester incident has gotten me very shaken up. its devastating to know that something like this can happen to ordinary people.
this makes me even more scared to step out of the house or go somewhere public. ive wanted to live in new york city all my life and this will definitely change my viewpoint on going somewhere too overcrowded.
dont want to get all political here but isis needs to be stopped. targeting children and teens over what, your religion?
i just need a hug. im sorry. ive been trying to spread the love on the comfort corner by sending nice messages and gifting pets but i am so broken today. id like a message or a hug, please. thank you and stay safe.
i am right there with you .. i've cried myself to sleep last night over the incident, and how anyone can turn such a wonderful thing into something so devastating in such a short time period.
i am most likely not going to warped tour this year ... sad one of the places that one brought me comfort is a place of fear.
it upsets me that more people are worried about missing her tour than the lives that were lost, those who are mourning those, and those who are injured.
i am absolutely terrified to leave my home, or even be in my home. i feel like no where is safe anymore .. and i'm not just saying this because of terrorist attacks, but in general. i went to another town yesterday to visit one of my moms friends, and my sister and i went for a walk .. i couldn't even relax and walk a block. i was too worried about what could happen that i cut our walk short, and went back to the house.
there was also a 'small' incident around me yesterday .. i know it's forty minutes away, but it bothers me. there was a bomb threat at a school. the kid was arrested, so i get asked what i am afraid of then. that question brings so many fears to my mind that i am shaking.
this world just needs a complete reset button and help ..
i am so sorry if anything is against rules or anything .. but i just wanted to speak, because if i say anything to my friends, or family, coworkers .. they just tell me theres nothing to worry about or whats to be scared of.
thank you , stay safe and strong.
Ariana Grande is probably never going to have a concert again. All those people.. gone.
achitoki#9447
-

v1s10ns
-
- Posts: 1952
- Joined: Thu Jun 30, 2016 5:02 am
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by - Alice - » Wed May 24, 2017 8:52 am
I just feel meaningless, insignificant and a waste of space. If someone could pm that would be great. I just got a lot goin on rn.
◤xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx◥
◣xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx◢ ▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁
hey everyone! I am slowly downsizing my collection to quit
something I've been trying to do for years :')
Everything is available for art, ocs or dappervolk always down for
a dm your welcome to dm me for art or oc sales, please make
the title unique as it gets confusing if every pm is: offering art

▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁▁
-

- Alice -
-
- Posts: 38524
- Joined: Fri Feb 12, 2016 11:05 pm
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by your blanket » Wed May 24, 2017 9:42 am
If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me !
my inbox is always open, i'm very friendly, and i've been in most situations before, and i actually used to be a moderator for
a site very similar to this thread! Mostly helping with depression, abuse, etc back in 2015,, sorry that i cant remember the name.
please stay safe, wherever you are, it gets better, and you're important and beautiful, even if you cant see it.
;v; <3
wassup, im a nerd.
not active on this website, i check on things now and then.
> cereal soup ; jackson333
> deviantArt ; cow-mjlk ( past dA ; duckcheerios )
-

your blanket
-
- Posts: 837
- Joined: Tue May 23, 2017 4:07 am
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
by Pyjaks » Wed May 24, 2017 9:58 am
ginger-snaps wrote:my mom was in a car accident just a couple hours ago
she's in the hospital right now
they say she'll be okay but that was one of the
worst scares so far
I'm so sorry, I can't imagine how scary that must have been. So glad to hear she's okay! Wishing you both good vibes <3
-

Pyjaks
-
- Posts: 5184
- Joined: Wed Jan 04, 2017 8:00 pm
- My pets
- My items
- My wishlist
- My gallery
- My scenes
- My dressups
- Trade with me
Who is online
Users browsing this forum: Panne and 1 guest