TheComfortCorner | V.10

[flooxii]

i don't know what im doing with my life.
i don't know anything.
what use am i?

[rainsharkstorm]

It feels like i'm being walked on by people, i'm tired of constantly having to suck it up and act all nice when people have done horrible things to me. plates wont put themselves back together if you say sorry to them, so how can you expect me to forgive them after constant repeats of cruel words and actions? I'm a sensitive soul — I hate it. I feel for myself, i feel for anybody who gets hurt by them, Every bad thing will spiral, and If i'm in the middle of it, it is my fault. It always is

I'm tired, everythings so overwhelming in my personal life — I just want them to leave me alone

[hellevi]

more and more i get mad at myself for not being able to maintain friendships... but then i'm also tired of lowering the bar for people and then i end up being constantly ignored, left out, only reached out to when the other person needs something.... why has this happened my entire life!! why am i only good for when people need something

[breadstick]

hard not to feel like my boss is bullying me just a little bit, tbh. dunno how okay i am with this lol

[flooxii]

it's 2:00am on a school night, and all im doing is wallowing in self-pity and just sitting in bed not able to sleep.
i don't know what im doing with myself.

[DachasaurusZen]

positive vent but ME AND MY FRIEND ARE ABOUT TO PUBLISH OUR BOOOOOOK

[Wolfumus]

At some point I've either gotta get better or figure out what's wrong with me, right? I don't want to be told again that it's "just anxiety." Everything gets thrown out the window when doctors hear I have GAD and PTSD. But this isn't my anxiety. I know it isn't. I'm in pain and it doesn't matter how calm I get. That pain will not go away.

[strawberry_dolly]

i... genuinely cant believe this is happening to me again. i cant believe i was so stupid as to get my hopes up that maybe i would get help? this time?? but no, once again, the mental health specialist ghosted me. cancelled the last appointment, "forgot" to reschedule for 2 weeks and then just didnt show for this appointment?
i have a 4000 word essay due tomorrow that i should be working on but no, i dragged myself out for this appointment becasue i truly thought i was making progress, but once again they've ditched me with no warning or explanation.
im not crazy. im not paranoid. everyone really does just give up on me. everyone leaves. nothing is ever going to get better. i dont know what i did wrong

[.destiny]

it really is just the same thing every single time
"i did it to satisfy my own needs for affection despite knowing you can't fully give me what i want" thanks. not the first time i've heard that exact same thing and it definitely won't be the last i bet !

why treat me lovingly and confess feelings if you're not willing to commit. i don't get why i'm so sad over this now, i literally don't even want to be in a relationship. i was okay in the moment, but now i'm sitting here like. wow this hurts a bit. maybe it's because it mirrors my break up almost perfectly and hearing the same thing from someone else really really hurts. who knows !
i will never be truly loved in my entire godforsaken life

[♥ mizu]

I'm so angry and frustrated. Do my friends not try enough, or am I expecting too much?