Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[A Voice Among Many]

Dear Self,
Start taking better care of your body. We figured out the culprit behind your depression so you're mentally happier now. Even though getting money for healthy food is really hard at the moment, you need to stop putting stuff in your body that'll make you sick. Be healthy you little forest/mountain fae in disguise!

My Doctor,
You better come back to me one hundred percent safe. I need my Doctor Sensei Senpai. Especially, the way you left. I might be willing to return your ship's keys to you. ;3

[regular;]

dear r.,
can you make up your mind? please? do you like me or not? do you like her or not? i can't keep going on like this. i'm moving on and i just pray to god you don't say something really stupid like "i love you" and pull me right back in again. because yes, i still love you and as much as i wish i didn't i do and something tells me part of you still loves me. after all this time i wish you'd be straight forward with me.
you're honestly such a great guy. what's not to like about you? but you also have this way of breaking my heart. especially when you don't try to. so if i move on, if i date another guy, if i like another guy, stay out of it because i will go back to you in a heartbeat whether or not i want to.
- a.

dear j.,
just stop okay? i don't like you as a person. you broke my trust, hurt me, lashed out, and now i'm scared that any of my friends could do that to me again. so don't you dare ever ask me again if we can be close. the answer is no. i gave you a second chance and you ruined it.
i'm trying to just be cool with you and you are pushing the limits. you caused me so much terror and guilt when i did nothing wrong besides defend myself. so don't come crawling back when you knew you made me so angry.
- your former best friend

dear c.,
what do we have? a brother/sister friendship? or something completely different? i mean yea we flirt and stuff, but why do people have to keep shipping us? i don't know if you like me. and to be honest, idk if i even like you. i don't want to. i'm scared to ruin our friendship. we're both just generally flirty, and that's all it is right? i honestly don't know anymore. oh well
- your best friend

[chon]

dear a,
wow are you annoying! god sometimes i wish you'd just shut your mouth. all you do is complain and talk like you're above everyone when you're not. do you ever look around and notice the way people look at you? you're so embarrassing to be around and this vacation has been hell with you here. you're the laziest person i know. you're a slob and you act like you're a guest in our house instead of acting like you live here. nobody wants to take care of you. you're old enough take care of the house without being asked. you should be ashamed. don't act like you own anyone because you don't. if anything, you're below all of us. and you are. so, you need to watch what you say because you sound like an idiot and you embarrass me in public. you should've stayed home, everyone would have been happier without you. i mean it. talk to me when you decide to grow and realize the world doesn't revolve around you.

[vampz]

dear d,
i'm sorry
i'm sorry about everything
please know i'm still here,
don't go away again

this time i'm going to make
my feelings heard for sure.
you'll see what i can do.

love, f

[Noni Gailin Ayrenin~]

Dear self;

Why can't you just let people be nice to you?
Why are you so broken that getting gifts makes you freeze up like an overloaded laptop?

Let people be nice to you.
They're doing it because they want to.
Get over yourself and learn to accept the kindness of others.

you twit.

--Novi

[that1trombone]

Dear P.K.,

Thank you for doing a TBH, I hopefully got all of the problems I caused between us under control. Maybe during the school year we might even become close again. Sorry for all the mean things I did.

from E.Q.

[shibabee]

Dear M,
I miss you, I really do, at least who you used to be. I was always there for you, and for a while I thought you where always going to be there for me. I guess I was wrong though, and that really hurts. You and I would always be calling, just talking and joking around, it was usually the highlight of my day, just talking with you. I miss all those great time we had together, and I would give anything to take back the you that I once knew. You act like your life is terrible, and everything goes wrong for you, when really, it doesn't. I envy you in so many ways, but you would never understand, your too wrapped up in your 'sad', 'depressing' life. I have heard your side of the story countless time, and I listened. every. single. time. And you know what? you never even bothered to hear my side. not. even. once. Has it ever occurred to you that your not alone? You say you have anxiety, you love to tell me about your experiences with your it. I could be wrong, but part of me thinks that you looked up 'anxiety symptoms', saw that you had a few of them, and self diagnosed yourself. That's not how it works. Honestly is selfish of you, you act like your the only one who has feelings, the only one who worries, the only one who doesn't know how to let it go. Your not. I used to think it would always be you and I against the world, but I was wrong. Now you act like its just you against the world. You have no idea how many people care/cared about you, and how you treat them? its just sad. You said, and I quote "Even though you stuck with me, your not the greatest friends". Honestly I have not words for how disrespectful this is. Your so ungrateful its sad, you have so much, and you still act like your life sucks. Another thing that bothers me is this conversation we once has. I was telling you about how I was worried about going into a new school without knowing anyone, and having no friends there. Instead of making me feel better about my situation, you told me you had no friends and your life at school sucks. There are so many things wrong with this, one of them is I KNOW YOU DO HAVE FRIENDS. C, Z, B, RING A BELL? The other thing is you tried to make me pity you for 198th time. I have been wanting to tell you my side of the story for so long now. So lets see if you listen. You and I would talk all the time, but I started noticing something about you. You seemed to talk a lot more about L, and your quarrel with her. I honestly didn't agree with everything you said, but I listened. I understand that you and L might now have been the greatest of friends, but I never saw much effort from you (or her, I get it) to make things better with her. Anyways, you also started to talk to E a lot more. At first, I was jealous, I only wanted to be with you because I was very protective of you. That was selfish of me, and I eventually was happy for you, your happiness made me happy. I thought things where going fine, but then out of the blue, it was over. done. just like that. You told me L didn't like that we would talk to each other all the time, and they would constantly nag you about it. You lied. You did it because you wanted E, and almost immediately you asked her. there are so many reasons why this was wrong, and you knew those reasons. You knew it was wrong to E, and you knew it was wrong to me (or at least I hope you did, if you didn't that's pretty twisted). And of course E told us, she felt uncomfortable about it and she wanted to talk to somebody about her feelings. You act like you where the victim in all those letter you wrote about her. Your not. you knew it was wrong but you did it anyway, you can't just say "hm, this girl is bff su I'm gonna ask her out". It was immature of you and it really hurt some people (me). Now the thing that really put me over the edge with you is what you said about some of us in your "letters". Lets start with E, you played the victim card, shocker, also you didn't mention me once. Then we have D, I know you said you where sorry about her mom and everything, but before that? get you own personality? please. Your just like every edgelord on the internet, and so what is she likes things similar to L? I do to, but you never told me to get my own personality. Next we have Z, what a poor, unfortunate soul, you gonna ask her out next? And L, good god, never realized how mean you could be until I read that. Pshychopath? honestly, the only thing even close to psychopathic that I can think of is April. And even then C said it wasn't really "bullying". Why cant you get that through your head? We don't know who she is? I think you don't know who she is, L is a better friend to me than you ever where. Poison? Your the one spreading all the negative energy, not her. Damaging your mental health? please. studies show that 70% of kids that go on devices at night get more worried/ concerned about things. You did this to yourself. not L. stop blaming everyone who makes you upset. I may have sounded mean in some parts, but I'm just telling the story from my point of view, because you never cared enough to listen.

~S

[popping star]

Dear mother,

Do you have to yell at me? My brother has a PS2, an Xbox 360, a computer, a tablet, a television, and now a phone.
Why are you yelling at me for asking for clothes? Mine have holes and none of them even fit properly. They're really old as well.
My brother doesn't need a phone. He doesn't go anywhere. He doesn't talk to friends outside of school.

I'd like to look somewhat decent for once in my life. I'm sick of hand-me-downs that don't even fit. Do you really think I can take clothes from a 6'3 person when I'm only 5'0? It doesn't work like that. Those will never fit me. I'm sick of people glaring at me for looking like I scavenged clothing from a dumpster.

You should also stop buying useless products and use that money for food. I have barely eaten today because there's not much for me. My brother eats way too much and leaves very little for me.

Sincerely, the child you need to pay attention to

[quietude]

dear gungtroll

why did u make gadius so pretty
and pretty useless
:( (( ((((( (((

ps
fix the rates thank

[katarinabluu]

dear _
oh my god
ah! you just crushed my dream :)
good knowing you