TheComfortCorner | V.10

[selfish ghost]

i have been consistently sleeping at 4am, which is horrendously detrimental for my physical health </3

[gamer]

i'm tired of having debilitating motion sickness every time i get in the car for a few mins, i got some dimenhydrinate so i hope it helps but i keep having to get in the car to go to doctor appointments and stuff so it's really frustrating. my head hurts and i feel nauseous for hours even after i get home o<-<

[stellulite]

nothing and nobody (:
I am losing everybody and everything I love

[Dlrt]

man i just mess things up for myself constantly, idk why i ever even begin to be hopeful of things..
i was learning how to do nails at my partners shop so that i could potentially work with them and be able to stop doing freelance. i'd come in once or twice a week for about 7 hours a day just to learn and it still wasn't good enough. the boss said i don't come often enough so they don't want me learning there and boom my chances of getting a normal job have been shot. they expect me to come in 5-6 times a week which would leave me with no imaginable time to actually work. i was beginning to feel so hopeful for once that i might be doing something right but it instantly backfires. every time i have an ounce of hope for something it instantly goes wrong. it's so tiring to never be hopeful for anything and living with the constant belief that nothing will ever get better no matter how hard i try. i just want something to go my way for once

[dratio]

Going to try to be by myself for about 4–5 hours. I should be okay since the ptsd symptoms have been lessening over the past couple days, but I don't know if they'll flare up again. My therapist says ptsd can take a while to ease up, so I'm concerned I might have an attack later. I still wake up shaking, but I haven't vomited or cried in two days, so I hope I'm fine for today?

[demodog]

I feel worried, it’s late and you still aren’t here. Are you okay? Did you get hurt?

[nobxdy]

some stuff happened at work again with this coworker, finally my boss did something about it and he's allowing me to transfer to a different building. i have enough stuff going on, managing everything is going to be easier since the building im transferring to has people who actually do what they're supposed to, and i won't be paranoid about everything anymore. c'est la vie. still doesn't feel good what happened though. im going to miss the ones who i've come to love as friends, but this needed to happen. there's been nothing but tension here for months now.

[iHolli]

{ I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired
{ I feel bad, apparently coworkers have been noticing I've been feeling and acting off lately. it's not on purpose, but everything else is compounding so bad rn, things at work happen and it's the last straw every time. I'm trying to keep it together but everything is so much. I feel bad that it's so noticable. I don't want to be like that, I don't want my coworkers to see that. I wish I could apologize. we all have stuff going on and I'm supposed to be the good vibes for everyone else. I just-- some days the weight is so much to bear all alone, and I can't keep it bottled up as well. it's exhausting. I wish I had someone I could talk to about things. I wish I didn't feel like it was hopeless anyway. I'm so tired. I'm sorry for being upset over things lately. I wish I felt better. I don't want to be like this. I want to feel okay instead of wanting to disappear since most people think I'm invisible anyway. I'm so tired. I feel so bad. my coworkers are like family. I don't want to be miserable or angry around them. I wish I could just lay by the lake for a while. why am I so tired...

[♥ mizu]

positive vent but my airpods AND my massive package came in omg i'm so happy. i got the cutest thigh high socks ever like theyre so pretty,, plus i got a star stable notebook! and then i went thrifting and got the stupidest, saddest and fattest looking cat stuffie i have ever seen. i was going to leave him behind because he was $6 but i just.. couldnt. he sparks joy. i love him, he looks so silly. i might come back to post a picture once he's out of the washer and i can see his tag. there was another really cute cat stuffie but she was $5 and i just can't justify $11 on 2 thrift store stuffies </3 i loveeee online shopping, i'm waiting on a few more packages. i love treating myself so much. feels SO good to get these things, you know?

update she's by russ and her name is prudence

[demodog]

i am looking up and down for what i couldve made my user on this website called ''pixel cats end'' none of my emails are attached, i have no idea what im looking for atp.