Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Bright Sunset]

Dear Myself.

Please start going to bed earlier, your not getting enough sleep,
your pretty much tired all the time,
You'll feel much better if you start getting 8 hours of sleep every night

[Kazin]

Dear W,
I am very excited for the opportunity to even apply for the job I've wanted since I was 12. All those summers and winter weekends spent at camp has added up to me really wanting to be a counselor for that wonderful establishment. Yes, I'll be heartbroken if I don't get it, but I'll understand. I am not the most the outgoing person, and sometimes in a summer camp setting that can hold me back, yes. I am just excited that maybe I will get a phone call soon, and be able to set up an interview. And I just cannot wait because its something that past counselors have even told me. J told me that he thought I would make a wonderful counselor, and that just blew my mind because I didn't think the others really pictured me as counselor material. And J is not someone to just try and lift up your self-esteem, I've seen what he does. Same with N, he also said the same thing as J. I am also assuming L was in the conversation too, because he was in the car then, but I wouldn't expect him to know me. But it would be fantastic to be able to get this job, and I would literally be the happiest person in the world. Also, I am trying, already, to come up with good ideas for summer camp I think that they'll be pretty great.

Anyway, I am anticipating this phone call so much that I almost freaked out when my phone buzzed today haha. I told myself not to do that, and I was more prepared the next time. I just cannot wait, and I am nervous if I can get an interview, though I think it will be alright. I know I can be like J was as a counselor, my very first year there so long ago. She was quieter, and all the campers at that campsite, including me, loved her a lot. I compare myself to her a lot, and I haven't met a single camper who didn't like her while she was there. Unlike both Cs. No one really liked them but their 'favorites.'

That's all. My very excited almost rant type thing of excitement. I feel better getting that excitement out somewhere haha.
-Hopefully future camp counselor.

Also, you posted on your facebook page today that there are 20 female applicants for 7 job openings... The odds are not in my favor, but I am a dreamer of improbable dreams and I am still hoping for this to be a thing ^^

[RedWingBranch]

Dear D, this is Part 1

When we first met, I had no idea, that you were the one.

I could never forget that August. S would do anything for that trophy - clearly. He played dirty. You stood behind me, believed in my cause and committed yourself to me for the rest of the game. You didn't disappoint, you didn't let me down, you lost to help me win. I will never forget that, no matter what happens between us.

I didn't hear the whispers about you. Sure, I knew you were rich and privileged, but I didn't know what people said behind your back, or how you were seen... how they whispered about you being clueless, unintelligent, KK's puppet. I didn't listen to it, because I knew you were more. No matter what they said, you were always that same person who helped me win that game... who believed in me.

I liked you from the very beginning; and it only increased as time went on. I could see you were rough around the edges but you were humble in your way, and warm. Do you remember when I gave you the last 3 Musketeers that Easter? You had chocolate on your mouth and I told you where it was. You kept missing it ^^. Remember how A, being as self-important and attention seeking as he was, held that little competition about himself? I said you would be the best ruler of Westeros. You were loyal, humble, wanted to do right. You would have been much better than A! A couldn't handle it, so he lashed out at me. I dished back what he threw, and he said I was obsessed with you. Of course I wasn't, but he liked to spin that story anyway because he wanted me to look bad. He hated you so much. Don't you remember everything he said? I went to clear things up to you, I couldn't have you thinking that I was that.

It all went wrong, you ended up chasing after A; to seek his approval. Why? Why did you need it? He turned you down and that was it. I was annoyed with you, for the first time. It was short lived though because there was that card game. The card game where you cheated, but changed your mind and was honest about it... because you didn't want me to think that you would be a bad leader in Westeros... you didn't want me to change my mind about you. The way you looked at me with that smile.... A, painted it all wrong. I knew then, like I did before. You were the one.

[dolluva]

dear a.b., (one of the many letters i can never send)

i don't know what else i could say, other than i really love you. i wish you were mine. you are one of the only people i could talk to and look straight in the eye, the only one where i am not afraid to smile or act like myself. it was not love at first sight, but something else. sometimes i wish i was brave enough to approach you like you do to me. you are funny and always make me laugh, and you make me feel important. every time you smile and say hi, or compliment me, i merely smile but i feel so many butterflies in my stomach every time it happens. i have never been treated this way by someone i was attracted to before... i find it adorable when you talk about what you want to be when you grow up, or your native country, or how was your day. i am madly in love with your accent, your style, your music taste; we have so much in common and you might not even know. it's so hard to resist not to kiss you or hug you, because then i remember you are taken and that we hardly talk/know so much about each other, only the future. i hope you know i would have gotten you something for valentine's day if you were single, and if we knew each other well enough that it might just be a cute friend thing. i wish we could spend more time together, even if it was only as friends.

i am not surprised you have a girlfriend. she is really really lucky, i hope she knows that and i wish i knew her so i could tell her that. she must be madly beautiful and amazing sweet in all ways possible. i wonder if i will ever be lucky to have someone like you for a change. maybe i can get over you, but i guess i'll just be at the sidelines as usual. i won't try to do anything, i promise. maybe someone else will come by. if ever. </3

love,

"the girl who would catch me if i fall" (jasmine)

[stitch;]

dear G-
I miss you
so much.
I'm scared to tell you.
But I miss you.
And when I see you with her..
with my friend..
I
just
break
all over again.

[Lexiffer]

Dear B,
Why do you do this to your son? Why are you so selfish as to waste all your hard earned cash on things for yourself and not pay for your son's education or even to pay $10 for a mere license. Why? Why do you enjoy starving your family for weeks and being in severe debt over pointless furniture bills? Luxuries are not necessities. Family comes first, and what you're doing is against everything I stand for. I'm tired of seeing you do this to the love of my life. I want to marry your son someday soon. I will get my drivers, finish up my education, get a job, and get him out of there ASAP so you can waste all the money you want while I take care of what you should have been doing the whole time. I will pay for his GED if my own grandmother can't keep up. I will rent him a warm cozy home with food overflowing in the cabinets. I will ensure that he is warm and safe every night because you were too sorry to do so. You're a sweet lady, but a HORRIBLE mother.
sincerely,
your ticked off soon to be daughter in law

[Autumnlp99]

Dear me, stop being a idiot, no one will ever love you, your dreams will all crash and burn. and also stop being afraid of microwaves.

-

Dear mother. or shall I call you satan.... stop telling me i'm worthless, stop telling me you wish id die because frankly I don't even want to live anymore because of you and my drunk piece of poop father.

[Sakura Kyoko]

Dear driving instructor;
I know I suck at driving but it's only my 2nd class...Have some patience for Kanye's sake...
10/20 is way too low for a first time driving and to be honest, I don't believe I did it that wrong.
Honestly man, I wish I could change you for someone else...

Dear M;
You know I love you my friend but...You're an idiot </3
What you're telling me...It isn't funny...
Have you tried putting yourself in my shoes?No?
You only care about making jokes and that hurts
Damn but I still love you </3

[akiyama]

dearest a.s,
maybe something is wrong with me because it has officially been two months since the night i was sobbing in my room before the black keys concert because you broke my heart, and it has officially been two weeks since we last spoke to each other, and yet i still love you. it hurts how disposable i was to you, how quickly you got over me. i know i left you for him but from the moment i did i knew i made the wrong decision and i know i'm selfish and i'm not taking into account your feelings or his but i told you i would drop him in a heartbeat to have you back with your long-winded love letters and your perfect curls and dimples and the way you looked when you played guitar and jesus christ, i love you. i wonder if you tell her that you love her the same way that you told me you loved me, sometimes in english and sometimes in greek, just to make her happy, because she loves it when you speak greek just like i did. i wonder if, when you kiss her, you think about me, because i know when i kissed him you were all i could think about. i wonder if you're glad you have her instead of me or if you feel the same way i do. i wonder if you ever really loved me at all. i hate being the annoying ex girlfriend here but you are one of the only reasons i'm not dead right now and god it hurts not to have you even as a friend anymore. no one compares to you, no one ever will. you were everything, and i messed up.
love,
cat
__________
dear s.k,
i left him for you, you used me, and for some reason i'm still friends with you because i don't want to tear apart our close knit little group of friends. you're a complete idiot and yet every time i see you there's still some attraction and i can't stop thinking about what things were like when we were together. i know we never loved each other but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt when i found out; i really thought you were genuine what with the 100 dollar necklace after we'd been dating for two weeks and all, because i know i'd never spend that kinda cash on someone i was using. but hey, to each their own.
cat
__________
dear l.i,
maybe i just appreciate someone who understands what i've gone through, who's been through all of it right alongside me, but jesus i cannot be falling for you because you're his best friend and there's no way we could even have a chance together. besides, she will hate me if i do, and she's one of my best friends. this is all so complicated.
cat
__________
dad,
sometimes you're so nice and then sometimes i am afraid to even be near you just the slightest thing can set you off and it terrifies me i always strive to be perfect so you won't be mad at me but there is always something wrong i'm sorry i'm flawed i'm sorry that you can't see that. please go back to the therapy your ocd is getting so bad it worries me.
love,
your daughter

[Chaoses]

dear pet,
well we had a good run huh buddy. remember when I would chase you are around and you would hide under chairs and I would laugh and you would give me dirty looks
good times
oh and that other time when I would let you run around on the floor and you would like to hide in boxes and chew large holes in them and that other time when you flew around and chewed holes in dad's book and he was so mad but I just laughed and I'm pretty sure you laughed too.
Now here we are. You look bad buddy and I don't think you'll make it. It's almost your birthday too. Come on show some spunk and hang in there through the night. I need to hear you whistle again. Speak up. I swear I listen. You can have anything you want, just please
don't die.
here I am crying and typing like an idiot over you where you won't ever know about this but really
you were my pet and I feel so bad that I can't do anything
at least you will be able to see sweetie again right?
right?
say hello to her for me will you
bye
gc